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Sunday, May 31, 2009

Extremely Displeased...

I am so blllooooddddy irritated with my grandma today. In fact, the whole family is pissed with her selfishness and social irresponsibility.

She was down with flu and cough since more than one week ago, she refused to see a doctor and refused to let us bring her to a doctor.

What the heck is wrong with her!! She is acting childish and irresponsible over this. She doesn't have a fever, but she is so weak and feeling feverish. She fell down just half an hour ago, dad was sleeping. What would have happened if I was not in the living room. Rushed over and helped her get up.

She had never been so weak over cough and flu. Her cough is bad lor. Despite of us repeating it over and over again, she refuses to use a separate utensil when she picks food during meals, refuses to cover her mouth when she coughs.

What is she?? My dad was so angry with her that he screamed at her in the end when she told us to leave her alone.

You know what? You people who have never lived with an oldie your whole life is so fortunate ok?

When my grandparents fall sick, the ones who live with them get blamed from those who do not stay with them. For example, my aunts who are married off already.

1) It's not our fault that they are sick for so long, just look at how irresponsible and stubborn they are. And I always catch the bug from them and spreads to my parents. And then, the whole family falls sick. It is already the umpteenth already!!!!

2) We are not wrong to persuade her to see a doctor. We tried our best to get her well. The fact is that she refuses this option strongly. Totally irresponsible and never cares about the rest of us who stayed with her for the past decades. What is she?? What are we to her??? She likes to see us fall sick she said, and she will get well once we all catch the bug. Can you believe it??? What a devil lorrrr!!!! EVIL.

3) Living under the same roof and having such episodes replaying over and over again once every few months is suffocating me. I know it is extremely hard on my Mum cause she is the daughter-in-law. My grandma always think of her as the 'outsider' in her heart. I knew it from long ago. I think my mum doesnt deserve such a treatment. She always get reprimanded indirectly when something happens to the oldies (when they are the ones who behave this way at home).

4) The oldies always do things their way depending on their likes. Hey come on, there are 6 of us in the house. They are not alone. They need to learn to care more about how we think and feel.

Anyway, I am just too pissed and irritated.

Selfish people. Begone.