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Sunday, November 30, 2008
Freakin retarded idiotic kid...bullied Angela at preschool.. I am so mad at that irritating kid. My aunt nearly died of fright when she was told by the maid that there was something small and shiny in Angela's ear on Friday.. She was brought to a doctor to have the shiny tiny crystal-like things removed. Aunt said those were flat-back crystals, most likely from clothings.. My darling little angela was so frightened while aunt was talking about it. She walked over to me and hugged me. I took her to the kitchen and asked her softly who the culprit was. She told me the kid's name. I probed more and found out that this kid is older den her and bullies her all the time. Unfortunately, she was too frightened to tell me more details. But my heart crumbled when she said softly, 'zeh zeh, you go school with me tomorrow?' I was so at my limit when i heard that. That idiotic kid must be a big bully! How dare she. Shame on her and her parents. This is how 'well' they brought up their kid. I told my aunt immediately and asked her for opinions. She was shocked and will surely speak with the school teacher with the medical report tomorrow. Angela is a very kind hearted and harmless little girl. I dote on her so much that i think i might specially request for an off day to bring her to school and warn that kid and her parents. I just hate to c frightful expressions on Angela's cute and angelic face. I mean, look at the pics of her posted so far.. That kid should be sent home and locked up in a cold, dark and empty room.. Sunday, November 16, 2008
life is really full of ups and downs...sometimes i really cant figure out who can be trusted.. And sometimes i just feel completely disappointed and betrayed by the one i trusted most.. Been thinkin about wat i overheard accidentally today.. I almost couldnt believe my ears.. Its crazy. This house turned into a dungeon right away. I wonder many times my intentions were being twisted by her? I would love to pretend that i never overheard that conversation. Maybe soon.. Maybe i should just accept the fact and look forward to graduating. I simply need to escape from this shit soon. Saturday, November 15, 2008
Im...so damn crazy over these songs now.. omg omg omg... Vampire Knight and Vampire Knight Guilty opening and ending.. Its so damn nice and high lah! I love VK & VKG!!!!  ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ Vampire Knight Opening (Vampire Knight - Opening Theme) (Song: “Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi” by ON/OFF) Akaku akaku akaku yurete Yume no yume no hate Mou nando mo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me wo samashiteku Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na koto Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo Mienai kizu kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni Yami no naka ni ima mo yadoru Omoi wo osaekirenai Akaku akaku akaku yurete Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu Tsumi wo kizande mo kitto
English: Your smile dissolved the cloudiness in my heart. Distance without and limitless depth, The sky longs for blood while the flowers wait for rain. One by one, the white rose petals scatter over time. ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ Suna No Oshiro (Vampire Knight Guilty - Ending Theme) (Song: “Suna No Oshiro” by Kanon Wakeshima) Lyrics: Sotto na kareru shiro ni kawaitaku na kato de Hairo no watashi wa tada jitte kieteiku no Need to die Hoshi wo atsumete tsukuru suna no oshiro ni Watashi no sasayaka na inori Konorete ochiru sono ashi no oto wa machibusete nagidasu Negai dareka ga… English: Need to die Gather the stars and building a castle of sand Please, someone… ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@ ---<-@  A Sweet Dream Has Not Ended Yet... Sunday, November 09, 2008
YEAHH!!! YAHOOOOOO!!!!Exams are over!!!!! COOOL!!!! Gonna start working tml! OMG OMG OMG Im damn bloody excited!! YUM YUM!!!!!!!!! YEAHHH!!!! LOL.. This is so unexpected ok.. All along I thought I was gonna be going back to the previous company I worked.. But they were sooooo slow at confirming the date to start!! It so happened when Yum told me the company she's working at is hiring!! Its quite a distance! But I tink its better than sitting home throughout the hols again!! One time is more than enough. And Im gonna meet up with the SIM groupies after work tml!! Awwww... Im gonna miss that whole lot of crazy fun hippies like mad when they grad lor... :( No Angela today either.. :( what a way to start my first day of hols.. Will be gg to visit Porky Poh's ah ma later.. Hope she is feeling even better today!! Lost sleep for the past few nights... Urrrghhhh... my eyes are tired... But my eye finally stopped twitching after two long weeks ok... that was crazy long.. and duper irritating.. I miss cuties as usual... OMGGGGGGG I feel like kidnapping the cuties!!! LOL... AHHH... Finally, I can brg shane and nynn out this dec!!! Afterall, working during hols means having more income!! And I REALLY want to buy something for Dear.. keke.. and of coz.... GD FOODIE WITH YUMMIE YUM!!! Wonder how Rach's doing for her hol job hunt. Will have to drop her an sms later. Hope she gets a job soon!! Huat arhhhHHH!!! Wednesday, November 05, 2008
F-Irritating Oldies.She really likes to make the whole family pissed off... She went to dig the sewage and created a whole big mess in the toilet... to look for her 5mm earring stud which was washed beneath the sewage and buried under the great big Atlantic Ocean two days ago.... Already told her it cannot be found anymore!!!! Now my room and toilet smells like dirty rat infested shitty sewage!!! The shit things she dug out are all black and disgusting. The residues stained my toilet tiles black. URRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! My mum is so bloody pissed now too.. And my dad (gave up with the oldies since a loooong time ago) was shaking his head and tryin to control his blood pressure level... And me??? MY BLOOD VESSELS ARE EXPLODING!!!! MY HEAD IS 100 degrees Celsius and SPINNING LIKE MAD!!!!!!! WHY CANT THEY HELP US MORE??? By giving less troubles??? I have seriously tried my best to live in peace and tolerate their nonsense, childish and selfish behaviors for the longest time of my life. I feel so suffocated really. My mum n dad gave up already.. I am still hanging on.. My dad demanded me to wash the toilet right away. I know I have to lor. It was so stinky and dirty. I feel extremely stressed with my papers already.. Why must she always do this kinda stunt and add more workload to me.. Worst thing is, she was monitoring on how I washed the toilet. Standing there and commanding me to wash this corner that corner, blah blah.. I was so Fuckin Irritated that I just slammed the toilet door shut. Why should I put up with her selfish and atrocious behavior?? Just because she is 44years older den me?? I know I sound very very unfilial.. I can only say, you need to live with this kind of oldie EVERY SINGLE DAY in order to understand my sufferings and situation fully. of over - eating.. Lol kept feelin hungry and 'itchy mouth'.. Wats wrong with me man.. But i cant stop thinkin about steamboaty celebration with yum n dear after my last paper. I m so lookin forward to 8th nov! No deadlines, no papers til 31st dec.. How luxurious can my life get? Aww.. Dear has started workin, he sounds pretty depressed so I wil cheer him up on saturday! Am planning to pamper him with the 'Renny's Deluxe Package - 40minutes, 150% Shiok Shoulders and Back Massage'. Lol wad a name. Anyway, he is truely blessed. Too bad, no 'special' Lol lol lol.. Hmmm.. Its really nice to see him start working.. I dun really care how much he earns, as long as he is happy with the job scope.. I understand his concerns.. But i just wan him to be happy, confident and sure of what he wants and does. I miss the children so much. I will die of the 'deprivation from super cuties' disease very very soon if i dont get to even see them this weekend. Urgh.. I just cant be satisfied by lookin at their adorable pictures and videos anymore!! Must visit my dern dern, shane, nynn and charlize this hols! So tat i can be re-energized and inspired to fight the coming new semester! Everyone, what are your dreams? What are you truely living for? I have also been asking myself these 2 questions.. Hmmm.. I wonder.. Sunday, November 02, 2008
Irritating snores...its is hell more than irritating. I am sleepy yet still wide awake because i keep hearing thunderous snores. Yes Yum, u r right.
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