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Monday, September 15, 2008
Why?
Sah Jim Po's days are numbered... According to the doctor, its either tonight or tomorrow...I wonder... Why do humans claim that they want to give up on their lives and let go of everything even before their sickness worsens, but then, are persistently unwilling to let go at the brink of death? She chose to give up the moment she was diagnosed with failing kidneys last month.. She is also a diabetic patient for the past few years.. No control over diet since last month... Refused to go for dialysis... Kept saying that she was waiting and was ready for death... And now? She lies on the bed in ICU... Unwilling to go.. Sigh... I feel very upset and a little angry over this... Lots of question marks... But everything is too late now... I just hope and pray that she can go peacefully to the western paradise with Buddha. And I pray for my loved ones who are alive, to cherish the happy times spent together and always be thoughtful of their own lives.. We should learn to avoid regrets rather than feeling helpless and miserable for our regrets. Ohm mani peh mi hum...
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