My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

GOOD FOODiE DAY TML!!!

During my date with yum!!

CKT DAY iS FINALLY ARRIVING IN 12HOURs TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CKT CKT CKT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spoke with ah ben finally on msn. Meeting him up to go back to TP for lunch this thurs! He wanna catch meis while eating.. LOL...

YAWNXXX...

Started sweeping the whole house at 1030am... right after my brunch... It made me ultra lethargic the whole day...

Went over to Po Po's hse at 12pm today.. chatted with her till my uncle came back.. we were supposed to head over to bright hill together for Wai Gong's Death Annniversary... how time flies.. I think he will be very upset if he knows that my second and first uncle are not on good terms at all.. instead, they quarrel EVERYDAY about EVERYTHING.. I hope they dun end up fighting at the market one day...

Played a bit of wahjong with yum.. made us yawn lik mad ok... It isnt as fun as before.. eventhough I got to Hu... it was stil dry... not much of excitement to perk and motivate us to carry on!!

This coming wed is yet another monthly anniversary for me n dear.. wah so fast leh.. gg to 3yrs this coming Oct... its crazy ok... time reali flies... this silly boy was so silly... I had forgotten to bring my phone out today , and so I tried calling him with my mum's phone.. but he was still sleeping.. he thought something happened to me and thats why my mum called him.. LOL...

Couldnt make it on time to drop by eastpoint today man.. came back at around 5.30 or 6pm... missed MSW.. wanted to catch it coz Fion is in it!! urrghhh

I hope angela will be coming tml... She din come over last week lehhhh... Her baby bro is arriving in august!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAyYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will he share the same birthday as Singapore and Yum??

I do not want to grow old to become...

an irritant to my grandchildren...

calculative with every single matter...

a snoring machine...

someone who talks cock all the time...

someone who sits around saying nonsensical stuffs...

senile and bring trouble to my children and grandchildren...

unfair and favour grandsons more...

money minded...

farting ah ma come lao ah soh...

a loudspeaker who talks in screaming/screeching voice...

a persistent person who insists I am right when I am absolutely wrong...

like the oldies who are living with me...

outing with yum!

yesterday! As usual.. 太好玩了啦！

We were supposed to fulfil the CKT mission yesterday.. But ended up hangin in cityhall due to the Balo collection.. But! Its good ok.. We did a little bit of exercisin by walkin frm cityhall to PS.. LOL..

Before we started the walk, we ate korean foodie at suntec basement.. Lol my kimchi fried rice tasted more lik plain white rice. I had to dig and look for the kimchi.. Lol i liked the bibimbap yum ordered.. Shit forgot to take pics.. Both the dishes were well presented though.. Looked extremely appetizing.. LOL.. I just love outings with yum.

Dear met us at PS.. By then, yum had to run along to tanjong.. Dear brought me to an authentic japanese ramen place for nicey ramen.. I love their clear soup! Although its pretty oily.. But the taste of the soup gave my taste bud a tour around disney land. Not bad at all! :) growing fatter and fatter. Somebody stop me!!

Fav Photo of the day...

Taken on 8th June 2008...

Its been so damn long since I posted my own photo... LOL.. so I guess this is it..
Taken on the night of my friend's wedding dinner. Recent enough? =D
I hope I will nt have wrinkes and freckles or pimples overcrowding my face the next time I post my pic!! LOL

Freaking...

headache from last night forced me to have to skip the workshop with Fion today..

I also had to freakin wash the toilet today... Urghhh... I tink I used too much bleach.. Inhaled too much as well.. My nose keep smelllin the bleach-chy smell even at this freakin moment... ewww.. PUI...

Fortunately, the headache is finally gone... I feel alot more better now... Mum said I have been rotting a litte too much and asked me to go help her out tml... Run outlets ok... LOL... ermmm... Im crossing my fingers and hoping I can survive tml!!

Told dear that im gg to hav to go jogging this coming wednesday... can't wait...

Yum.. I wanna go swimming!!!! or sentosa!!! My swimmin costume and bikinis are going to rot soon!!!

Back-ache Shoulder-ache...

Every-single-part-of-my-body-ache!!!!

I swear I will accumulate more good deeds this life so that I will not reborn as a female my next life!!! Periods sucks!!

So tiring.. Nearly felt like I was dying when I woke up this morning ( unwillingly )... The water retention gave me such enormous pair of eyebags and I feel uber bloated all over!! HELPP MEE SOMEONEEE!!!

Ahhhh...

Went to watch Kungfu Panda with dear at TM... Lol.. hilarious show... both of us nearly laughed our heads off while munching the tub of incredibly sweet popcorn!! Well it was really worth watching.. its been ages since I stepped foot into a movie theatre...

I need to thank dear for dragging and talking me to watching this movie finally... Its not his fault seriously.. I just thought that there weren't any nice ones for so long and its such a waste of money... Movie tickets are just getting more and more expensive!!!!

Headed to Dear's sis place after the movie.. cute little charlize is getting more and more adorable!!! Shes growing taller and taller, bigger and bigger!!!! Ahhhh... it reminded me of the past when I watched nynn, shane and angela grow up into big girls! Awwwwww...

Angela also came over last sunday.. aiyooo this poor little girl.. she was down with flu!! Poor thing. She kept sneezing and her mucus kept dripping while she was running around.. LOL... her poor zeh zeh had to keep wiping her nose... aiyoooo poor thing...
Oh the highlight of last week was that she used chopsticks to pick up a crabstick!! And then she fed me!!!!!!!!!!! LOL... this little darling girllliieee!!! So sweeeeeet!!! Muahzzz MUAHZZZ!!!

Quick Lunch Rush...

with fion today...

I had a mask on when she smsed me today for the early meet up ... lol

Met at expo and as usual we had our fair share of fun and laughter! =D
The yummy brownie and strawberry cheesecake from Rocky Masters... Not to be missed.. die die must try la...

Girl Jia you ok?! Dun be put down by those irritating stuffs!! You can do it de!

And earlier this morning i was quite worried about yum because she MIA-ed the whole of yesterday... Finally she called me this mornin to tell me she was so hard up to find out the ending of MY GIRL that she did not answer calls or sms... @_@..

and yes.. she was laughin like mad while explaining... LOL... this girl is a hardcore XI MI... I wonder how will her children and my children think if they ever discover this entry... LOL...

Her child: "Mama is a XI MI... no dinner tonight either... -_- "
My child: "Godma is a XI MI... Zoo outing postponed again... -_- "

Lunch today with Siglap Sisters!

YUM SENG!!!!

To the reunion!!!! Chilled at Swensens at Tampines Mall and was at the Nokia Care before meeting them... My mum's phone was in the washing machine last night and she was hopin for a miracle to happen at Nokia Care. LOL...

It was reali fun lah!! As usual lotsa laughter and joking around... Elsie is gg to New Zealand for 3 months... lol.. shes gonna work in a farm there with Jemmo!! How cool is that?!

Awwww.. im sure shes gonna b havin loads of fun there! Bring a meh meh sheep back for me leh!! =P

Well the girls are lookin great! Their ANATAs also turned up for the outing! lol.. so sweet la they all... keke kinda made me miss dear dear who went to the IT fair @ Suntec with ah ben... =D

Thanks girls for the pretty watch!! =) Hope elsie and angel turn 23 too SOON!!! LOL... its so funny la... they are always teasing me for being the OLDEST sister in this grp... LOL...

Catch up soon when elsie comes back huh!!

ASTON with Yum!

at Jurong East on thurs...

Errmmm... I can only say, u eat what you paid for. Nothing fantastic. The price was just right for the food served. Order medium rare for the steaks if you don't want your teeth to fight against rubber bands. Yawnz...

The Jurong cafe place was so damn hot and stuffy... it was a little too uncomfortable for us to enjoy the food fully... the wind blown from the fans was too warm.. urrghhh... bad experience for lunch... ppl dropping by for a meal should opt for dinner instead. It might be cooler I guess.

But the outing with yum is still great!! Headed to entertaintment for ice cream at Mac. Yummmyyy sundae!!!! Lotsa choco!! Satisfying!! And obviously, the icecream session came with lotsa gossiping!! LOL....

Yum, we have yet to fulfill our "CKT DAY" and "LALA + Porridge @ 85"...
CKT means Char Kway Tiao... we wanna try the one at Chinatown and the one at Old Airport Rd.

Ahhhhh... YUm = Gd Foodie...

Ok reminds me of sumtin... can we save up more for COCA Dinner?? LOL...

KTV... Belated BDAY Celebration for My Bro!! CHIONGGG AHH!!

At las!! Something happy to blog about!!

Din get to celebrate for my bro on the actual day on 9th Jun... treated him to Dinner and KTV instead with jac and dear! LOL... my bro is reali ANDY LAU, CAO GE and JAY CHOU, all in one OK!! LOL

FINALLY!!! Yet another crazy fun session!! Hmmm.. funny, I don't really appear to show how much I love dear's voice, but my heart was more or less da-pumping when he sings!! LOL... so man!! LOL...

Silly Dear was thinking about cosplaying that day??

OMG did L get a horrible sunburn?? LOL

Anyway...

I felt a lot better today after pouring out to yum last night...

Yum is right...

I guess I can see things clearer now... coz I was not the only one who was disappointed with her, neither was I the only one unhappy with the event last night... Dear was pretty supportive of me.. Though I didn't tell him much about it due to his examination period now, he is quite sweet to listen to my short rants once in a while about this matter..

To people who are planning to get married.........

Well, I can only say.. Pls plan early... I mean really early... 6mths is clearly in sufficient. This was observed by my very own eyes. Too many cock ups. Mean it if you really want to get married.. get involved. Don't just say you don't know... and leave it to your sisters.

I repeat.... IT WILL NOT BE SOME ONE ELSE'S WEDDING... You will have no right to blame anyone for the cock ups except for yourself... For not being able to plan early and ahead. =_=
Whats the point if you want your wedding sisters to help you decide what kind of songs, organizing Tea ceremony day's schedule, wedding powerpoint slides... blah...

Otherwise... it will only become some sort of burden and unnecessary stress to whoever is keen to help out sincerely for the wedding...

Think about the strong bonding of you and your sisters' friendships. Do you really want to risk it due to the wedding?

Am I your slave or friend???

Did I anticipate the wrong answer??

I mean she has the right to be pissed at us for being late.. But has she ever thought of the reason why??

The photos were sent to me so late last night... I was so tired the day before preparing FOR YOUR FOUR OTHER SISTERS who did not help due to whatever reasons they might have....

Shouldnt she be more appreciative for what we both did for her?? A word of thanks is not enough... without any sincerity... or anticipation for her wedding...

As usual she always says "I don't know leh"...

Does this imply that she should remain clueless or she would expect us to do everything swee swee for her??? As a bestie???

Are we even besties??? Why do I feel the gap now?? Where did this barrier come from within a short week???

Why did I even help so much in the first place... its not my wedding anyway.... I have been saying this for a week... I even raised my voice at dear for the shit I endured from her and her not so helpful husband...

what now?? I feel so betrayed by her seeing her smiling yet pissed - in- the-heart face....

I am so disappointed and upset with her and she will never know how I feel right at this moment...

My Endless Love .... by Diana Ross

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right

My first love
You're every breath that I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes
They tell me how much you care
Oh, yes you will always be
My endless love

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives had just begun
Forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And love
I'll be a fool for you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
You know I don't mind

'Cause you
You mean the world to me
Oh, I know
I know I found in you
My endless love

Oh
And love
I'll be that fool for you
I'm sure
You know I don't mind
You know I don't mind
And yes
You'll be the only one
'Cause no one can't deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love
My endless love...