My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

Simple things are hard to understand...

it does happen most of the time I guess...

Especially when it comes to matters of the heart. I need to be more tolerant and calm when things happen... I want to be more compromising without others taking me for granted.

Anywayz met up with the SISTERS of ah ger's wedding. Only 4/6 of us managed to meet.. the rest are working shifts... it was fun. Lotsa great ideas and we hope it will all go well on that day.

I have also decided to get a date for the extractions for my 2 wisdom teeth. Get the extraction dates scheduled right after ah ger's wedding. Cant stand the swelling that happens every few months. Can't eat solid foodie at all when it does swell!!!!

Ma wants me to separate the extractions.. OMG.. can't imagine how I will suffer for a month. I think I will really loose alot of weight coz I will hardly be able to take solid food during the extraction periods.. Pain x 2... wahhhhh... sianz...

Being freed from the constant swellings... ahhh that kinda feeling is... something that I cannot anticipate now... But I am looking forward to it!!!

Completed watching Ayashi No Ceres... omg.. the first few episodes were... harsh... bloody and cruel fate for the main female character. But I really enjoyed it. =D

Saturday is housework day again.... urrghhhh @_@

How to measure...

lost affection?

hmmm tricky... sometimes people feel lost over what they loose. Important, happy and good old memories and feelings...

Just when you think that you are holding on to it tightly, will you ask yourself "is it really still within my grasp?"

You know, I feel it this way... not as bad as the previous time, but when the damage is done, there is no way you can erase it from your heart.

Why do people say and act differently?
When he said he missed you, will he hug you in his arms tightly and tells you he loves you?
Why does the feeling change so fast that I don't even stand a chance in chasing it back?

HOLS.... Long...

coz im jobless this hols...

urghhh...

its nice to slack ok... but when u realise that u slack til there is nth you can really do...
ITS HORRIBLE OK... like a rotting log. Soon you will be able to see spidey webs, fungi, mushrooms, roaches, beetles and what have you... all except idiotic lizzies.

Other than that, I am living well and relaxed. Lotsa Anime... SAIUNKOKU (season 1 + 2) !!!! OMG this is like my No.1 and No.0 anime!!!! All characters are really pretty and the plot is really good!! SEASON 3 PLEASEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!! It couldnt have ended like that!!!!

Ryuuki and Shuurei should be together!!!!!! She can stil get herself involved in politics in court while being his consort mah!!!!! Urrrghhhh.... Ryuuki is so hot la... Good Emperor, smart, protective and pretty!!! Awwwwww...the other characters are cool too!!!

There is also NEO ANGELIQUE... airing on Arts Central. The characters are all drawn by the same illustrator. YES... THEY ARE AS PRETTY AS THoSE IN SAIUNKOKU!!!! Wahoooo!!!!
But leh, I will still prefer the storyline of SAIUNKOKU.

Fun...

KTV!!!!! last night with friends from school!! A great celebration for end of examinations.... cool.. we had loads of fun and laughter at Partyworld in town.... =D

Chilled somewhere near dempsy hill after that till almost 2am.. nice ambience and wine!! Just hated the lizzys there. Urgghhh... coz of the 'open concept'... the toilets, walls outside the wine pub... are all infested with lizzys ok... I din even get to pee... TURN OFF... kept holding till I reached home man... But the outing was reali fun!! Yippieee!!

3 Cheers to the end of sufferings!! Hip Hip Hurray!!!

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Went out with Yum today...
Loads of laughter and nice foodie!!
Yum's recommendations and Renny's recommendations!!! DiE diE MUST TRY!!!!!

Yum: COCA STEAMBOAT @ Takashimaya level 4
Ren : AZABU SABO @ Marina Square level 1


I tell you, the steamboat is super duper fantastic!!! The tomyum soup base is MIND BLOWING and SATISFYING!!!! die die also must try!!!!
Its a lunch buffet and the ingredients are all very fresh!! Just one look at the meat, seafood, cockles and balls!! WAH SEIIII..... drooooooool till you drop lah!!!!
The shrimp/pork balls are all hand made and not those frozen types... The taste is amazing!! Esp the shrimp balls.

Tips:
1) Just ask for iced water.... because their drinks are... not fantastic and not worth the price.
2) They will serve chicken soup even before you are seated. Ask for Tomyum if you want. And Im not sure why they don't bother to inform customers of the soup bases they have.
3) They will also serve you a huge selection of dishes for steamboat right after they serve the soup base. You can choose to reject and make your own order.



After the steamboat.... we went for shopping!!

Finally, sat down for a break... went to AZABU SABO... for desserts. The best thing is, their standard is always consistent!! Great desserts all the time!!!!

Ahhhhhh... need to shed all those calories again...

Big Family. No Privacy...

This entry's title tells it all.. sometimes I find it hard to even do my own stuffs alone. There will always be someone there around to see and kaypoh about what you are doing.

This applies to phone calls. ESP my ah ma... she always listens to what you say to the other person and asks questions later.. Doesnt she know what privacy is??? Worse of all, she always answers loudly after she hears what I tell the person on the other line... by trying to understand what the conversation was about and all... and then shouts what she tinks out.

Hello??? I am the one on the phone and it is none of her business alright??

If I answer my mobile call in the room alone, she will walk in and out and asks me who it was after the call and why the caller called... Why should I tell her?? Will she even noe who the caller is?? And why would I want to tell her the content?????

I can only say, living with a big group is not as good as some people might think.

Hoping to grad soon. Need to find a room.

Finally!!!

ahhhhhhh exams are finally over..

My mind was totally blank right after the paper... completely relaxed and for the first time this year, I slept in peace last night. At 10pm.

Woke up this morning. What a beautiful morning. No deadlines, no papers. Worried for results though. But I guess I should take a few days break before I start looking for a holiday job. Big money big money.

I hope there is vacancy for part time job at TNT. Worked there last hols. Nice. Learnt alot.

Emailed and asked if there are part time jobs available... didn't want to call the staffs there cause I guess I should go through the formal way first. Ahhhhh.... anxiety.... reply me soon!!

Yum's exam is starting this week. ALL THE BeST, YOU CAN dO IT!!!!! YUM GO!! YUM GO!! YUMMMMMmmMm GOOOooOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, Monday, Tuesday...

F-R-E-E-D-O-M DAY!!!!

Wahooo!!!! Exams end 6th MAY!! COOL!!!!

YUMM!!! COCA!!! BUGIS !!!! HERE I COMEE!!!!!

Screwed up men...

A married man. Staying with his parents, wife and children. Gambles away his salary and tells his wife he is peniless. Attempted to borrow money from his wife who slogged from Mon - Fri, earning less than 1400 a month.

And he always lectures his children, "Don't spend unnecessary, count yourself lucky if there is food on the table".

Can you say he is faking a good example? Or just a bloody hypocrite who cares less for his family and pretends that he does?

I pity his wife. Poor wife who had to tolerate his affair several years ago. Forgave him and living anew with him all over. I can only say. This is not worth it at all. She deserves a new life. A happier and more fortunate life to lean on to someone who deserves her more.

What kind of a father is he to his children? You tell me he has the pride and yearns to take any chances to win a round. Just one round. What kind if example is this? Are the children to follow?

By the way, this man's father, set the same bloody example.

After the AH GONG saga...

I knew it would re-enact all over again this morning... How true it was. I should just quit school and go be a fortune teller.

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He was even more irritating this morning, wanted me and my mum to call up the bank and watch the video of the security cam frm the ATM... we were like... PLS LAH.. GIVE US A BREAK... he made the nice holiday mood sour from 8.30AM.


Anyway, this ah gong of mine chose the wrong day to talk about this matter. Cause my DAD is at home. My dad is a scary man ok. He is a man of a few words. But he gets DL easily. He was pretty frustrated and worked up with his own dad. And he shouted at him.

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What a great family I have. But I seriously think my ah gong must have withdrawn those money himself when he was drunk.

And then, my grandma added fuel to fire.. kept attractin attention.. and kept saying that this old man was trying to accuse her.

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Ok, so far, thats it. I don't wanna hear about this anymore. Cause I've had enough of such nonsense from a bunch of stubbon and irritating people.

I need peace. Have had enough stress already and the constant gastric problem through out the whole two weeks of examination.

Irritating Grandpa, Irritated Renny...

Its 12.05AM now and he is ranting away on the money left in his account, and keeping all the lightsleepers at home wide awake and superly irritated. GD FOR HIM.

He claimed that he had not withdrawn money last December... and he is shocked to see how little money there is left in it.

I tell you, it must be his bloody mistress from Malaysia. She must be the one who took all the money. Ironic isn't it? Keeping someone like that by his side. And yet, he denied this when I asked if it was another person who withdrew those money on his behalf or secretly when he was drunk (every wednesdays, fridays, saturdays, sundays).

Mind you, he is the kind who blurts everything off his mouth when he is high from drinking. Including how much money he has, what assets he possesses and all... like WTF... no wonder his alcoholic "friends" or leeches stick to him like super glue. Never said no to drinking sessions... cause this "kind" grandpa always treats them. Its not wrong. But why every single time? Its not like he is a millionaire. Well, its his money and I shall not comment anymore about this.

Anyway, what Im trying to say is that he could have told people about his ATM card's pin number or allowed that freaking bitch to withdraw cash. Moreover, it isn't hard for his leech "friends" to steal his card secretly and then slotting it back into his wallet again while he is high and all from all that hard core drinking.

Whatever... he spends money like as though Beer can never run out. GD FOR HIM. Someone, grow some sense out of him, and talk to my hand if you want to be his new leech "friend".