My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

TODAY...

is the first day of examination. Its on Globalization, Outsourcing, Diversity and Systems Thinking for organisations.

Sounds boring isnt it? It is lah.. to a certain extend.. I hope this sem will be a good one too... urrghhh...

It seems like an extremely short period from end Feb till 6th May to all.. but to me... this period was almost like as though I had been out into the battle field. Battling with reports and ridiculous nonsense from stupid people, and I somehow feel numb towards mean people. Its like I am totally drained by physical and mental strains all at one go.

People who work can go home after working. Relax, go have a cuppa, shop around, chill out and all. But I feel lifeless!! Buried in schoolwork and projects. Biah til late nights. Hardly have time to eat a proper meal most of the time... AT EASE. The brain cells keep on dancing cha cha and tango. HORRIBLE...

Officially bankrupt. Gotta work extra hard this hols to earn more pocket money!! GOTTA GRAB THEM ALL!!

Yum's crazy craving for thick and yummy salmon sashimi has been haunting me.. LOL.. OH myyyy.... But why do I still crave for the cheese toufu?? Haven I had enough of the tomyum steamboat??!!

SHOPPING>..... Shoppingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

Tomyum Spree #101 - Closed!!

and so, yum and i decided that we should stop the tomyum crave coz its juz turning into yucky foodie soon... too much of your favourite can make u sick one day

her salmon crave is back!! to haunt us all!! LOL...

FarEast she said... i hope i can chill and hang out soon... with Fion, Yum and Rach.

Webcam-ed with yum these 2 nights... LOL damn funny lah.. its amazing how kiddish and weird we can get when we see each other! all the sign languages and laughing silently can reali make us die of internal injuries...

Miss my E-dern leh.... so long nv c him... the cutteeee chubbby chubbbyyyy marble eyed boy boy...

Miss my nynn, shane, angela and baby charlize too!! all my cutieSS!!!
RoooaAAArrrRRRrr!!!!! I shall bring them all to the Zoo for excursion one day!! Xiao Wei Zeh Zeh Roocckkkksss!!!

Been thinking about how its like to have a family of my own next time.. but i tink its tough.. to be a mother and facing your kids everyday.. yes. EVERYDAYYYY... test of patience and draining of every bit of your energy... -_-'

Angela clinged to me as usual after 3 weeks of nt seeing me.. LOL.. this cute little girlie... her little baby brother is coming to Planet Earth this August!! So cool right? This family is factory oriented. Very experienced in manufacturing cuties.

Im so looking forward to how this little one will look like. =D

Lifeless.. Except sunday

after all the stabbing and faking and wayang drama saga in SIM, its time to prepare for exams.. Handed in final submission on 10th. You wun believe this retarded school scheduled our examinations starting from this 23rd and ending on 6th may.

4 papers in all, and its driving me up the wall. I hate exams cause its either i screw it up, or it screws me up. -.-

I hope the two of them fails their application based adv marketing, sq and marcomm. They dun deserve a pass at all and should learn their lessons.

Little angela came over today! Missed her so much hadnt seen her for 3whole weeks.. Shes grown taller already! Big girl now. :) she smiled widely when she saw me today. I bet this little cute girl missed me too lol lol..

Tml is another tough day. Gotta get past this crazy sem asap!! RMIT is crazy!!

Jerline Wang & Gary Lee

These two person are being blacklisted.

No more contacts, not even hi and byes.

They are plain bloody suckers throughout the whole of this sem. I nearly pulled off all my hair because of these two fuckers from hell.

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Things I buah tahan about Jerline :
1) No initiative. (Doesn't offer to help. Only pin point at mistakes after submission)

2) Fake Asshole. (smile and smile in front of us. stab and stab behind us and people who really cared about her. PUIzZz.)

3) Immune to Gary. (as in his BO, bad and heavy pervertic breaths, HK legs, bad smell from his clothes and bloody senseless talks. For this, I salute her. She can tolerate all these just because of her desperateness to have a 'friend' beside her.)
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Things I BLOODY HATE about Gary:
1) Whatever Jerline is immune to about him. I NEARLY DIED/COMMITTED SUICIDE OVER THOSE bAD CABbAGE SMELLS OF HIM. HiS heavy breathing is so damn er xin and irritating lor. Sounds like those in the serial killer/murder shows. I regret not recording it and post it here to commemorate this deceased person in my heart.

2) SHIT work, ALL THE TIME. I have a list of his shit work compiled in my hotmail. -_- If i become successful one day, I will publish his shit work for him. Make him famous overnight for sure. You'd like that don't you, Gary?

3) ALWAYS Frowning, yawning and staring blank by supporting his head with his fist during project discussion. (I mentioned that he loves to talk in a senseless way. This is the point where he starts to become a mute suddenly for 2hours during project discussion. I salute and present an award to you for being able to be quiet for so long. Thanks hor! For not contributing, not understanding anything from any project, and for nothing.)
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They don't give quality work, don't take initiative to ask about the projects when even blind people can see that the rest of us are slogging and superly stressed up over the projs. Hell, they can even study for exams right in front of us with no shame when we were busy preparing for the presentation.

Scheming people. They have no friends in school now except for each other. I hope they are happy with such a perfect arrangement made by heaven. They should just get married and live happily ever after in a life full of shitty smells from Gary.

Stupid retarded children

Children nowadays are just too spoiled.. taking every thing for grunted and do not realise the need for self survival...

My secondary 1 cousin thinks that he owns the whole world just by throwing childish tempers at his poor single mum. WAD THE HELL... he uses his handphone to call his frens all the time... chit chatting when he is online msning with that kid.

He simply has no values over monetary issues. And now that his handphone is being confiscated by his school, all he does is grunting and complaining about it... By the way, his poor mum pays 100+++ for his hp bills every month...

Paying this much for a boy with no respect to others and thinks so highly of himself by burying into his stupid online games the whole bloody day (ignoring everyone and giving attitudes, he only sees the god damned virtual world)is not worth.

WHATS THE POINT OF SENDING CHILDREN TO SCHOOL WHEN THEY ARE JUST EMPTY SHELLS?? Parents and family have great responsibilities to pass on moral values and all.. FROM YOUNG AGE.... Urghhh... Im nt sure y im so pissed over this anyway.