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Monday, November 05, 2007

Tied up...

i feel like im being tied up and being suffocated. Eventhough its the last day of examination, im spending it at home... wad a nice celebration.

I felt like an idiot. Looking forward to this day, all dressed up and happy. He volunteered to pick me the night before. Called at 12pm and he was still sleeping. Told me there was no celebration in the end. I flared up. He is always like that. I feel like a stupid fool. Always treating our outing like precious gem, yet he can never wake up on time. I am not an alarm clock. I hate to give him morning calls seriously. Its as though I am so hard up for him to go out with me. He always says im important. I cant feel that I am important and assured when I am with him nowadays.

This is a joke. A big fat joke which came 2 years late.