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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Super Duper Ultra Shagged...today marks the end of my 3rd examination!! one last paper to go on 5th NOV. HERE I COME!!! had been mugging for last 2 weeks... man.. i have never been so damn hard working before.. reali slogged to finish up those endless concepts and formulaes... You ask me how i will fare? ehhhh... I dunno leh... hope can clear all the mods. im sure i have cleared 3/5 for now... I suppose lah... Ahhhhhhhhhh... I have been having sleepless nights... too stressed up... Yikes!! this entry sucks... Friday, October 19, 2007
Clear Blue Sky...reflects my mood today... finally things cleared up.. I think its alot on compromising and getting used to each others' character... After a reflection, I realized that my mood swings got worse this time round as the examinations are nearer... too tensed up with it... So today, I spent a good quality day with dear. Everything felt the same like before. Lotsa laughter and fun. Disturbing and teasing each other... I wonder if I am like a volcano... always erupting unexpectedly... haiz... Sunday, October 14, 2007
How does it feel...to forget unhappy moments and things that made you feel pissed? How does it feel to be irritated by people who irritates you? How does it feel when he keeps apologizing but you just know that it doesn't help make you feel better? How does it feel to be agitated because you just can't forget no matter how hard you try? How does it feel after the damage has been done? How does it feel to be looking for answers to questions which are unknown to you? How does it feel to see a blurred image of OUR future? How did I feel when I was posting this entry? What was I thinking? I am clueless... Saturday, October 13, 2007
To all PIGS out there...who do not understand this (due to inborn brain damage) : When gals say yes, it means no. When gals say no, it means yes. ------------------------------------------------------------------- Why huh? Is it so difficult to understand despite of seeing this theory / message over a million times in your lifetime?? Ok, I get it. It has absolutely nothing to do with brain damage. Its just that u pigs are RETARDED PIGS... HeLLOOOoooOOoo???? GET IT???? If pigs still don't get it after all these suanings... den he is NOT EVEN FIT TO BE CALLED A STUPID PIG. Friday, October 12, 2007
Fun @ Carl's Jr...Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Bday Celebration for Bao Mei...at Vil'age was so fun yesterday!! hahaz... finally, a proper reunion for us. Yummiee, Elsie, Bao Mei, Marcus, Dear and me. Only Dilin was absent.. so disappointing. Doesn't he miss any of us?? He hasn't been attending the TP Cliques outing, despite of the numerous calls to him!! Everyone is still the same, bao mei specifically chose to sit on the benches during our dinner to bring us nostalgia... The good old "slacking" days back in TP 2 years ago... when we were chionging projects and cursing the lecturers for their incompetencies... lunching and snacking in labs... skipping lectures and hanging out at the nearby coffeeshops or macdonalds... Haiz... so nice.. so damn nice... =D Anyway after the feast, Yummiee left coz it was late and she has got lessons today. While the rest of us went to Coffee Club Exp for a cuppa. The "Iced Earl Vanilla" tasted horrible. It was like swollowing pesticide down your throat. Yuckkkkyyy!!! The after taste was as though a million ants died in my throat after spraying lotsa pesticide. The most amazing thing is that this was a recommendation on their menu... shame on Coffee Club. I was sitting between dear and Marcus... wrong move... they kept chatting about army days and boys stuffs... lolx... and I kinda felt really sleepy while they were at it happily.. In the end, bao mei and elsie chatted with me and both the guys ended up chatting with us too.. lol.. It was really a long awaited and fun outing... We went back home at around 12am... The depart brought me back to the ugly reality. HAIZzzzzzzzzzz..... omg.... SIM... projects... exam preparations..... damn... Sunday, October 07, 2007
Angela Day!Angela knows how to call "xiaowei zeh zeh" already!! wow!! so happy!! LOLx... shes so cute... we played bowling (made of soft toys) and masak masak. But no Mum Mum today.. shes coughing.. this poor cutie. Hope she gets well soon. She also learnt to sing "do re mi".. lol... sooo cuteeee!! dear was so facinated when he heard her on the phone.. Hmmmm been having headache these few days.. was supposed to have a gym session with Fion in the morning, but was so put off by the headache I. I think I have been too stressed recently. Am gg to do sum running with Fion later @ the gym. I need to get out of the house and sweat. Was kind of moody yesterday afternoon... could be due to the fact that I was indoors the whole of yesterday, and it was hella warm. I told Fion and Yummiee tat we should hang out for a drink or two after my papers... I need to let my hair down and go crazy after that. ahhhh... cant wait... Fion told me that she wants to go shopping @ Thai. It kinda tempted me. LOLz.... I wanna go buy imitation goods. Have never done it before, it should he cool! =D Sudden CRAVING for milkshake and icecream!! kekee... =P Saturday, October 06, 2007
Yummieee...This entry is dedicated to yummiee.. hmmm been chatting with her these days, I realised we reali clique... like mad!! LOL.. Its really amazing that we managed to contact each other after such a long while since graduation. She never fails to make me smile and is always there to encourage me. The most amazing thing is, she continued reading this blog eventhough we lost contact with each other due to a silly misunderstanding!! Wow!! shes so sweet!! I was so touched when she asked me to grow old with the blog as she wants to continue reading it. my answer is: Yes, Yummiee! I will, I love you so much! Thanks so much for everything you have done for me. Our connection as besties will never change. =) 20 love questions: 1. Three Names You Go By:* Renny, Rena, "My chinese name" 2. Three Things You Are Wearing RightNow?* sleeveless top, pants, undergarments Love Survey - You must answer every question TRUTHFUL LY [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex? * [02] Have you ever been given roses?* [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?* [04] How many times have you honestly been in love?* [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?* [06] Whats your current problem?* [07] Have you ever had your heartbroken?* [08] Your thoughts of online or long distance relationships?* [09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?* [10] Do you believe in love?* [1 1] How many kids do you want to have?* [12] What is your favorite color(s)?* [14] Do you believe you truly love only once?* [1 5] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?* [16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?* [17] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?* [18] You know someone who likes you?* [19] Do you like anyone?* [20]Do you believe in second chances?*
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
=DCLICK ON ME !!! (view next few... to fully destress yourself) Dearest TP Cliques and Fiona, Please do not hesitate to click on this link to find out how our long forgotten friend is doing... view the next few photos to destress youself.... Best Regards Renny Tuesday, October 02, 2007
HAPPY 2nd ANNIVERSARY - 021007 !!!It was our two years anniversary 24 minutes ago... And I am still excited about our important day. He is really the sweetest thing ever... We met up in the afternoon and went for KTV @ K-ster Chinatown. Yes, just the two of us. LOL... It was really fun! We held hands and sang... almost like as though we were singing to each other... and we had lotsa laughter singing badly for certain songs... lol.. he made me laugh like mad for "IN THE END (LINKIN' PARK)" by singing the indian version... As usual, we sang till we lost our voices before we left. =) a good feeling, that was. Headed down to central mall for dinner at WARAKU. NiCe foodiE!! Superly delicious... The service was good as they paid attention to all diners. Bad service as they keep coming over to clear the dishes as soon as we were done for certain portions. It was a little disturbing for me as our conversations were distrupted many times throughout the dinner... Went to get Doughnuts for desserts after the dinner.. We sat opposite Clarke Quay and took some pictures of our gifts and such... =) Our treasured love... Gave him my makeover photos as Anniversary Gift. He handmade me this flower knowing that I dislike genuine flowers... hahaz... there was only one rose though... enough to brighten me up though! ![]() ![]() ![]() Monday, October 01, 2007
Updates To Keep Myself Updated...Hmmm... good day miss renny!! yea it was a pretty gd day today... had a nice dinner, and school was not that bad. Lost touch with myself for the past few weeks!! It was so hectic i almost lost track of dates and time. Lost myself to assignments and projects. Wow.... darn... I kinda wish I graduated 3 years ago. Cant wait to break out of SIM (at least I know someone who is thinking about the same issue right now - right yummiee? =D ). Met up with Fion last saturday... Its always fun with her around!! WELCOME BACK DARLING!! Went for a makeover tog... I realised Im close to a piece of wood when Im in front of a foreign camera! oh gosh... its so embarrassing lol... Fion on the other hand looked fabulous!! PRO!! CONFIDENT!! ELEGANT!! BEAUTY!! I wish I had 1/4 of her good qualities!! lol.. Time flies whenever we hang out together... I have no idea why we never run out of topics hahaz... I hope she gets a job soon! A job which she is truely interested in, with lotsa money rolling in!! HUAT AHHH!! 1/2 an hour more to go before the two years anniversary arrives for me and dear. WOW an amazing feeling it is... It just feels like as though we are still lovebirds and the feeling never changed since day one. Full of joy and happiness despite of rough times once in a while... How should I dress up for the celebration? hmmmm...
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