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Thursday, July 06, 2006
Thursday...
another day. usual day. fine day. hmmmm.. been watching "Green Forest, My Home" the whole day todae.. lolx. i love the weather tdy. cooling, calm.. y calm? because today is the 1st day of the week ah gong din complain about the new house... phew.. great day for my ear too.. haven been slpin quite well these few nights actually.. the image of my wai gong kept flashing in my head. esp the day he passed away, with his eyes open even after his heartbeat stopped. surprisingly, none of us had any deams about wai gong so far!all the more i feel anxious about wai gong now. and extremely curious with one thing. wad will happen after i die? where do i go? what will i see? is there reali a soul in a human? is it reali lik wad grandmaster taught? im not doubting the teachings or my faith. just curious about wad exactly the dead would experience and see. hmmm interesting. well, anyway, i had been packing my stuffs the past few daes. alot of good old memories came back to me. i thought about the wrongs i did too. i wonder if there is ever a day where i can voice out my regrets and let bygones be bygones. Life ar.. haiz its so fragile. alot of things happen and u r just floating around. we cant stop things from happening, and we cant anticipate wads gonna happen next. worse, things get out of hand sometimes, we might loose control over the situation or even ourselves. before you can react, the ending is already history and waiting for you to accept it. how to live a life with no regrets? change my temper? change my character? change my style? change the way i tink? or change my brain? ----------------------------------------------- some happy happy moments with my baby angela last sunday: I tink she loves her xiaowei zeh zeh wo!! lol... always stickin to me.. coz i always feed her with gd food too!! funny.. i always tot that my connection with e-nynn is a miracle. i know wad nynn is thinkin. i know her temper and character and can easily anticipate her reactions. i tot shes the only kid i reali understand. but recently, i can understand angela too! although she hasnt learnt to talk yet.. but her body language and her eyes.. lol.. one look at it. *snap finger omg me and e-nynn reali connected!!! she just called me now!! awwwww just when im missing her... keke... she keepin me updated on her latest gossips now.. hehe.. ciaoz
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