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Thursday, July 27, 2006

--_-- SICK N TIRED...

cant stand my grandma.. swept the floor and there she is eating the seeds.. she can never eat those tidbits properly!! why must she feed the sofa, floor and her clothes too?? hell, i hate tat. she can walk around with the tiny crumps and seeds all over the floor and she doesnt even clean it!! FUCK!! mind u i juz swept the floor and it was nice n clean!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GOD DAMN IT. and when i point at those crumps on the floor to her, she can reply me, "what? don't have lah. Not me. is your mother.." WAD THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.... my mother wil nt dirty the floor ever!!!

Not to mention. she likes to bang the doors. im nt sure why. mayb she cant hear how loud it is. sumtimes i freak out in the middle of the night by the loud bangs after she finished her stuffs in toilet... and i told her so many times to take off her dirty slippers when shes in the toilet cause the floorings in toilet wil hav black spots due to the water on the floor. FUCKKKKKKKKK she nv listens.. she will always say tat its not her.. let me ask. who the hell wears slippers arnd the hse everyday?? SHE IS THE ONI ONE IN THE FAMILY............

AND THEN CUMS THIS OLD GRANDPA WHO THINKS HES THE KING. NTH GD BEFALLS ME WHENEVER HE CALLS MY NAME. hes another weirdo and sickening old folk. he curses and swears at EVERYTHING EVERYDAY. LOUDLY. and he doesnt search for things tat he needs. he will oni shout, "xiaowei Ah...... tat (whatever item) dun have ar?? i cannot find." HOW DARE HE SAY HE CANT FIND WHEN HE HASNT EVEN STARTED SEARCHING FOR IT?! LAME. And i always ans him the same thing as the above line. and he would feel guilty but still stands there and ans "dun have leh...". and remain standing there and expects me to get the item for him. WAD DER FUCKKKKKKKKKKKK...... and it happens a few times in each single day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and he will call out my name every one or half an hour. WAD IS WRONG WITH HIM HUH???????????

TOLD HM NT TO SMOKE IN THE LIVING ROOM. TRY TO SMOKE IN HIS ROOM since we moved one tv to his room. there was one time i told him to smoke in his room because the smoke realli stangles my throat. furthermore, the living room now is very tiny. i dun wanna remain as a passive smoker and die of lung cancer when i reach the age of 30. but he answered me "WAD SMOKE LAH?? WHERE GOT?? DUNNO Y U ALL ALWAYS SAY SMELLY." WAD THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK..........

this is wad i experienced so far living with my grandparents for 2 months at home everyday. THEY WILL DRIVE ME CRAZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY... IRRITATINGGGGGGG.....