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Monday, June 05, 2006
Yikes! Yikes...
its been along time since i last blogged.. it all started with the resignation @ UPS(finally).. accepted by SIM.. down with flu and cough.. whole load of drowsiness and mood swings.. lots of bad deeds to yong.. visiting my two princesses and tied down by their constant callings; "zeh zeh!!!!"..gettin the new house rdy(renovations and stuffs).. of course, a free bird ever since...Now now.. its been the 3rd week since resignation... and i feel lik i'd been on a rollercoaster ride.. lots of emotional downturn and lots of stuffs happening around me at an unbelievable speed. - Im Glad that- I recieved the letter of accpetance right after i quit. Phew! i can stop working and stop hunting for jobs at last! WOO HOO!! - Im Tired that - I gotta move yet, again. how many times must we go through this?? all the planning, choosing, deciding, renovating, packing, moving, unpacking... this is like the 4th time of my life! even my most clever e-nynn lost count on the number of times i moved. she was so surprised and she exclaimed, "Wahhhh 4 times already ar zeh zeh?!?!?!". oh well... tired, very tired. i practically ignored most of the discussions on the new house. afterall, it was just.another.new.house.for.everyone ... im also tired with all the complaints my grandpa has for EVERYTHING on this issue EVERYDAY. yes. EVERYTHING = EVERY SINGLE THING = EVERY LITTLE DETAIL. damn it. my head is about to explode from his irritating and loud voice. and yes. he yaks and screams and curses/swears. Oh god, jesus christ, buddhas, alah.. whoever.. JUST STITCH HIS MOUTH UP!! - Im Happy that - Im moving house soon!!! Hmmmm.. wondering if i should say good bye and mock at the PR Lizzies for stayin on in this lao kok kok flat. And wish them all the best to continue to grow LONGER and FATTER and CLUMSIER and DIE FASTER.. LOLOL.. omg.. im reali a sadist when it cums to tokin about lizzy. and it will never change. they can never fail to frighten me just by flashing their naked bodies at me.. -_- .. okok i shall stop here. but still... YIIIPPPPPIIIEEEEE!!!!!! New House Means No Lizzies!!! - Im Upset & Angry with MYSELF - coz i made yong very upset and angry. i ignored n avoided him from before i resigned. i had mood swings when i was on medication. that was the partial reason. i tot i was not returning the same amount of love and concern he gave me. i was reali pissed with myself as well.. i din know why i did that to him.. i just wanted to take a break from everyting that was happening and ignore everyone by hiding myself at my princesses' house. that is the only place where i can see innocence and pureness. because the princesses made me see the real me and what i reali want. so i decided after i left their place that i will to put in more effort and give myself a second chance to treat yong better. coz i did cry at my aunt's place alone. realised how upset yong was after he hung up on me. and it was not because of the confinement. its because of wad i did. and how i avoided him without a valid reason. Sorry dear.. and im grateful that u had been reali patient and continued to love me during that dark period. otherwise, things would have ended up very differently instead. Now that everything is over,things should be back on the track again. but i know he doesnt trust and love me as much as before already.. --------------------------------------------------------- ok, so.. i guess that was the overall highlights of my life for the past 2-3 weeks. awwww ya... I REALI REALI REALI miss my e-nynn and e-shane.. the two lovely cutie girlies.. sweet little thingys.. always asking me why do i have to work and why do i have to go back home and not stay on at their place. oh my.. the happiest folks to hear me quit my job was those two princesses.. lol.. they were so happy and excited on the phone "YEAHHHH ZEH ZEH!! You never work liao can come and stay at our house FOREVER!!"... lol... oh my.. that was soooooo loud over the phone.. but extremely pleasing to the ears... like always..
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