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Wednesday, April 26, 2006
Gek Sim...
over my grandpa from my mum's side... haiz... a stone and cancerous tumor blocking the blood vessel for his gut to small intestines... he cant eat, cant drink, cant breathe properly and keeps on vormitting wad he little he had managed to consume... he is totally weak and bed-ridden in ICU now... its been nearly a week now.. and there isnt any improvements in his condition.. instead, the doctor told us a horrible truth which upset everyone tdy. the doctor called us up for a meeting.. with my grandpa's immediate family.. i went too... and he announced a heartbreaking news to all of us... on top of all the rough times my grandpa is going through, his kidneys and lungs are also starting to shut down.. because he kept throwing out every bit of wad he had drank. causing his kidneys to dehydrate... and all these happened because of the cancerous tumor and that blockage... now.. he has no appetite and is not taking any food.. its reali sad to see him.. everytime i leave the hosp.. i feel lik crying.. i wish i can do sumtin for him.. accompany him in ICU as he feels very insecured in that quiet and unfamiliar environment... My Aunts and Uncles are all very upset and troubled with this matter.. sleepless nights... tears.. even my mum.... shes greatly affected.. i have seen her crying secretly while shes alone or when shes cooking... all the more i should accompany her when shes in the hosp.. be stronger so that i can let her lean on my shoulder and share her burden... we had been tokin about grandpa.. she told me how my grandpa took care of her when she was young.. she said he was a very quiet, but gd father.. never once did he raise his voice at his children.. bath them, fed them and took gd care of them with no complaints his whole life. Now, we all noe that his days are numbered.. but we reali hope and pray silently in our hearts that he can at least eat and breathe a little more properly... at least leave us silently and peacefully.. with no pain and agony... that is all we can do for him. Pray.
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