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To Round Up For An Entertaining Sunday...

okie okie... some links from my emails... chill yr sunday out!

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Woo Hoo...

been taking calls alone already at UPS.. hmmm... weird. i always get the hard to belive cases most of the time. oh well.. call operators are supposed to sit there n recv calls, but i hav to run arnd the office lik a maddie woman to do extra work to solve my custs' probs...

ok... but this job is reali hella fun! lots of thingz to learn everyday. hmmm nth interesting to update ba.. actuali im quite worried.. m i living too comfortably now? hmmm sumtin bad will strike upon me everytime i feel contented n happy with my life. and dats how im feelin right now.. but yong tells me that i will hav very gd luck. and he will make sure only gd luck wil befall me. hmmm reali feel very heartwarming becoz he reali cares alot for me. every single detail. and we r so alike. lolx. NO APPLES for us ya. lolz.

hmmm no zhen zhen, no nynn nynn, no e-shane tdy... sighhhh.... miss the kids sooooo muchieeeeeeeee.... have the sudden urge of abducting them to my house for a week or so. LOLz... zhen is sooooo adorable... :)

went to photocopy the docs needed for uni admission. finally plucked up courage to apply for Bachelor in Business(Marketing). coz my grandpa said he wants to sponsor me(the money is from sale of our present unit). !!??!! could u believe it?? i dun... in fact, im still wondering if this was a cunnin scheme or sumtin frm him.... lolz.. ok la ok la.. i admit alright. i was pretty touched. and overwhelmed. and that was the final push for me to decide on studyin in this Ex-pensive uni. YIPPPIEEEE i can wipe the bank loan off my egg-head finally!!!!!

now... i oni pray for more motivation to hang on!!! do well for this degree...

Tomolo...

my lovely he zhen is cummin... lol.. played hide n seek with her last week and she was so so so thrilled! lolx.. her lovely smile and laugh.. ahhhhhh so heart warming..

den we played in my room.. she loves to crawl here and there, from my ah ma's bed to my bed.. lol. shes lik a boy.. so super hyper active! sumtin happened last week n i hav to jot in down here!

my baby he zhen hugged me twice!! shes onli 1 yr old!! she likes her xiao wei zeh zeh!! LOLX! im nt a pervert! but u know.. the kind of bonding i m building with her... its lik 3 yrs down.. i can bring another kid out for gd food and fun!! all my 3 princesses!!!!!! wow.. so nice.. i can picture it in my head!! *CLAPS!*

currently, m tryin to make her tok.. she seldom make noises or sounds. hope she can learn to tok soon!! den it will b even more fun!! another cheeky lil ger on the way!! juz lik e-nynn and e-shane.. esp e-shane... sooooooooooooooooo cute.... saw her that day at zhen's 1st bday.. they keep askin if i hav a boyfriend and blah... goodness!! 6yrs old and 3 yrs old!!

ahhhhhh how they hav grown... : ))))... dunno leh... its lik they are my daughters and i m onli in charged of playin with them!! how wonderful... now i hope e-nynn will nt grow up that fast... hmmm i hope they will b kiddy and cutiez forever!!!!!!

Life At UPS...

is gd! nice ppl.. esp the full timers there! they are a bunch of funny and kind ppl! hmmm i tink its the kind of pressure and stress they have for taking calls.. screaming customers and unreasonable idiots on phone... lol.. guess bein crappy and tokin nonsense is a reali gd way of relieving stress there.

i recd training from day 1. its a call centre environment. well. pick up calls and ans to custs' enquiries and complains. gd thing is, i havn't recd any calls from nasty custs yet. oh well... the products and knowledge are lik.. WOW... LOTS OF STUDYING TO DO MAN!! and i hav nv tried such a job, therefore its a pretty fresh experience for me. and i kinda lik it now.. lol..

i love kak roy there! shes a cheery and funny woman there! the attachments with her are always full of laughter and craps! she is soooooo knowledgeable! well coz shes been with UPS for 8 yrs now. hmmm in fact most of them hav been with ups for many yrs already. so its lik... i feel very tiny and lost sometimes.. and not very confident when i ans custs... i reali need to buck up on product knowledge in order to speak with confidence to convince customers and blah.

oh well, they also call our supervisor "this old man".. hmmm seems that some of them are nt very happy with him, coz he reali makes the dept go crazy sumtimes... lik yesterday, there were only 6 CSOs on duty on a friday!! and he summoned some of them for a long meeting!! leavin the rest in deep shit with endless incoming calls.. well... anyway.. i wun b there for long.. so...

wooohooo new job new environment new ppl new experience!! YUMMY!!

New Job...

tomolo... juz recieved a call from cleo(my agent). i got the job! oki goody good good.

"BYE BYE SLACKIN PIGGY RENA"

WOW...

jay chou's huo yuan jia is super power!! hearing it reali brightens up my day! i bought the huo yuan jia mtv dvd... wah cool... me n my bro cant stop seeing it!! the hongkong concert highlights in the dvd was exceptionally cool!! his vocal has improved so much when he sings live.

juz went for an interview this mornin... the earliest i have ever encountered. 0815. -_- feelin abit sleepy now.. too used to sleepin till late.. its a cso job... for UPS call centre... oh my.. this is gonna b tough... lotsa complaint calls and vulgarities... lol reminds me of singtel's 1610.. now i understand their difficulties..

yawnz.. gotta go meet my ma soon.. wonder where i should meet her.. bugis? or orchard? mayb bugis ba.. haven pray to tai sui yet. this yr should b a relatively sway yr for me as usual... 2 mths of hungry ghost festival this yr.. i suggested an idea to mr poh n my ma.. blindfold myself for the two months.. LOL.. very stupid idea indeed.. haiz.. its lik a routine now for me to have fear for hungry ghost festival.. i wonder wad i will encounter n see this time round.. stay tuned folks.. choy.

until den... "huo huo huo huo huo huo huo huo!"...

Cant Stand HIM...

this him could be a hero in most of your hearts... yea right but hes a dumb ass in my heart. someone who can nv put in effort to understand wad the others are thinkin. He will only think wad he does and thinks is correct. nv spared a thought for others. Living under the same roof as him is a total disaster and most unfortunate thing dat can ever happen in my life. Y MUZ MY MA MARRY SUCH A BASTARD????????

He is always thinkin dat hes the smartest and put in most effort for this family. Den y did he ever had an affair with that fat n ugly bitch in the past?? oh ya? he still calls himself the hero of this home. MY mother is the one tolerating everything, and stayin at home now makes me understand wad my ma had been goin thru. RUBBISH. whole loads of freakin hell rubbish from everyone living under this roof.

Grandpa:
SMOKES N SMOKES ALL DAY. i tink he wans us all dead. or he wans all of us to hav lung cancer. Talks lik hes scoldin sumone. Drinks almost everyday. it was such a shame that day when there were relatives at my place and he came back home lik a drunkard.

Grandma:
taken cared of her for the past month, and yet she calls her daughter up almost everyday to complain about me. sayin i made her starve. i didnt. i kept askin her wad she wanted to eat so i can buy the food for her. she answered me that she had no appetite. is it my fault?? WHY DO I HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF HIS MOTHER?? HE DIN EVEN SHOWER A LEAST BIT OF CONCERN ON HER!!! wad kind of son and so called father is he???

my so called father:
as per mentioned above. and the only thing he loves is money. the stacks of 4d and toto tickets in the bin every week. makes me discriminate him even more. makes me feel even more disgusted of his behavior. if he loves money that much, i will nv take care of him when hes old. i shall grant him his wish and throw loads n loads of money at him. let him hav his wish fufiled.

Mother:
she is the only one who deserves my utmost respect. n i m very sorry i threw my temper on her yesterday for my fight with my so called father. she tolerates everyone in the family n i wonder how she did it. i wish i can bring her to a world of my own and live with her elsewhere.

Brother:
so far so gd. depends on situation.


seriously i dunno wad my family is all about. i hav put in my share of effort to bring the family together by makin them cum together for celebrations n stuffs. but wad kind of recognition do i get in return??? sumtimes i wish i can juz live a life on my own. i hav nv asked him to spend a cent on me (other den utilities) for the past few years, and i dunno wad the hell he want. it was the first time i talked back to him yesterday. i dunno wad on earth gave me the courage, but i was NOT IN THE WRONG and i deserve my fair bit of justice. he was angry and shocked with my behavior. but i dun care. IM OLD ENOUGH to protect myself from unnecessary and unfair treatments. im not goin to be living with him forever. im nt his bloody slave.

i should hurry up look for a job. i dun wanna bother myself with such a bastard. i nv liked him since young. hes too arrogant and "action" esp when there are ppl around. he keeps tellin us to change to suit the environment. but is he doin that? im sorry hes not. i tink hes tryin to tell me n my bro to change to suit him. yeah right, dumb ass.