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Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Nearly Brainwashed...

by my bro n mum... lol.. they keep tellin me dat uni will bring me nowhere.. urrgghh.. and den my dad came in and for the first time he saved me! wahaha.. he said to ask me choose sumtin i lik. so i said "DEGREE IN MARKETING". den he say "ok lor". den my mum n bro just kept quiet after dat... lol.. my dad id pretty influencial in this family sial. lol...

anyway nth great reali happened these few daes, juz felt pretty stressed abt takin care of ah ma.. MY MUM IS SOOOOOO IRRITATINGGGG... SHE CAN NV NV NV NV remember anything. told her to put eyes drops for ah ma every three hours. and to take the medicine for ah ma carefully (cause sum is before food, some is after food, some is only in the morning after food, some is only 2 times per day). she ended up with not doin anything right!!! i had to call her n remind her when i was out havin a break last sunday... i din reali enjoyed myself dat dae because of thet n i have to keep my eyes on the time so dat i can remind my ma.. urrrghhh and when i reached home at abt 8.30pm.. i asked my ah ma if my ma had given her the eye drops.. to my dismay, my ma actuali forgotten despite of the reminders i had given!!
I also reminded her to buy the sodium chloride and cotton balls at the pharmacy... guess wad.. she oni bought cotton balls!!! reason? i din ask her to get the Sodium chloride liquid. uurrrgrghhh... and there was not enough sodium chloride liquid to wash my ah ma's eye in d end.... tink i need to ask my ma to eat shark pills before she kena lao ren chi dai zhen lor! so angry with her that day dat i cried... urrrgghhh its like she juz smiled and said nevermind lah. wad the hell... no sense of responsibility at all. and i kept reprimanding her to make sure she felt guilty. well true enough, she woke up pretty early the next day to help my ah ma wash her eye and stuffs.

anyway, i am nt goin to do wad my ma tells me now. does she use her brain at all nt... i already told her dat the doc mentioned my ah ma's rate of recovery will be low n needs alot of careful attention. because she may just get an infection in her eye anytime. and the consequnces will b jia lat. and i already told my ma dat there was bleeding and stuffz.. i reali wonder if she used her ears to listen to wad i had said. DOES SHE UNDERSTAND A WORD AT ALL????

urrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh suan le... at least now the doc said there is no infection and its a good news. ah ma is also slowly recovering for now. but the doc also said she will not be able to regain much of her sight by the end of this whole treatment thingy.

Haiz... stressedddddddddd... oh well see how it goes. gotta get ready to go out and destress a bit as my dad is home to take care of my ah ma.. he better nt let me scold him as well. if not..... urrrgghhhhhhhhhh....