My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

Happy Lunar New Year...

hmmm another festival for lots of goodies and yummies. ahhhh had been super super busy for the past 2 weeks... cleaned up my house... floor, sofas, bedroom, wiping and dusting, help my ma to prepare food for new year.. so super tired too...

hmmm today is chu yi.. goin over to my grands' place soon... yawnx!! no energy lah!!! but sum traditions were interesting.. lik praying to jade emperor last night... the offerings were different and there was a procedure when praying... interesting...

oh well... gonna put on MORE weight again... n sumone will hurry me to go joggin again... right, mr poh?? lol... i dun understand y hes always sayin dat hes fat.... hes sooo skinny lorrrr......

ok, goin to prepare and "ban mei mei" for visiting... Happy New Yr to All Readers!! ciaoz...

Another New Yr Cummin...

Oh wow.. cool... counting down to the great new yr with lotsa yummy foodies and sweeties!!

Wow the other dae i tried to learn the marinate skills for my mama's tasty chicky wingz. Ehhhh... not as tasty as hers la.. but she said its edible lor and ok lor... LOL.... ermmm it kinda freak me off.. on second thoughts, i dun tink im gonna make them myself this new yr la... lol..

hmmm my mama had been preparing the sea cucumber and "Bamboo" thingys for new yr eve and "chu yi". yea man... lotsa lotsa nice food again. hmmm i tink theres nth else interesting to me other den food for this period. Coz the visitings and hongbaoz are lik.. super routine and BORING... i mean.. u dun even noe most of the ppl who gives u hong bao. sumtimes i even feel kinda paiseh to accept the hongbao from them too.. i wonder if they feel awkward giving hongbaos to kiddos whom they do not noe.. and i dun reali noe most of those distant relatives although we visit them every yr. -_-...

well.. hope this up and cummin yr will b a gd one. Lotsa good luck good fortune to everyone.

for now... back to spring cleaning................................

My Siglap Sistas...

My Princesses...

The Most Beautiful And Creative,
"Princess E-Nynn"; on extreme left.

The Most Adorable And Loveable,
"Princess E-Shane"; on extreme right.





The Most Charming And Intelligent,
"Princess Angela"





"Princess E-Shane" on the left.



As you can see.. they are THE EMPRESS's most beautiful, gorgeous, darlingz, honeyz, pretty, intelligent, lovable, cutiez little baby princesses... Awwwww miss them so muchieeeeeee... muahx muahz muahXXX!!!

My (Quite) Handsome Brother (Now)...

Ah Ger's Bday Celebration...

yesterdae was great! lol... despite the fact dat those who were present became individual "buffets" for the mosquitoes there lik wad ah ger said.. poor girl.. she was wearing short skirt.. lol.. those wearing shorts were nt spared too... my leggies are lik super super itchy and pain...

mummy's chicky wings were... ok.. coz they were deep fried... instead of bbq-ed. hmmm but quite gd response for the chicky wings last night..

saw jasmine too! wow its been ages since i last saw her!! she still looks the same, pretty, fair, funny, fierce, and on top of that, COOL!! reali had fun tokin to her!! miss her already.. well hopefulli can meet up with her after her fyp n exams..

ah ger was reali gorgeous last night!! shes becummin more n more feminine and prettyy!! hmmm tink her bro kinda like her bf. coz i saw him tokin to her bf last night.. heartlighted one i guess. :) Congrats wor ger! level one completed!

hmmm yesterdae yong also went. hes reali a lucky shit.. always able to book out on correct daes. lol. initially, he wasnt supposed to book out. however he called me in the mornin arnd 10 plus to inform me dat he was given day off from camp. weird. yeap he had fun too.. lotsa fun pics to be posted soon!! so stay tuned!

Old Memories...

hmmm was lookin thru my previous blog entries... searched for my e-nynn's photo after tokin to yong abt his cutie little cousin girlie babie... aiyooooo his cousin is sooo cute!!! my fetish for cuties overcame me n i requested him to send me the whole collection he has of his cousin... aiyoooooooooo sooooo cutie lik a barbie dollie... lol.. but cannot post online la.. muz pay him for copyright. lol..

any more cuties' pics to send me?? dun worry, im nt a pervert... muAhHahahaz....

Brrrr...

its an icy cold dae todae.. feelin a little feverish todae.. urrghh.. weirdie.. the cheek bones on the left of my face feels.. swollen and painful.. so are my arms and leggies.. damn i better nt fall sick coz tomolo gotta go over to ah ger's chalet. oh yeah shes turnin 21.. how time flies.. hope she enjoys herself tomolo! tinkin of buyin absolute for her.

heh.. soon, it will be my turn to become "old" liaoz.. and den the number 30 will come haunting me in my dreams. LOL..

will be going for a highlight this sat, and trimmin session. cant stand my hair color. so black.. eeek

feelin super lethargic now.. with a bit of headache.. and feel lik pukin... wad a terrible day.. hmmm juz made chinese tea.. hope it helps ba..

Nearly Brainwashed...

by my bro n mum... lol.. they keep tellin me dat uni will bring me nowhere.. urrgghh.. and den my dad came in and for the first time he saved me! wahaha.. he said to ask me choose sumtin i lik. so i said "DEGREE IN MARKETING". den he say "ok lor". den my mum n bro just kept quiet after dat... lol.. my dad id pretty influencial in this family sial. lol...

anyway nth great reali happened these few daes, juz felt pretty stressed abt takin care of ah ma.. MY MUM IS SOOOOOO IRRITATINGGGG... SHE CAN NV NV NV NV remember anything. told her to put eyes drops for ah ma every three hours. and to take the medicine for ah ma carefully (cause sum is before food, some is after food, some is only in the morning after food, some is only 2 times per day). she ended up with not doin anything right!!! i had to call her n remind her when i was out havin a break last sunday... i din reali enjoyed myself dat dae because of thet n i have to keep my eyes on the time so dat i can remind my ma.. urrrghhh and when i reached home at abt 8.30pm.. i asked my ah ma if my ma had given her the eye drops.. to my dismay, my ma actuali forgotten despite of the reminders i had given!!
I also reminded her to buy the sodium chloride and cotton balls at the pharmacy... guess wad.. she oni bought cotton balls!!! reason? i din ask her to get the Sodium chloride liquid. uurrrgrghhh... and there was not enough sodium chloride liquid to wash my ah ma's eye in d end.... tink i need to ask my ma to eat shark pills before she kena lao ren chi dai zhen lor! so angry with her that day dat i cried... urrrgghhh its like she juz smiled and said nevermind lah. wad the hell... no sense of responsibility at all. and i kept reprimanding her to make sure she felt guilty. well true enough, she woke up pretty early the next day to help my ah ma wash her eye and stuffs.

anyway, i am nt goin to do wad my ma tells me now. does she use her brain at all nt... i already told her dat the doc mentioned my ah ma's rate of recovery will be low n needs alot of careful attention. because she may just get an infection in her eye anytime. and the consequnces will b jia lat. and i already told my ma dat there was bleeding and stuffz.. i reali wonder if she used her ears to listen to wad i had said. DOES SHE UNDERSTAND A WORD AT ALL????

urrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh suan le... at least now the doc said there is no infection and its a good news. ah ma is also slowly recovering for now. but the doc also said she will not be able to regain much of her sight by the end of this whole treatment thingy.

Haiz... stressedddddddddd... oh well see how it goes. gotta get ready to go out and destress a bit as my dad is home to take care of my ah ma.. he better nt let me scold him as well. if not..... urrrgghhhhhhhhhh....

Backie From Hosp...

went with my ah ma today for her eye check up... she had an laser operation on her right eye yesterday afternoon... hmmm doesnt look dat gd coz she had a little blood discharge from her lower lid area just now... well she needs to have more rest from now.. need to go back for another check up on monday..

yawnx.. i tink today is the first time i woke up before seven after i quit my job.. lol.. well i still feel tat its a blessing to be able to sleep in till 10+++am at least!! lol...

let me see... this sat gotta meet fiona for shoppin session!! cool... love spendin time with her! and monday.. lunchie with yum at suki.. my lovely salmon sashimi!!! but i tink i gotta push it to a further date on a weekend coz i hav to stay at home to take care of ah ma.. mum said she will be home on weekends to take care of ah ma, so i can go out and have fun on weekends as a reward.. for being such a gd girl.. LOLOLOL.. er xin...

alrightie... i need to change the blogskin soon... i dun wanna be recognised as "the butterfly gal" by jeanie anymore... lol.. still brainstormin.. this time i will try to design my own blogskin... actuali i had one previously before my harddisk crashed... sadz...

Completed one design for my bro. female shirt... his next deadline is on 15th... lol so damn tight. but i dun tink i can cum up with gd ones la.. kinda excited with how ppl will react to this design... but my bro likes it.. hmmm can his taste be trusted though?? LOLOL

craving.... for chocco... hey ppl.. buy the NESTLE Milky Bar with Oreo... i tell u... its so damn damn damn damn damnnnnnnnn GOOD ARH!!!!! u will ask for more!! so nice... its not very very very sweet.. and the oreo crumbs.. WOWWWWW HEAVENLY!!!!!!!!!!! i also have a box of godiva chocco... TASTES GREATTTTTTTTT!!!! its a gift from mr poh. reali very delicious... yummmmyyyyyyyyy... MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE CHOCCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO... CHOCCOLICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Arse Is Outta Hell...

woohooo.... a freebird once again.. freed from singtel.. and its evil clutches... no la.. actuali its not that bad to work there... juz that i din reali learn much and the ppl there are reali weird..

hmmm anyway kinda miss those weirdos there..

ahhh.. gotta source for a degree course asap.. urrrghhh..

meanwhile.. gotta look for another temp job soon. yes. ANOTHER... oh my... when will this ever end.. but no choice la... i cant juz rot around and wait to be decomposed at home, can i? i mean look... my parents are workin, my bro is in sch, my frenz are sweatin in ns or workin.. but look at me... -_-.. lazing around for the past two daes and im goin crazy soon... reali not used to it. I DUN WANNA BE A NEW FREN to the rotting log community.. god... think im gonna put on more n more weight den ever... shitz...

hmmm recollection of past 2 daes... tv.. lazing.. choccos.. tv... lazing... choccos... tv... OOPs!!

haiz... my stupid bro... keep askin me to help him with his t-shirt design thingy.. did one last night... uncompleted.. gotta work abit more on it. Its a ladies shirt design.. dunno leh juz sat there usin my bro's comp and started workin on it. den i dug my bro outta my room while he was chattin with a ger.... LOL... stupid him... n he kinda liked the initial design... so im like.. okok... get on with it den...
but abit sad la.. when i traced the images.. it was not as smooth as before... din touch the pen tool for a freakin long time liaoz... gotta pick it up again lo.. wondering how mr poh is doin.. dat adobe photoshop freak.. i wish i hav half his skill.. LOL...

alrightie den... this entry is super boring la... i should stop here. back to designin. This time... gotta backup and back up... this useless comp of mine... no faith in it anymore...

Fockin' Lazy Bums as at 27/12/05...

In my office... oni noe how to print n print. NV ONCE will they reload the fockin tray. Wad the hell is wrong with all these ppl. Especially that stupid and pervertic lookin hashim. Do work lik snail. Sorry, I mean slower den a fucking snail. Mayb hes a fucking snail by nature. That's y im so fucked up by his behaviour. Keep printing screen shots. When questioned with "eh no more paper already?" by others, he simply ignored and stood beside the fuckin printer waiting for others to serve him with new supply of papers.

WAD DER FUCKKKK... ULTIMATE FUCKIN FREAKIN LAZY BLOODY ASS... Hate his voice too.. so irritating. always on the phone naggin at others.. uurrrghhh...

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U will nv expect them to be this lazy lor!! @%^*&#^*&)()^(&&.. Amazingly, I came across an amusing scenario today. A scenario when the printer ran out of feed.

Step 1:
Act cool act blur act like they are nt waiting for any printing (even though they are)

Step 2:
Wait for a kind soul to load the freakin tray. (A silent prayer started. "GOD.. I pray to u. Pls bestow paper on the feeding tray...")

Step 3:
Sit there n continue to wait. not for new year. But for step 2 to be completed.

Step 4:
Finally!! A kind soul loads the tray with.. Letter head printed paper..????????????

Step 5:
Nevermind lah.. continue printing with wads loaded.

Step 6:
Another kind soul walks past and screams "AIYOOOO!! WHY WASTE THE LETTERHEAD PRINTED PAPERS!! VERY EXPENSIVE ONE YOU KNOW??!!"

The same kind soul then removes the the loaded papers.. and just when u tot that the kind soul may bring out some fresh printing paper.. She loads the tray with a few pieces of... ....... recycled paper..........becoz she doesn't want to carry those fresh sheets out from the storage room.......... (I could still hear the prayer at this point of time.. "Hope paper will appear on the feeding tray by miracle...")

Step 7:
Continue printing till the tray runs out of recycled paper..
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A Simple Thing.. Lik loading a tray.. is it reali that simple? Or is it that difficult?
People, do you repeat those steps when u guys are printing?
If u do, PLS LAH...u better stop. FREAKIN HELL get your lazy bum up there, and load the freakin tray with some fresh shits k? (Oops! I mean "sheets")

NOW, can I bring this up as a complaint case to singtel? Or should I just settle this with voodoo doll and some needles? Hmmmm..