My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

SHAG Arh...

another month is passing by liao... lol... din realise i only log in a few entries per month now... in fact i cant even get myself updated with my own life. thingz happening in my life nowadays are just "FORMS", "SNBB APPLICATIONS", "RODASHOWS", "MUX", "10Mb"... blah blah blah... god damn it just kill me. LIFELESS AND SICK OF THIS FREAKIN JOB!!!!

been working for past 2 weeks without any day off. YES, THAT INCLUDES SUNDAYS. my god... went to work at the ngee ann city roadshow.. for 12 full hours with a miserable 15 mins break. lol.... pathetic singtel. We even had to ask around for mineral water lor!!! wad is this man... on top of that, their system totally sucks. management sucks. product knowledge sucks. put backroom ppl into deep shit, sucks.

PLS LAR!! If you dunno the information, dun anyhow bullshit to customers!!! always ASK AROUND LOR!!!! haiyo... den in d end poor elsie(Lim) gotta call up customers to clarify. sick... and they dun put in activation dates. but its better den putting in dates any old how! just like some of them, went to promise 4 working days.. mad ar! roadshow started that early, by the time we end it, 4 working days are either gone, or the forms have just reached the office.. not to mention that registry staff gotta sort out the forms first. Information are all over the form. Messy data, missing data, or NO DATA at all... wah laoz...

lol... i remembered there was this guy.. tink he juz finished O level. A temp staff at SITEX Expo.

Incident 1:
Asked him "hey u know where are the phamplets? can you get some for me?" he stood there like a cool guy and answered coldly, "No."... i was lik freakin pissed.. i tot that he was givin me attitude. so i juz looked away, gave him a disgusted look and asked someone else for an answer as my customer was already waiting for a long time.

Incident 2:
Again, he was behind me. As a runner, helper for order takers, he was supposed to direct customers to the cashier counter and redeem vouchers for them. I had no other choice as he was the only runner standing there(like a cool guy again). I asked him if he could direct my customer for me. AGAIN, he answered "No." This time, i was furious. I stared at him and my face was like charcoal. it sort of freaked him out. den i looked around and asked another runner to run the errand for me. den i looked at at that guy and asked "pls learn from other runners." and i went back to work.

I was not angry that he had no knowledge and doesnt know what is happening. But i was freakin pissed at his working attitude. Hello, this is not your house, you are not supposed to stand there like a HIMBO and vase. When we ask you things, just try your best and do it. take initiative lor. you are not a dog, you are human. so buck up and do your job.

I was lik soooooooooooooo pissed at why singtel can hire those untrained ppl. it was like the last day of promo already and still there are staffs who do not know any single thing lor!! On top of that, there were several siao lang customers that day.. a guy with sponge and towel around his neck making a big fuss as to y we had to write him a manual form instead of filling up his order using the system. we had already explained that the system is down and blah, but he behaved like a freako kiddo. and even told us that "System down is not p-l-o-b-l-e-m ok?". I was like... so fuckin angry and tired from all that work, seeing that long queue in front, i raised my voice at him and told him to be fair lor. i mean the other customers have also waitied for a long time, some even longer. he could just make do with the manual application ma. its even faster den keying in to the fucking slow and lousy system.

den i realised that another customer was standing nearby so i decided to ignore that siao lang and serve the other customer. but on jean's part, it was pretty hard on her. poor girl.. had to serve that siao lang... on top of that he kept sayin he wants to tok to our supervisor. THE WORST thing is that our supervisor dun even wanna face him. Singtel staffs reali noe how to play taichi lor. useless. i wonder how they appointed to be leaders in this company. Starting to doubt their capability.

OK Counting down to last day of work.

YawnXxx...

came back arnd 1am this mornin. well it was an O-K outing la... mayb because of the PMS i had yesterday. hmmm went to destress again yesterday at marina sq kbox with yong, ben, tor, elsie and bao mei. lol... cant stand ben and yong.. forever singing rock. lol.. rockerz style all the way... even for jolin's "AI QING SAN SHI LIU JI". it was pretty cool though.. lol... but laughter couldnt be spared from singing that song.

and im happy cause elsie sang louder liaoz!! i realised that!! Cool!! So when will u join us in the screamin songz gal?? lol lol... and there is ben... my MayDay kaki. haha.. cool. mayday's album is soooo coooolll (ZHI ZU) ... must listen, must listen. it lik a "MUST PLAY" in my office everyday. and i turn on the volume even louder if those aunties start to party opposite me... wahahhaha....

But i was pretty pissed before i reached kbox.. anywayz i dun wish to bring it up le la.. suan le. hmmm it was pretty funny and weird cause there was a slight difference with the mix of gather last night. short of marc and dilin. short of lots of laughter. lol... hmmmmm think they've gt field camp. this marc damn dua pai. msg him lik 2 weeks ago regarding this outing and there was not a single reply. irritating.

we left kbox arnd 1230am.. lost my voice and was pretty tired. lol. although i din reali get to scream much la... realised i sang quite a number of slow songz... hmmm weird. usualli i would sing shinz. lol. pretty touched last night cause i told him not to send me back home and yet he still hopped off and sent me to my door step last night. the best thing was he stood there and made sure i am ok and then took another cab home after that. very sweet of him.. luckily hes stayin nearby me. i was pretty worried cause he wanted to walk home alone initially though.

met up with fion on thurs for kbox too... yeah it was real fun. reali love hangin and tokin to her. its always delighting to tok to her. learnt more and the conversations are always interesting to me. lol.. glad she loves her current job. all the best girl!

ahhhh so tired.. din even play much with my baby daughter ah zhen... lol.. shes is justttt so active and adorable.. Awwwww.... another smart girl... but shes so boyishhhh... just like my style. LOLX.. cool..

took a nap and now im lik.. havin a headache..... again...

Yet Another...

super duper weirdo freako stompin' around the office.. LOL... im beginnin to wonder, are those calibres part of qualifications to get in to singtel and work?

let me introduce this NEW FREN here... well she looks normal... long and curly hair... spects... speaks well, speaks loud, speaks exactly lik a machine gun.. on top of that, speaks like an irritant.

SHE JUST CANT STOP TALKING!!!! she talks to colleagues, talks to customers, talks on the phone, and she talks to her god damn self. im serious. and she is sitting at my opposite direction... urrrghhhh to replace the ex-irritant who quit her job a week ago. Im not sure if its a curse on people who sits there or a curse on me. lol...

haiyo..... im still observing her... so far its nt dat bad CAUSE SHES UNDER TRAINING IN THE TRAINING room... oh gawd... i hope she wun ever cum out from there... or mayb get stucked in the toilet with the cleaner.. cause my area is lik a party area for those weirdo aunties... they keep chattin and chattin together lik nobody's business... i tink the person who benefits most is the cleaner... think of it this way, "Look! Shes got a new Kaki!".

super stressed with such a "cool" and "fortunate" environment...

Ok going off to get ready now... im going for a de-stress session with fiona.. yeah you're right. KTV. lol... buh byez!