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Thursday, May 26, 2005
Smashed... totally...
sometimes.. in life.. u met those who care and love u.. but.. heaven is fair.. there wil also b ppl who wil hurt u. elsie(lim) girl.. nt sure if im wad u said in sms. "determined"... sumhow or rather.. when i thought i got over it sumhow.. i juz feel very frustrated n unfair.. there are many times when i felt lucky enough to have met guys who were/are damn gd to me.. but i let those ppl down n carry on thinkin about sumone who hurt me so badly.sway... reali dunno wad happened... til todae.. i stil cant overcome.. esp when his promises to her were exactly wad he had promised me. to think i took them for real n trusted him. i was such a fool. reali. i nv lived in his memory for more den 5 mths after the brk off.. he din even cared abt how i was gettin on as a fren... hahhaha... i was so damn silly. cant trust relationships anymore. all liars. esp him. he loves her. im happy for him dat he finally found her. frm the first time i saw their pic.. i knew. she could be his the one(6th sense). i was merely a passerby in his life. so was he in my life.. right now.. i juz feel kinda betrayed.. but life goes on.. i hav to keep consoling myself dat no matter wad happens.. i muz continue. one day, my the one will come before my eyes and i will noe dat its him. i hav to continue to get on living my life well no matter wad setbacks i wil hav in future. i wan to achieve more in life. there are ppl who r much more unfortunate in this world.. i am so teeny tiny compared to them. enuff of all these nonsense la.... tok abt sumthin cheery... --------------------------------------------------- superly impressed wit ah yong. wah sei.. he is the Shin in singapore sial.. sang almost like the cd!! lol... and ben.. very professional.. lol international buffet... frm before fyp until now.. -_-... eh marcus hurry up arrange n organise. lol.. its kinda weird to noe the guy frenz arnd me are goin army soon.. sianz.. gonna miss their nonsense wor. it seems lik guys arnd me are always in ns, goin to ns or are in ns.. lol... age problem la.. 3 yrs later will b different hope we wil all stil in contact. and go out for ktv like before. love all my frenz.. ah ger, elsie(lim), bao mei lol.. they r the ones who i noe wil stand by my side for sure no matter wad happens. a big thanks to them.. esp ah ger.. one phone call frm me, she noes wad i wil b sharing with her(gd news versus bad news).. lol.. it is true dat ah ger n elsie(lim) have supernatural powers!! lol.. ah ger understands me and could anticipate my feelings and actions.. elsie(lim) can read my brain. LOL... cool... muackZ!!!!
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