My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

My New Bikini...

Ta duh~ Bikini soon-to-be mine(again.. but for sure la).. US$66.. nice~ lol.. retro rite?? teh sunflowers cool! this purple is nice too leh... lol

Tuesday Semi-Bluez...

workin todae... but i tink todae a lot of thingz to be done.. letters and blahhh and more scannin to do.. whole pile of files on the other table waiting for me to put them back.. sianaz..

yesterdae my aunt called my house.. enynn is sick again.. this time kena the dunno wad "mo dan" thingy.. anywayz she vormit and poo lik shit.. omg.. den gt fever.. hope she ok ba... tot she oni kena minor sickness only.. quite worried for her

went tannin last sat at the club.. wooohooo here gt no youngsters one.. whole stretch of tannin chairs.. and im the oni one tannin lor!! hahhahaha cool.. this sat cummin again coz i din reali get tanned. lol lol...

pay day soon!! gt alot of thingz to buy.. hahhaha.. gonna buy the bikini frm victoria's secret. yum yum nice!!... my company comp gt no Hello picasa thingy... wil post the bikini pic up tonight..

been drawin myself using fireworks.. into lik vector graphics.. will post up once its ready.. hmmmm dunno how ppl wil tink hahhahaha... think its quite ugly... but im stil new to drawing face stuffz.. lol... ciaoz back to work...

At Work Eating Snake...

LOL... my comp got no internet.. but meifen's one hav.. lol..

Sianz lehhhh.. this mornin my other colleague was surfin online.. den meifen also.. buah tahan.. dun wanna check data liaoz.. so cum in blog awhile.. this friday meetin elsie Leong and gang for dinner.. hopefully everyone can make it.. coZ bao mei stil haven confirm when she can meet us yet.. hahhaha.. i saw the shoutbox liaoz.. yeap elsie, should put ur surname down.. if nt im confused.. the other elsie is Lim... wahHAhaha.. saturday wanna meet elsie rabbit go tanning.. WTH im turnin super fair again.. muz go tann.. nice brown.. yum yum..

Someone complain say i nv put his details here.. -_- lol.. wad the... anywayz..

PPL I NEED TO CHILL!!!! i wan pay day soon.. need to spend money to destress.. ktv n international buffet next month huh. but bao mei say she broke liaoz.. dun care. jio meihui go eat international buffet. was tellin yummmieee.. but she said its nt gd. wanted sumtin else.. cool.. i miss my suki sushi salmon.. uurrrgghhh where's my thick and yummy salmon dipped in wasabi and soy????? *drools*

I tink im so hungry thinkin abt food coz i din take breakfast todae.. my brother bought peach tarts back yesterdae.. yet to eat it.. UUrrrgghhhHHhh.. hungry woman is angry woman... LOL... ciaoz muz go back work liaoz.. if nt later ppl wil complain...

Long day...

wah sei.. todae alot of work sial... hmmmm made alot of stupid mistakes todae... urgghhh...

took wrong bus home too.. -____- sickenin lol.. tink the club real wulu so much mosquitoes and take bus muz walk out long way... phew.. tired.. last nite slp late.. todae lik lethargic.. my work comp no internet... juz realised everyone else hav, except mine.. sianaz

Now my head lik blanko leh.. recently gt ppl tel me i gt charm.. LOL... been so super long since anyone said that.. but huh dunno la.. nature take its course.. sumhow.. its always similar between a guy n a gal.

guy lik girl. guy chase girl. girl accept guy. guy love girl. girl love guy. girl quarrel with guy. guy quarrel with girl. girl ditch guy. patch. girl ditch guy/guy ditch girl.

LOL.. forever a cycle. sounds like programmin logic hor?? hahahhaa.. there is juz no such thing as eternal happiness.. unless there is a miracle lor.. or u r extremely super absolutely lucki. But stil, worth the try la. no one wants to remain and live his/her life alone one lor.. there are bound to be obstacles along the way. hmmmm chim chim.

Anywayz.. work tml again.. everyday do application for members, replacement cards, photocopyin, data checking.. hope can find a decent programmin job soon.. LOL.. tot i hated IT line sial.. contradicting.. life is damn contradicting.. but who cares la.. juz b happy with my choice lor. coz i chose it.

Haley Bracelet...

Soon - to - be mine.. Swarovski Haley Bracelet.. Nice right?? Especially nice on my wrist wor!! hahhaha.. but very expensive.. dun tink can afford haha

Me and Elsie...

in my room~ keke.. we juz wanna hav fun!

Renny - Prom Collection III...

Ok. this is natural. He made me laugh.

Renny - Prom Collection II...

This is quite act cute la.. coz my bro keep tellin me "Smile.. Smile.. more natural...".. but it seemed dat it is no where near natural~

Renny - Prom Collection I...

These are the pics my brother took before i set off for the prom last friday.

Darn lazy...

dats me! lol.. haiya dunno y juz dun feel lik turnin on the comp at home.. so din update blog or go on to msn or friendster... even now.. im makin use of the short precious time i have on my bro's comp while hes downstairs buyin 4d.. hahhaa.. dat idiot.. he went to buy the last four numbers on his NYP matric card. lame right..

hmmm.. been workin at Changi Beach Club.. beginnin to love my work there.. although its juz an easy job, nth to do with IT la.. juz sum admin work.. at least its "sin nang plus gd money" lol.. relax oni.. den c how.. ok la.. 6.50/hr, 9am-5pm job.

sianz.. tink i need to find a programmin job soon. coz the club may oni need us for a couple of months.. so so.. meihui told me she wanna go for international buffet too.. and zhiyong ask me when is the next ktv session to cure his "itchy mouth".. lol.. wel wel.. i tink after i get my pay la.. pretty broke after prom..

oh well.. the prom was pretty boring la. becoz the tables are not on free seatin basis.. and "the group of peepur" sat on our table with meifen, elsie, bao and me. damn.. den marc, his fren and dilin had to move out and go over to another table.. damn sianz after dat.. spoilt the night. it was supposed to be a final grand gatherin for the few of us leh.. sickenin..

oh mi god my brother bought one whole bag of tidbits and soft drinks back now.. oki gtg le.. buaiz buaiz ba~~ oh by the way.. catch FIR's latest album and MAYDAY's "Shen De Hai Zi Dou Zai Tiao Wu"... COOLZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! RAWK ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wow...

Hmmmmm long time nv post entries to my dearest secret diary.. well well.. been rotting and thinkin over web stuff.. went to borrow a book abt flash.. nah.. it was a simple book which teaches basic animation n blah.. hope for the best la..

Met up with elsie(siglap) a few daes ago.. haha.. we went to get a eye shadow for myself with isetan voucher... bleahz.. and she came over to my place after dat.. we were experimenting with the eye shadow i bought.. ya la.. its the preparation for the D&D.. hmmm i tink my aunt is even more excited den me.. the moment she heard dat i hav prom night or D&D.. she told me abt her "old days"... lol.. told me nt to wear wrong thing.. if nt will regret 10 yrs later.. lik her.. lol... she said she wore a flowery shirt and a long skirt.. hmmm hmmm... sounds abit errie to me.. hahhaha.. but den.. dat was their fashion at dat time i guess.. so there is no need to feel any regret ba... hahhah

E-Shane finally can talk now.. -_-.. at least she noe how to call me!! and she remembers my name!! wahahhaa excited.. muackz muackz to the cute little sweetie pie... but stil.. the two sisters are stil as mischevious as ever.. always quarrel and dun share toys with each other... but shane shane til listens to wadever the ning ning tells her.. my my...

it was enjoyable at my aunt's place.. feel a lot more closer to my aunt now, as we talk alot abt our family stuffs... family probs... her children... my future children also (oh mi god). Anyway im planning for an outing with my 3 wonderful and amazing aunties and my mum.. eversince they moved out.. we hardly had any time gathering.. hmmm mayb two yrs later... when angela(my new born cousin) turns 2 yrs old, i can organise a trip to the ZOO~~ lol.. wei wei, ning, shane, angela, my aunts and me.. wow... so nice..

Hmmm... talking about my 3rd aunt.. she is reali a meticulous woman.. she tinks a lot and its been rewarding talking to her.. she is always giving me alot of advices abt life and stuffs.. shes been the closest aunt to me when i was young too. hmmm no wonder now her ning ning is so close to me.. lol.. hmmm reali grateful to be born in this family.. although not well off and my parents are nt high flyers.. at least can feel the warmth they giv me.. all the concern my aunts have given me.. i wil nv forget. my 2nd aunt said she will support my uni fees in future.. well.. lil worried becoz she needs the cash too.. so i decided dat i should earn some money before goin uni ba.. mayb next yr or yr after den register for uni.. haha.. i told her i will pay her back but she say "no need la.. next time Angela go Uni, u pay for her fees den..." hahhaha... i hope not much of inflation and increase in fees.. hahhaa...

Well.. hope they will all live happily.. keke this week cant go ning's place le.. kinda miss those 2 lill girlies.. lol