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Monday, March 14, 2005

One proj down, last one to go...

Oh yeah... todae is the submission for 3d... left with fyp liaoz. after this week is java paper on monday. Cool.. after dat free liaoz.. lol..

Will help haitien do webbie.. owe them this proj so long liaoz.. muz jin li er wei. do my best for my temple.. although it seems that "they" oni give special treatments to those who are there often, I will prove to them that although i dun "show my face" there All The Time.. I have contributed significantly to the temple.. and prove to them dat its always the heart that counts.. From wad i see, sum of the shi xiong n shi jie there nv fails to attend the ceremonies all the time.. but their heart... they dun cultivate their heart at all.. sad sad.. during the previous ceremony, they kept asking me "Why so long never come?" with a sacarstic expression.. Even my mum got this kind of treatment lor.. -_-.. but me n my mum juz smile and ans them politely that we were busy previously. Shang shi should know that i dun attend the ceremonies often. But he also nv reprimand anyone.. So i guess its all in one's heart ba..

Example 1: show face there every week. but for the sake of showing face.
Example 2: show face to see shang shi to get blessings.

Why humans likdat one.. the kind of feeling i have for my temple is like a peaceful and pleasant place to calm my mind n heart.. I oni feel a heart of gratitude to grandmaster and shang shi. Its not just about participating the ceremony.. Its about cultivation and sincerity. I dun think that showing face there all the time means he/she is a high practitioner. If that is true, majority of them already becum shang shi liaoz..

I hope the shi xiong shi jie can change their mindset. Otherwise they would have wasted their golden age of life pursuing their interests with a wrong concept.

Anyway.. this webbie thingy serves as a practice for me too. Will use asp.. becoz their current webbie also uses asp. Im quite excited abt it.. juz hope thingz will go well. At least this is not a piece of sch work.. there is less pressure for me then, and there is no GRADING for it.. LOL... dun need to aim for a pass.. instead i tink i can do better with less stress.. =_= ...

Long time no see bao mei and gang liaoz lol.. although its oni for a few daes la.. but i realized that this grp of folks are reali fun to hang with these past 2 yrs. Although there were conflicts.. but now thinkin back.. we are all graduating le.. everything seemed to have had happened just yesterday.. Kinda miss them reali.. i hope we will stil b in contact after graduation..