My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

Doing nth.. Slackin!!

Yea yea as usual.. so stressed up cant slp wel these few nights.. and gettin headaches too these few daes.. urgh cant think of anythin else liaoz.. shag

Juz handed in the ENMM phase 1.. hmmm did a GUI for that stupid chat thingy... later when i go home den post it up. Think cant make it la.. lik everyone doin same thingy likdat.. video conference, chat n private chat, stream video.. blah.. gimme a break...

3D haben start.. muz start to look for the software to dl into my pc liaoz..

Here cums CHoy CHun KOng.. -_-.. another lame lecturer la.. wonder if TP has any decent lecturers... haiz...

Waitin for Josephine to cum see the fyp todae.. god damnit im so freakin nervous.. tink she will criticise a lot(dats wad shes damn gd at).. urgghh.. haiz haiz.. sleepy sleepy

Todae is new yr eve. But this yr lik damn sianz. nth to do no atmosphere.. feel lik rottin at home lor.. pressurizin myself to nt think abt the lunar new yr in 2004. Sometimes its so difficult to determine whether a memory is gd or bad.. but u gotta live on with it.. hmmm.. im so damn bored.. yawnz.. hope this cummin yr wil b a gd one la.. i oni want gd memoriez not bad one next yr!! lol... stupid and lame..

Haven pack my room yet.. later go home muz pack til nice n clean(only once a yr.. lol).. lazy ma.. bo bian lorz..

Been loosing faith in my programmin skills.. haiz.. think i am reali nt a IT person.. urrgghh this mornin my ma asked me. "Seriously, wad are u going to do if u cant enter Uni??" i was so lost... so i say "Go b Kong jie a couple of years first lor.. or find a decent job.".. I can oni safely say i WIL NV NV NV NV EVER EVER EVER go into IT Line... yea my mum noes i hate it too.. hope thingz can reali go well for my future. find and do wad i wan. Now like.. a lil blur to me stil..

God damnit...

SO MANI PROJ DEADLINES!!!!!! urrrghhhh 3d storyboard is todae, ENMM is next week, buy beh in 2 weeks... FYP in 3 WEEKS!!!!

This is reali god damn it... stressed stressed.. y do we hav to take modules during fyp sem??? TP sux.. sux sux sux...

headache these few daes.. my head's been spinning and spinning.. hopefully got miracle.. STUPID gotta cope with so mani modules... Damn it. Damn TP. Damn it all..

Hectic Tuesdae...

A longgggggg day todae.. nw waiting for sankara's lab. java.. i failed damn badly lor.. sickenin. hate java hate java.. hate sankara hate sankara...
waiting for bao mei to cum for lesson.. why she so slow huh... -_-.. tink she cant wake up again lah.

Got bad hair dae todae. sianz. sch reopen is quite sian.
But yest went to bedok interchange to walk arnd with meifen. bought my Loreal mascara and Maybelline lipgloss(lost it at home previously). and a pinky ring at SK. 19.90 only leh!! good buy best buy must buy!! cool. its white gold one.. ho ho ho..

Anyway.. my bro sold the PS2... urrrghhh angry.. how am i supposed to pass my freakin daes without it?!?!?!? hate him hate him hate him...

its 8.14am liaoz... and sankara is naggin away...