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Saturday, January 01, 2005
Saturdae Blues...
hmmmm its another new year.. he din even msg me or wad. i also din. Heartless him.. haiz..
Its reali a curse. Last yr was the first time i celebrated Vdae with my bf.. guess it wil b the last too.. hmmm due to upcoming events, i feel so stressed up. Vdae, Bdae, Chi new yr... last yr tot he would b the one who will b there with me for all these events like last yr. But.. haiz.. Suan le.. see how ba.. upset also no use. coz he wil nv noe how i feel. mayb i keep sayin i wanna b kong jie is to run away frm bad memories. travel to and fro. search for an aim in life. concentrate on other thingz so i wun tink back or remind myself of those 'dunno is happy or not' past. Somehow or rather, i dun dare to step forward. And dun wanna go back. im here. right at this spot. stagnant. dunno y.. 2004 was reali a bad year.. esp towards the end. i reali hope 2005 wil b better although i noe its not gonna b any better.. Just hope i dun hav to run into him in sch. dun wanna see him. dun wanna face him. i hope i can get over poly life soon. wish i nv knew him at all.. krappy. New Year Resolution 1 : Pass poly, leave poly. New Year Resolution 2 : Find my THE ONE.
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