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Wednesday, December 01, 2004

After pasting so mani pics...

i decided to post some wordy wordy paragraphs again.

Hmmm.. those two pics of me n seanie.. everytime i look at them, i wil smile, and den think abt the sweet memories i had with him. Seriously, sumtimes i am determined to brk off with him for sum reasons, but in d end i always regret becoz he is reali the best bf i've ever met. i wil remember the thingz he did for me and said to me. and den i start to feel sad and blame myself for being so silly to ask for a breakup. becoz i dunno how i am going to lead my life without him in future. I am so used to havin him arnd, tokin abt him, sharing thingz with him, holdin his hands and chattin with his mum. Recently we had sum rough patches, but i know thingz wil b ok. i hope he feels the same way too. he said he is workin very hard now so he can provide cash for my expenses when sch starts. i am very touched. but i tot it could b great if he saved up the cash for emergency cases.

Talking about my Dynasty Warriors... i am very sad. becoz i trained my character 'Liu Bei' until very power.. den dunno wad happened he cant fight anymore.. he cannot attack enemies.. i am very angry and sad.. so i replayed the empire again frm scratch, trainin another character called 'Zhao Yun'. okok oni.. but he stil loose to the stupid Lu Bu.. haiz.. irritatin.. muz train him summore if not i will b wastin my time tryin to destroy the Lu Bu.

Been a real slacker these few weeks. rottin at home. but. i will b startin work this fridae til sun. and every sat n sun on the subsequent weeks until mid feb. i hope i can cope with sch work too. becoz i need to work to earn sum cash for my expenses when sch reopens. Sorry lolli n yummieee. but if first week of feb reali cant fin proj, i stop work end of january.

These few daes lik very warm hor? makes me sooooo lethargic. i tink my weight wil remain the same.. i wil stop snackin in sch also when sch reopens. muz go joggin. use the sch's facilities, since we pay up misc fees to the sch every yr. seanie says he will agree to any of my demands if i can finish 2.4km in 9mins. i wil work towards dat goal. :P .. juz try lah.. we work hard together la. jia you jia you jia you!!!