Renny's Secret Diary

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My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

Friday, November 05, 2004

Bored todae...

so bored todae.. woke up at 8plus.. but lazy to get up so played handphone games until 10am.. haha.. went to seanie's place yesterdae and chatted with yum n lolli.. hmmm miss seanie everydae.. nw me n him very stable le.. its lik we r fallin in luv with each other again.. so sweet when im with him.. anywayz this sat is his '20 da shou'.. lol.. so swt of him.. left this dae to spend with me.. i have alreadi planned wad to do.. im nt stupid to reveal my plans here!!! becoz he may noe this webbie although i already erased his cookiez and internet history...
Yesterdae his mama bought ban mian for me and asked me eat bread.. so full.. nw i noe y seanie eat so much liaoz haha.. todae seanie work so earli.. i tot he told me he workin at 6pm??
Anywayz.. i decided even if sean noes abt this webbie is also reasonable enuff.. becoz this is where i reveal all my troubles and maddness.. he should see and can see.. right? although i wrote alot of thingz.. those no gd feedbacks abt our relationship during my sip.. i stil feel that he is stil the best baby i ever had.. haiz.. hope he wun get affected if he read my bloggiez..
Feel lik tellin him all these thru mouth.. but cant say out.. becoz he always make me laugh and forget all the troubles. i tink i tink too much when he is nt arnd.. hmmm too used to spendin days with him le..

Today my wai po will be goin for a leg operation.. haiz a big one.. put remove real bones n put fake bones inside i tink.. the operation should b startin in a while at TTS. I will be goin to visit her later. i tot her operation was nxt week until my mum told me yesterdae..
den evenin time go meet my sec sch frenz.. cant put off the meetin le becoz the initial meeting was to celebrate angel's bdae at 21 OCT.. so muz go todae.

Hmmm my dad is on mc frm yesterdae til todae.. nv ask him if he is on mc tomolo too.. haiz he work too hard le.. wish i can giv my family a gd life in the near future.. i was thinkin if i cannot go Uni.. i will work n save up. start a small business with my family members and see how it goes.. i may go into F&B.. my mama's mee hun kway is real gd. and her BBQ wings marinate.. woooHooo(k yummiee stop sulkin).. hahahha.. or set up a small shop sellin thingz.. dunno wad thingz.. see how.. becoz i think hor uni very expensive.. sum more it does nt assure a job leh.. also cant earn much.. haizzz dunno wad to do.. last time Uni grads are so seh bin... now lik shit in the bin.. haiz... Singapore is reali jia lat.. wanna migrate.. also scared other countries not as safe as Singapore.. SianZ lor hor?