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hi everyone!! im back frm my KL trip!! it was reali fun.. yeah it was not as enviromental frenli as Singapore.. but seeing the culture there is reali interesting..

TRAFFIC :

Their taxis there has meter but they dun use it at all!! they will flag a price and u bargain with them.. but most of the time dey flag very high prices.. dats one thing i dislike abt KL. And the taxis are everywhere! they hav a lot of taxis and vehicles due to the large population.. but most of them are vacant for hire... One tip, go for indian drivers. They are more frenli and prices are lower.. easy to bargain with them. But if can take bus or their KTM(similar to our MRT and LRT.), juz take. becoz its a lot cheaper and u get to see different thingz and encounters!!

The buses there are interestin.. the buses are similar to coaches.. but smaller version. and they dun look new lah of coz.. the buses have got a driver, and a conductor. Your bus trip will begin like this.
1 : the conductors and drivers wil get off bus and shout out their destinations.. eg. "KOTA RAYA!! KOTA RAYA!! CHEE CHIONG KAI!! PUDU!!"

2 : you get up the bus if u are going there.

3 : it cost at most RM2.50 to take a bus trip. u sit on the bus, wait for conductor to collect money frm u.

4 : the conductor wil den issue u a ticket for the trip!

5 : at every stop, the conductor or driver will shout out the name of that destination. Or u can ring the bell to ask them to stop almost at anywhere!! Cool!!

This is the favourite part i like abt KL.. the bus trip is always so interesting.. its so stone age and classic i guess!! yeah! and i kept a couple of those bus tickets as souveniors! the tickets are juz very very thin pieces of papers(low quality and design is very very not new age one.. hehe)!! i like it alot!

Also their traffic.. is horrible.. a lot of jams and funny thingz...
Singapore : Cars afraid of people.
Malaysia : People afraid of cars.
Let me explain.. Singapore reali stick to traffic rules.. the traffic lights are very important to keep the traffic rules working here. But in KL, the drivers 'anyhow anyhow ham tum'.. when it is red light, and no one is crossing the road at the point of time or if passengers hesitates to cross, the cars juz 'Broomss' pass.. horrible right?? very dangerous to cross the road. and while u are crossing, impatient drivers may juz horn at u.. so pls ar.. ah gongs n ah mas better dun go..
Hmmm.. the drivers also got direction prob.. the road.. they can turn in or travel at any direction.. lets say.. u can oni turn left at the junction.. but they turn right also. And a single direction lane, u get to see cars cummin face to face... -_-.. and den again, traffic jam..
Not to mention, the whole day got a lot of jam and accidents.. heng i nv encounter.. but i read their papers saying 28 died in a road accident there on the first day of my trip at around 3pm.. lucki dat time i already reached my hotel le..

PEOPLE :

Hmmmm.. i hav to say that its a very big disadvantage for me becoz i dunno how to speak malay.. lucki ah ger n her mummy are gd at it. becoz they speak to their maids in malay. haiz.. most of the time i look at them when they are communicatin to the people there n i juz act smart and buah bodoh lah.. haha.. but im determined to learn next time before i go KL or m.sia..
It is important becoz if u noe malay lang, taxi dun dare flag at such high price as they would think we r the locals.. but most of the time they can tell frm yr clothingz.. and also, ALMOST EVERYONE speaks in malay. Even indians and chinese.. some chinese oni noe cantonese/hokkien and malay.. they dun understand chinese.. so, u gotta b lingual with one of those dialects and malay lang to b at the upper hand. Even so, u find chinese who noes hokkien as rare liaoz.. so far, i oni spoke hokkien to 3 of the chi ppl there..

Their shop assistants are not as frenli as singapore one la.. they sort of heck care heck care.. 'u buy or dun buy i also likdat' type. I seldom get to see shop assistants who will greet customers or smile at customers.. so far i oni encountered thrice.. one of them is a cute cute guy.. keke.. he is younger den me i think.. but he looks very cute.. tanned and young and vibrant.. wooo la la!! and he is very frenli noe?? hahahhaha not bad la.. miss him sial.. so cute so shy shy likdat.. hehehehe.. okok back to topic. So, next time when u step into a shop, unless they greet u, i think u can forget abt smiling to the assistants.. coz most probably, they either return u a fake smile, or they dun smile at all..

SHOPPING :
Oh yeah baby its a great place for shopping n look see look see jalan jalan!!! The merchandise they carry consists of overseas and LOCALS!! some pretty cool shops u can nv find in sg or far away places! although they hav their own branded goods.. they sell the goods at even higher price in SG!! so huh.. agar agar.. see oni, dun buy.. I also saw this reali cool art n craft shop.. the clothes, bags, slippers and bags are all done using beads and sequenes! sounds boring? i can tell u, the design they carry are very very gorgeous type! artistic and absolutely pleasant to eyes!! and i mean ALL the merchandise they carry!! i dunno how to describle.. mayb u should go see nxt time at the Petronas (shoppin area). The adidas and nike goods are roughly abt the same price as sg or even higher.. so din grab those stuffs..

However, the other unbranded shoez are cheap n nice!! i bought a pair for myself at oni RM39.90, and a pair for seanie for RM49.90!! its a steal!! BUT by coincidence, after i bought, den i realise my shoe has the same brown but different material as seanie's. -_-`... he thinks i did it purposely la.. sickenin..
Also, u get to see alot of 'Branded' goods like LV, CD, Levi's, Armani...etc. Perfumes and bags. wow how REAL can they get!! haha... i saw them at Chee Chiong Kai. near my hotel area. not bad la quite an eye opener.. looks quite real.. but i wanted to buy unbranded and cool lookin things. Quite disappointing.. oni got a couple of gd merchandise(to me lah). And bought foodstuffs lik culttle fish, durain cakes, dou sha bing(The brand 'HUA SHI FU' is highly recommended. u can find it at FU RONG shop.. opposite LOT 10 shoppin mall in Bukit Bintang), gong tang, prawn crackers(very huge pieces unlike sg, small n broken pieces in a packet!! 3 for RM10), etc.

yes it is a shoppin heaven! i wil go there again next yr! great! den use one day to go up genting. yeah yeah. we can go together den!! yumm yumm!!

FOOD :

I can onli say, the more log cock place u go, the more yummy the food is!!! im not makin a joke! i tried their kenny rogers.. yuckzz.. i tried their coffee shop food.. wah yum... i tried they roadside stall.. wah sei dun try will regret arh!! and its cheap at the coffee shops and roadside stalls. One big bowl of prawn mee is oni RM4!! less den SG's $2 lehhh!!! so nice to eat... their prawns not big prawns, but the prawns very fresh, they give 4 prawns i tink. and the soup... wahhhhhhh red red.. not chilli noe?? is the concentrated soup of prawn heads!!! yummm yummmmm!!!!!!!! their roti prata also nice! crispy and very fragrant!!
Their roadside stall cannot fight with singapore coffeeshop also.. wah damn nice.. they got satay, and those type of bbq tau pok, luo han guo drink, local snackz(keropok, sesame biscuits, sweet snackz, etc. alot of thingz i dunno is wad food hahaha)!!

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OH MY!! its a shoppin and eating heaven!!

Before i leave...

hi all, i will leave sg soon. will b back on next monday night... hmmm gotta reach golden mile at 7 am on friday.. oh my.. 5 1/2 long hours on bus neh.. i stil haven pack baggie yet... Cool cool i juz found n bought my cable for my mp3 todae!! yeahh yeahhh.. dat guy who helped me to find the cable in the shop was nice n frenli.. hahahha he resembles andy.. skinny and tall tall and IT person. lol.. later wil sms him to let him noe i find the cable le. Actuali i asked him if he wanted to go with me last week.. but he said he was tired and had to book in that night.. hahah but he made a sad face on msn.. hmmmm long time no see him.. i stil remember last time when i first knew him 5 yrs ago, he used to tok to me abt IT stuffs.. frm hardwares to softwares.. ermmm.. i always say "hmmm.. orhh.. huh.. hmmmm". but in d end i always say "i dun understand leh".. lol.. and gradually he gave up on tellin me abt IT thingz.. we chit chatted abt other thingz instead.. den we got together for a couple of mths, den broke off.. hmmm he is a very very gd guy. a very devoted guy to the ger he loves too. hope he can find true love one day and a gd ger who loves him wholeheartedly too..

Lolli ar. ur boss gd catch.. kah kah chiong i support u! hmmm frm his conversation he lik very gentle and truthful. quite a honest and very pleasant guy. nt bad nt bad.. eh jia you ya?!
Last but nt least, wish u Happy Hatchday here! hope all yr wishes will cum true and have a blissful marriage... eh nono.. is blissful life lah paiseh.. hahahhaa...

At lolli's place...

Here is yummmieeee complanin abt her hunger and craving for cheezy stuffs... urrrghhh makin my tummy roar... rrrrrrrrrr...

Reached her house arnd 3.15 i guess.. gave her a surprise! i bought a chocco tiramisu cakie frm QBread. yum yum.. by the way.. they are complainin abt sum one now.. lol.. We also invited lolli's future ANATA up to her house to cut the cake with us.. hmmmm i hope the cake is enuff for everyone's share.. lol!!
More events cummin up~!!

Anyway todae ah ger called me in the afternoon and apologised coz Mr Jais actualli invited me over to his place for Hari Raya celebration.. but she had forgotten to let me know last night.. but i already had plans for todae.. oh well but its alright~

Todae my daddy came home after work at 3am.. heartpain heartpain.. haiz.. his partner was on MC so he had to cover his duties too.. poor daddy.. but he ate up the pizzas we left for him last night.. and my drunk ah gong also got eat LOL.. hmmmm my mama had gastric after the pizza meal.. lol.. she said the singapura special was HOT.. hmmm dat pizza was great!! not very hot and sweet and nice nice yum yum.. i tink i can nv get slimmer anymore.. SOMEBODY STOP ME!!!!!!!!!

By the way my brother is broke again. he bet too much on soccer.. haiz.. feel lik givin him some money to spend but.. im also goin downhill on my cash!! haha.. haiz if he ever sees this blog, i hope he can quit soccer soon.. coz its lik blood suckin.. it even sucked his braces away... coz he gt no more money for the dental appointment.

Hope to see seanie soon b4 i go off to KL.. so long nv spend time wit him liaoz. hmmm i went to develop 2 pics me n him took at ah ger's house last time.. nice nice.. but resolution nt very good.. ;P..

Wo de ai...

Wo de ai... ming ming hai zai....

lol stephanie's new song.. nice yeah. today's topic is abt my love life and of coz sum other craps la..

A night a ago, i had a dream.. i was on a plane sittin beside a pilot.. he was suave, tall n oohhh lah lah... den he asked for my number and i gave him.. den we chatted abit.. i told him not to b disappointed becoz i m already attached.. so sad his face was lik all screwed up and said.. "huh... haiz.. if i noe i wun take ur number". -_- i felt lik shit.. coz its lik as if he is lik flowery.. so den we continued to chat. he den asked me my age. As usual i made him guess.. his first guess after pondering hard was... 39... i was devastated!!! 39 lehhhhhhhhh... qi si wo le... haiz, was so disappointed.. stupid pilot.. hua hua gong zi.. zhen tao yan..

Anywayz seanie had been workin at fox.. i feel quite alright after being angry with him for a week.. becoz he looked so shag yesterdae. He din even shave!! i tink 2 daes no shave.. damn shag.. and his eyes were so tired.. but he stil say he is workin for us.. haiz.. dunno i should b touched or wad.. but i stil think dat he should work hard too. coz sch is reopenin soon.. dun b lik me.. sch reopen will b dried up liaoz.. haha.. anywayz... step by step la.. its nt easi to repair the cracks but we should try. He had been a funny person huh.. ask me go buy baby clothes to keep for our baby.. -_-... OH YA.. need to declare a hurting truth... abt my hip line.. i cant fit into a 34!!!!!!!! wth!!! i used to b a consistent 32!!!! OH MY GOODNESS!!!! HELP!!!! cross my fingers its becoz i juz had the suki buffet.. becoz went to try jeans at fox when i visited seanie... im sick, im a fatty bom bom.... uuurrrggghhhh nightmareZ!~!!!!!~~!!!~

Went out with lolli n yummiee(at last!!)... oh my was a great outing with lots of yum yum sashimi.... MY SALMON... dunno isit i eat too much salmon.. we were tokin abt salmon cummin to find us.. but i dreamt abt... funerals and my dad as a Sai Gong... oh my... sick... i hope i can slp well tonight...

ordered canadian pizza.. yum yum yumm!! Singapura Special is great!! best pizza for canadian pizza! Dun make me dream abt the chicken on my pizza cummin back for revenge.. sick sick...

Will b leavin for KL this cummin fri.. sorri lolli cant spend ur bdae with u.. sorry sorry... will make up for it when i am back k?? muackz!!

Wo de ai... ming ming hai zai....

Sunday...

Emotion: Alone and Lousy.

Dunno y.. dun ask me y.. felt dat i screwed thingz up.. haiz nt interested in anythin.. urgghhhh!! get me a new life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm im alone at home nw.. sianz.. feel lik sleepin and nt wake up anymore. need to work.. want to work very hard so dat i hav no time to think abt other thingz. I hope i get the sheaffer job asap. get up earli, work. end work late, slp at night. and wake up early for work again.. i miss dat kinda life. i miss my old brains and life.. haiz..

I feel very slack these few weeks until i feel lik a failure.. either slackin at home, or goin out, or eat or sleep... sianz sianzzzzzzzz.. i feel lik as if i hav got no life!!! this is sickenin.. sumtimes when u care too much for a person, u get backfired by wad u did.. haiz disappointing.. mayb i should sit back and relax.. stay cool and cruel lik my old self a yr ago.. i wan to hear ppl's claps and encouragements in wad i do. Independent girl. i dun need care and concern or bf showering love on me. I wan my old self.. prayin everydae for that.. i hope it cums true soon..

I juz feel dat i changed so much.. i used to be a 'multi-tasker' who could please everyone.. nw.. not anymore.. i used to b so cold and ruthless towards my bf.. nw.. lik a stupid ger who has no backbones.. i feel useless. i hate it.. the more useless i am, the more lost i feel... no mind of my own.. urrrghhhh... frm tomolo onwards. i will find myself back. The 'Cool' Rena everyone once knew.

urrgghhh got mosquities in my room... gonna get sucked by it tonight.. urrrghhh irritatin. cant bear to slap it dead.. mayb use insecticide later la.. hahhahahahahhaha..

drank chinese tea in the afternoon.. my aunt say can help in a lil of weight loss.. haiz hope it works.. if nt i will consider weight loss pills.. im a fatty boom boom... everyone says dat and my clothes are gettin tight. i promise i will eat half the portion i eat normally from tonight onwards. No more junk food, no more extra food for me.

Gotta revive my looks and figure lik the past. As attractive as the past. I wan to live lik a single, pretty, attractive and cool lady asap. JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!!!!!!

Bored todae...

so bored todae.. woke up at 8plus.. but lazy to get up so played handphone games until 10am.. haha.. went to seanie's place yesterdae and chatted with yum n lolli.. hmmm miss seanie everydae.. nw me n him very stable le.. its lik we r fallin in luv with each other again.. so sweet when im with him.. anywayz this sat is his '20 da shou'.. lol.. so swt of him.. left this dae to spend with me.. i have alreadi planned wad to do.. im nt stupid to reveal my plans here!!! becoz he may noe this webbie although i already erased his cookiez and internet history...
Yesterdae his mama bought ban mian for me and asked me eat bread.. so full.. nw i noe y seanie eat so much liaoz haha.. todae seanie work so earli.. i tot he told me he workin at 6pm??
Anywayz.. i decided even if sean noes abt this webbie is also reasonable enuff.. becoz this is where i reveal all my troubles and maddness.. he should see and can see.. right? although i wrote alot of thingz.. those no gd feedbacks abt our relationship during my sip.. i stil feel that he is stil the best baby i ever had.. haiz.. hope he wun get affected if he read my bloggiez..
Feel lik tellin him all these thru mouth.. but cant say out.. becoz he always make me laugh and forget all the troubles. i tink i tink too much when he is nt arnd.. hmmm too used to spendin days with him le..

Today my wai po will be goin for a leg operation.. haiz a big one.. put remove real bones n put fake bones inside i tink.. the operation should b startin in a while at TTS. I will be goin to visit her later. i tot her operation was nxt week until my mum told me yesterdae..
den evenin time go meet my sec sch frenz.. cant put off the meetin le becoz the initial meeting was to celebrate angel's bdae at 21 OCT.. so muz go todae.

Hmmm my dad is on mc frm yesterdae til todae.. nv ask him if he is on mc tomolo too.. haiz he work too hard le.. wish i can giv my family a gd life in the near future.. i was thinkin if i cannot go Uni.. i will work n save up. start a small business with my family members and see how it goes.. i may go into F&B.. my mama's mee hun kway is real gd. and her BBQ wings marinate.. woooHooo(k yummiee stop sulkin).. hahahha.. or set up a small shop sellin thingz.. dunno wad thingz.. see how.. becoz i think hor uni very expensive.. sum more it does nt assure a job leh.. also cant earn much.. haizzz dunno wad to do.. last time Uni grads are so seh bin... now lik shit in the bin.. haiz... Singapore is reali jia lat.. wanna migrate.. also scared other countries not as safe as Singapore.. SianZ lor hor?

Hmmm Hmmm hur hur...

Hi guys, im lucy(haha.. ask yummiee)... i missed a bloggy for yesterdae.. but i assume u guys had a gd time readin the previos post ya?
Im at seanie's place now.. his mummy is makin breakfast for him now i tink.. look at the time.. a pig eats breakfast oni at noon!!! urrghhh.. oki oki.. nth happened yesterdae.. i juz practically rotted at home.. can u believe it? i was at home the whole day but i din touch my PS2!!! wahhaha.. anyway, i am so sick of my PS2.. no game to play liaoz becoz i have already completed the 'WU Empire' for Dynasty Warriors 4.. i played using Sun Shang Xiang.. oh well.. i used cheat for the last two rounds.. becoz i died 3 times before using the cheats.. wahhahahaha..

Talking about cheat.. the stupid cheat caused my character(Sun Shang Xiang) to hav the MAX rank and 99999 as points... stupid.. i wanna train my character myself.. but now.. haizz.. suan le.. lol...

OK IM BACK version.2...

*listening to my jay chou's music

urrrghhhhh the previous entry did not appear... oh my... it took me 20mins to come up with dat bloggy.. i will rewrite it in this entry(damnit)...
ok.. had complains frm my 2 faithful fans who logs in to view my bloggy often(in fact, they are the oni ones who noes abt my bloggy among my frenz..hehe).. oki, im back. let me give an update of my one month history~ i will write highlights.

Went to visit my poor granny who is living by herself now.. man.. i feel so bad becoz i oni went there once!! urrghh.. i promise i will make an effort to visit her this week. on thurs. and stay overnight. coz the nxt dae i will be meeting sum secondary sch mates for dinner at bedok blk 85 market! YUM~

I also joined the 'near to senior citizens' grp to Kusu Island to bai bai Tua Peh Gong. They consist of my mum, her two sisters(my aunts la, duh), and one of my aunt's husband. Woke up at arnd 7.30am. had to pack my bag for clothings for 3 days. NOT STAYIN on Kusu Island la haiyo.. hahha i will b stayin in my cousins' place. And we set off at 9am. Stayed there for a couple of hours, and den i sneaked off to PS to give my dear seanie a surprise. He was workin there n i nv visited him until dat dae without tellin him. I very sweet right? so dun keep sayin i ill treat him huh.. hahhaha.. Oh my he was so surprised when he saw me.. so i toked to him for a while, bought some disposable undies for use at stayin over in my cousins' place. den i ran off to the monsters' den...

At tanjong pagar.. yeah yeah.. e-nynn(4 yrs) and e-shane(1 3/4 yr).. oh well their parents went to malaysia for a meeting from last wednesday mornin til saturday afternoon. So, their usual decision. To ask me to go babysit they kids(or monsters? urrrghhhh!!).. i reached there arnd 4pm.. the kiddos were havin their afternoon nap.. i was tokin to auntie mari.. she cried.. becoz my uncle n aunt scold her again. i was very angry with them.. so i raised my voice abit.. after 10 mins, e-nynn walked out frm her room angrily and said i was too noisy dat she woke up. -__-
And from there, the REAL adventure started(or rather, 'tales from the battle field' started)...

Here are some highlights from wad had happened during this stay:
1) E-Nynn could nt stop asking 'WEI SHEN ME?'(why?); this nearly drove me nuts while we were watchin tv.. simply too distracting!!!

2)E-Nynn could nt stop callin me; she keep callin "JIE!!"(sister in chi).. when i do a small action, she calls. When i go toilet to pee, she noes, and calls. When i bath, she noes, and calls. When i do anything, or not do anything, she noes, and calls.

3)E-Nynn keep sayin sometin i hate when me n auntie mari disallow her to do sumtin; things lik cannot climb high high and must eat faster!! she will say "But MY daddy say..." or "But MY mummy say...". I cant stand it.. her parents are so haywired also, so i hate it when she mentions these two sentences. Since her parents entrusted their kids' well being to me, i shall do my job.. MY WAY. So i answered her. "YOUR DADDY MUMMY ARE NT ARND, U WILL LISTEN TO WAD I SAY". and she asked her fav question. WHY... ururrrggghhhh

4)E-shane pees too much; we tried to toilet train her(not lettin her wear pampers for a couple of hours). Asked her "what muz u say when u wan to shee shee?". She answered "shhhhhhh". So we tot everything was fool proof.. BUT but... she peed in her pants.. quietly, silently, actionless and without us noticing in her small little corner.. she screamed to catch our attention.. haiz.. i had to mop her urine while auntie mari has to change e-shane's pants. SO then again, we asked her the sacred question. She answered correctly again. BUTT BUTT BUTT(5 mins later).. oops she did it again.. Damn. we den decided to let her wear pampers.

5)E-Shane is a bad tempered little girl; look at her age. does she look like a girl or baby who will throw her temper or hav terrible mood swings? and worse, becomez violent while throwin temper or mood swings. Yes she is likdat. When she gets angry when her sister bullys her or when we refuse to let her play with some toys when she insists to(not suitable for her age, or dangerous things), she blows up. Fold her arms and gives this face :( ... and she will pick up things to throw on the floor when she sees one.. or pull off her pants(as if she wants to go on riot against government). Mind u, this happens quite a number of times perday. -_-` . dun ask me "so how?".. becoz auntie mari, me n e-nynn also din noe wad to do. e-nynn just laughed and laughed at e-shane. auntie mari juz walked off and say "I dun wan chew e-shane anymore". i juz sat there on the sofa with an astonished face.

HEADACHE AR... i slept for 15 whole hours the night i went home.