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Sunday, October 03, 2004

Life is a BIG mess...

had yet another big fight with seanie. i asked for a breakup finally. But he would nt oblige. I feel very tied up but cant bear to leave too.. contradicting.. but we haven met up since. dun feel lik seeing him.. we have no common topics anymore. I feel very upset and stubbon, refuse to face him. Thingz juz screwed up everytime my ma starts to accept my bf.. it happened so to me n Deneng. My ma juz learnt to accept him and we juz broke off..

Wonder if it will happen to me and seanie too.. had to accept the fact.. but i see no future wit seanie anymore. hope this last chance can turn out ok. otherwise...