My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.

OK I AM BACK...

Oops...

i was too busy that i forgot to blog for yest.. tot of wad happened the day ago.. Andy came over to my house at night. Coz he had nights off but din noe where to go.. he asked me out.. but i juz reached home.. and since his camp was juz sumwhere near my place, so i invited him to come over. He changed alot.. very quiet now.. we played Dynasty Warriors 4 together. heh.. it was more fun playin with my bro.. coz me n my bro had more "mo qi" together.. lol..

Well.. i told seanie abt it.. and now.. he keep buggin me abt when can he cum up to my house to play PS2 with me.. LOL... somehow.. i have gt mixed feelingz.. i lik seanie.. i mean of coz i lik him becoz he is my bf.. but sumhow.. i kinda like andy also.. hmmm... andy is smsin me now anyway.. i feel very comfortable tokin to him becoz i found the conversation more enrichin den tokin to seanie..

Anywayz.. we shall see.. i dropped hints to seanie dat i dun tink dat we can last til marriage.. hes a wonderful guy.. but.. haiz.. he told me on msn a few nights ago.. "i wan u back in my life".. i was touched.. but.. it only lasted for a few seconds.. well.. could be becoz of the bickeringz we had the past month.. he din help me much abt my mood swingz.. he feels lousy so do i.. somehow.. i dun feel dat we compliment each other as much as the past.. thingz hav changed.. we have changed.. and thingz are gettin out of hand now, its beyond our control. he feels it too.. dats y i answered him "i tink we need time to chill.. i dun wanna discuss this"... cruel.. well dats me! ; )

YEAhhHHHHhh.. finally.. the great countDown... YEAH BABY YEAHHHHHHH~~~

for yesterday:
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Countdown to End of SIP : 2 (Alright Baby!!!)


for today:
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Countdown to End of SIP : 1 (OH MY BABY'S COMING!!!)

News...

My second aunt went to her gynae yesterdae. She has a daughter! shockin becoz everyone tot that she was having a baby boy.. oh well.. more females in my batch! LOL..
Females count : Me, E-Nynn, E-Shane, Baby girl.
Males count : My bro, Weisoon, Weiwei.

Yeah.. Females won!!

I will be going over to ah ger's granny's place tonight with seanie. they invited us over to celebrate her new born cousin's one month birth! excited.. saw the pic of the baby.. Awwwww so cute nehhhh... hmmmm... will 'they' give me a chance to get married and start a family first if 'that' would realli happen? hmmm...

Anywayz... im hungry... lack of slp coz i was burnin vcds for the temple last night.. I couldnt play it becoz i actuali forgot to plug in the wires!!! uurrrggghhhh.. silly me... i told andy and seanie too becoz they were juz as puzzled to hear that the vcd couldnt work.
Wahahahhaa...

Cheers to the Females~

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Countdown to End of SIP : 3 (Come come, baby come come!)

Im Stupid...

urrghhh.. i din plug in the wires no wonder when i play the vcd, nth comes out!!!!

Back for a Post...

hmmm its actuali lunchie time nw.. as usual, rebellious, nt willing to lunch with dat sickenin boss who suckz up to his boss.. hes lame.. super lame.. he should get a life man..

Anywayz.. nt lunchin todae.. need to loose weight.. cant wait to spend my time exercisin.. suddenli feel sporty lol.. weird huh.. im supposed to b an indoor person man..

I simply love this time of the dae in this office.. so quiet.. so peaceful.. cant hear anyone gossipin n tokin except the sound of the office aunty vacummin the floor and sounds of the lappies and comps.. oh well.. The Great Countdown Starts this Week!! WOOOO HOOOO!! I'm Lovin' it!

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Countdown to End of SIP : 4 (yeah yeah baby yeah!)

Life is a BIG mess...

had yet another big fight with seanie. i asked for a breakup finally. But he would nt oblige. I feel very tied up but cant bear to leave too.. contradicting.. but we haven met up since. dun feel lik seeing him.. we have no common topics anymore. I feel very upset and stubbon, refuse to face him. Thingz juz screwed up everytime my ma starts to accept my bf.. it happened so to me n Deneng. My ma juz learnt to accept him and we juz broke off..

Wonder if it will happen to me and seanie too.. had to accept the fact.. but i see no future wit seanie anymore. hope this last chance can turn out ok. otherwise...

Dynasty Warriors 4...

oh ya.. was rather fed up with this stupid game.. lost to the stupid LU BU twice.. but he damn powderful sial... uurrrghhh.. :'( ... this sunday.. im goin to get my brother to revenge for me. ask him how to fight dat stupid donkey..
Im already at level 4 of my power.. mayb i train until Level 10 den go fight dat donkey ass. Make sure he die awfully... coz im fed up.. urrghhh..

Its quite a nice game.. yumm good when u r stressed.. coz its a war gammie.. u do nth, juz kill n kill them. kill the ass out of them. Yummiee lolli.. when r u 2 free to cum my house play. I promise no Lizzy before 11pm.. LOL...

YES! ...

One week down, final week to go.

I have been waiting and waiting for the end of this SIP.. wow.. cool..
im more excited about endin this SIP den anything else now. 5 more working days. Im all ready for the big count down!!

*_*V

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Accumulated Days of Not Loosing Temper:3
Countdown to End of SIP : 5