My feelings, secrets, unknown past and forgotten memories.
Friday, September 24, 2004
Last night...
I met up with seanie.. again.. he pissed me.. i tink i am havin very bad mood swings lately.. so we had a tok near my house.. i tink i cried more den tokin. but i couldnt help it.. so embarrassing.. ppl walking pass kept staring at us.. anyway.. I told him how i felt and wadever shit i was stressed with.. of coz i told him abt bahbu head.. and my programming incident.. although he did not answer or tok much.. i felt better after tokin.. i oni needed sumone to sit beside me and listen to my sorrows..
When i went back home..
I realised that my brother bought PS2.. hmmm i m nt very keen with all these.. seriously, i would rather he used the money to help out in my ah ma's medical and hospital bills.. but i may play when i feel lik venting my anger.. mayb i should do that instead of havin mood swings..
Wonder how some of my frenz are doin.. i feel so bad coz i haven been contactin them for quite a long time.. reali hav to find some chances to catch up with them..