My Secret Diary

Extremely Displeased...

2009-05-31T18:42:00.003+08:00

I am so blllooooddddy irritated with my grandma today. In fact, the whole family is pissed with her selfishness and social irresponsibility.

She was down with flu and cough since more than one week ago, she refused to see a doctor and refused to let us bring her to a doctor.

What the heck is wrong with her!! She is acting childish and irresponsible over this. She doesn't have a fever, but she is so weak and feeling feverish. She fell down just half an hour ago, dad was sleeping. What would have happened if I was not in the living room. Rushed over and helped her get up.

She had never been so weak over cough and flu. Her cough is bad lor. Despite of us repeating it over and over again, she refuses to use a separate utensil when she picks food during meals, refuses to cover her mouth when she coughs.

What is she?? My dad was so angry with her that he screamed at her in the end when she told us to leave her alone.

You know what? You people who have never lived with an oldie your whole life is so fortunate ok?

When my grandparents fall sick, the ones who live with them get blamed from those who do not stay with them. For example, my aunts who are married off already.

1) It's not our fault that they are sick for so long, just look at how irresponsible and stubborn they are. And I always catch the bug from them and spreads to my parents. And then, the whole family falls sick. It is already the umpteenth already!!!!

2) We are not wrong to persuade her to see a doctor. We tried our best to get her well. The fact is that she refuses this option strongly. Totally irresponsible and never cares about the rest of us who stayed with her for the past decades. What is she?? What are we to her??? She likes to see us fall sick she said, and she will get well once we all catch the bug. Can you believe it??? What a devil lorrrr!!!! EVIL.

3) Living under the same roof and having such episodes replaying over and over again once every few months is suffocating me. I know it is extremely hard on my Mum cause she is the daughter-in-law. My grandma always think of her as the 'outsider' in her heart. I knew it from long ago. I think my mum doesnt deserve such a treatment. She always get reprimanded indirectly when something happens to the oldies (when they are the ones who behave this way at home).

4) The oldies always do things their way depending on their likes. Hey come on, there are 6 of us in the house. They are not alone. They need to learn to care more about how we think and feel.

Anyway, I am just too pissed and irritated.

Selfish people. Begone.

S-L-A-C-Kin' Good Time...

2009-05-28T17:58:00.002+08:00

Finally back to work after three damned days of swelling!! Yahoooo!!

Boss is not around... Renny is slacking...

Will be gg to have dinner with the funny and cool cliques from office later!! New York New York... My yummy yummy ribs pasta!! OMGGGgggGgggg I am so hungry now can? Its only 6pm...

Dear will be meeting up with us tooo... havent told him about the outing yet, anywayz he will surely shake his head and say Piggy Poh is always random as usual. lol...

Tml will be meeting YUM!!! YEAHHHHH MY YUM!!!!!! Finally OK!!!!! Omg omg I am excited... I think I will grow fat until I die... Too much good food.

Saturday will be outing day with SIM Hippies!! Yeah Yeah!! Havent seen Pinky for sooOOOoOOoo LooOooOoOoongggg... Wack wack wack wack!!!

But I must really do housework this week le la... Didn't help out much last week.. So I must complete sweeping, mopping (the house) and scrubbing (my toilet... when will anyone help me with it??? =_= ).

I miss hiking a lot... It is really very fun and enriching.. Told Jas during lunch today that I wanna go with her after my lip heals! Yay!! I am now fearless with my Chapstick SPF30 Lip Balm. WooHOOooO!!!

Why is it not 6.30pm yet??? =_= I wanna go off alr....

Sweet & Sour Pork... My Favourite...

2009-05-26T20:28:00.002+08:00

Porky Poh was so sweet... he went to buy the Chapstick SPF30 lip balm and Bonjela cream for me last night and brought over and visited me just now...

But Sour Pork teased me.. He said my swollen upper lip made me look like Daffy Duck... My Mum and I laughed after that.. so mean lehhhh...

Anyway, the SPF30 lip balm came at the right time.. I am going to protect my lips well from now... Never do I want to go through this hellish experience again. It's really depressing and made my self-esteem so low that I nearly cried when I looked into the mirror this morning...

Dear was also very nice to do extra research on cold sore to further understand what I am going through...

So, no kissing for the next 1 week because I don't want to spread it to him. My mum doesn't dare to come near to me when she talks to me leh... so mean lor... But she did it in a jokingly manner lah... I mean I also maintained a distance to my family members when I talk to them.

There is improvement now. The blisters look like they haven sunken down, but the swell is still bad. Yay! Yay! Maybe the medicine did work! The morning could be bad because I was without oral medication the whole of last night. I plan to take the oral medication every 5 hours tonight. Gonna set alarms to get up and take the medicine.

Alrighto!! Dear cheered me up so much!! I feel a lot better now! =D

Bad... really bad... today is only the 2nd day of the cold sore attack!!!! =((((((((

2009-05-26T08:09:00.005+08:00

the cold sore today is very bad... this is traced out from the orginal pic i took this morning... I know this is gonna be worse tomorrow lor... The cluster of blisters... urrgrhhhh!!!

the blisters spread out to the skin above my upper left lip... the swell is huge. I mean, I wore shades when I had stye... but how am I going to cover my mouth?? It's so painful that I can't even wear a mask. I can't eat. I can only drink using a straw now...

I am so frustrated and sad lor.. what the hell is wrong with me man... right, swell all you want. Stupid blisters grow and spread all you want. I can't step out of the house because I look like a freako and I can't do anything to reduce the swell. Rach is right. The medicine didn't help at all lor (by the way, the consultation and medicines cost me a good freakin' $70).

What the fuck is wrong with this virus?? The articles said first timers will experience an unimaginable attack from this virus. The spread to my skin is crazy!! What am I gonna do? I can't even talk properly now.. =((((((

NooOooOoOOoOoo!!!!!!

2009-05-25T12:01:00.003+08:00

No No No No NO NO nO NOOOooOooo!!!

I have got cold sore!!!!! NooOOooOOoo!!!

I have heard about it from Rachel quite some time ago..

FACTS ABOUT COLD SORE (click on it)

Damn.. woke up this morning feeling "itchy" on my upper left lip... scratched it a little... looked into the mirror and saw some hideous looking tiny tiny 'blisters'!! URGHHHhh... My recent scare on the stye eye made me panicked like mad when I saw those stuffs on my lip.. Chiong-ed down to see a doctor immediately...

I thought that it was just some infection I got from the bad air when I went hiking on Friday and visiting the Zoo on Saturday... Urghhh.. Seriously, the doctor gave me such a bad and disappointing news ok... the blisters spread really fast... Luckily I went to see a doctor immediately...

I am aware that the virus will stay in me forever... and there is no cure for it.. I am being extremely hopeful that the medications can help hasten the treatment of this cold sore outbreak on my lip... WTF man... Renny cannot be more sway than this ba...

Well, I was still in the midst of admiring how wonderfully I had spent my weekend. Hiking and Zoo trip.. Those were better than shopping and slacking... I felt recharged and wonderful after tonnes of walking and lots of sweating...

And now... cold sore... Wah LAOO!!! Turned off lehhhh... Doc told me to get lip balm with high SPF if I want to continue activities under the sun with uber harmful UV Rays so as to prevent cold sore beakouts again... Yea.. going to get them tonight... forgot to get them on my way back from doc coz I was rushing back to take the medi...

Anywayz... I am wondering how I am going to survive at work tomorrow?!?! The Acyclovir cream is white, not transparent leh!!! urrghh!!!! OMGGGGGGG...

Boooo Hoooo HOOOoo.. I can't imagine how it worsens over the next few days... HideouSSSS COmpletely HIDEOUSSSSsss...

Zooo!!! With Baby Charlize!!!

2009-05-23T08:41:00.001+08:00

I had so much fun!! yeah!!

Baby Charlize really is playful.. hahaz.. I bet she had more fun playing with us than looking at the animals!

Check this out at Baby Charlize's Blog! =D

Happy Times... last weekend!!

2009-05-22T22:04:00.005+08:00

His T-Shirt wrote "Mr Asshole", and he is mine. So, is he My Asshole? LOLX...

Went hiking with Mr Porky Poh last Friday... He took off-in-lieu to spend the day with me! I also kinda took off from office (working temp at Stacy's firm now)...

We decided to 'mini-hike' from Mount Faber, to Henderson's Wave and complete the zig-zagged Forest Walk.

Dear was happy that day. He told me he had fun. So did I. And I am happy because he felt that it was really fun hiking with me. keke.. Well, we did it!! We should do it again soon after my irritating cold sore heals!!

Okay, it was an achievement for me lah... it was nothing new to Dear coz he had done it before with his colleagues already... But it was so fun! My first time on a hike with Dear had laughters all the way.. I played and repeated Fish Leong's 'Qing Ge' over and over again (that almost drove Porky Poink crazy.. but the song is really so nice lah!!), we played 'Human Patapon' along the way, I kept telling super random 'cold jokes', and we made friends with two 'forest lizards' ...

Dear and I realized that I am only terrified of house lizards! I mean, I was kinda excited to see the forest lizards.. they are red, shiny, kinda fat and uber elegant looking... I went very near to the lizard, which I would never do the same if I see a disgusting house lizard, and said hello to it. Dear was laughing and surprised. But I did not dare to touch it of course... I couldn't take the pic coz the cam on my phone is not powerful enough.. but this lizard is commonly seen on forest grounds.

The Henderson Wave Bridge was so nice and cooling!! We took a pretty long rest in one of the shaded areas. By then, I was already lacking the stamina to carry on... even though the sun was scorching, the strong cooling wind and scenery we enjoyed made me feel that all the walking, sweating and persevering were totally worthwhile. =)

After the looong zig-zagged walk down to Alexander, we took a short and AIR CONDITIONED bus ride to VIVO.. Damn.. I have never felt that air-con was such a luxury until that day! I was all red and Dear was chao-tah by the end of the day... we were thankful for being able to live in an environment where air-con is easily available...

I mean, think about those poor children and folks in Africa, or the less privileged... No food, water is scarce, no electricity... We are indeed a bunch of fortunate people who are living in such an environment whereby everything is considered as a luxury to them, and yet sometimes, we take such 'luxuries' for granted with not a single sense of appreciation to what was given to us.

This reminds me of something. There was a mission to help out the Cambodians in office last week. The company intended to send donated stuffs like food and basic necessities over. I was thinking about how bad their conditions were... They would surely need food and useful things rather than cash. Putting myself into their shoes, cash is definitely not something that can give them immediate aids. Unless you are telling me that cash can be eaten, or are you expecting the unfortunate people with limbs blown away due to explosion from hidden land mines to take the cash and risk their lives this time round to buy food outside (are there any vendors around anyway?)?

Haiz.. We should be thankful that we are well and alive. Eating well, having roofs over our heads and complainting about how warm the weather is while turning the air-con on...

End of examinations!!

2009-05-04T23:39:00.002+08:00

I feel more tiring than when I was studying for the papers... its like overeating and vormiting it out, and then you overeat more and vormit even more..

Anywayz went to 85 to have dinner with my bro and dear. My bro was nice. He fetched me from school... lolx.. it was quite cool..

Gg to Er Jie's house tml. Yeahz!! Cutie is the only thing that can re-energize Renny totally!!

Remembered 2 weeks ago the adorable little Angela kept calling me Mummy... Lol.. she kept hugging and kissing my cheeks while calling me mummy.. So sweet leh!!! OMG shes like my precious little girlie now.. You know, she has this natural ability to make people adore and sayang her.. keke... Little Megan also came 2 weeks ago.. She is Angela's cousin from my uncle-in-law's side.. She is another princess.. awwww...

I guess children are just sooooo easy to get along.. Little Megan kept sticking to me too that day.. hahaz.. and that was the first time we spoke and played together!! I love children!!! But they are expensive to have in the future!! duhz...

Tried to take their photos bt the girls were just too shy... Awwww.. I must think of a way to make them take cutesy photos the next time round...

Baby E-Dern also came... He is too greedy and 'food-driven'... Hes in his own world!!! He doesn't react to you unless you have something for him to eat!!!! Mama gave him sugar coated preserved ginger to make him stop eating... guess wad... he loved those!! My mama and I hated that stuff coz its spicy and too gingery... Greedy boy.. I don't really adore him like how I adore Angela and Boyboy Baby Mark...

I miss Baby Charlize too!! Haven seen her for so longgg lehhhhh... keke.. I like how she laughs and says "eh!" ... lol... so cute leh her voice!! Just hope she eats more!!! So I can feed her nice nice food next time!!! =D

And Dear owes me a 30mins massage. Wahahaha...

Ultimate Heaty but YUMMY --- Skippy Chocolate Stripe Peanut Butter!!!

2009-05-04T09:53:00.004+08:00

This is the most amazing flavor!! But super heaty~!! I just ate this with my wholemeal bread! EXTRA "GAO" SPREAD!! Now I have the "warm" sensation in my throat..

But who cares? Today's finally my last paper.. *cross my fingers, I hope to pass it!!

Had been eating super healthy home cooked food for the past two weeks.. to avoid falling sick again during the examination period.. Dear promised to give me all the fatty and super heaty goodie foodie after 5pm today!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!! He said hes gonna feed me fat fat again.. but I told him I will TRY MY BEST to control my itchy mouth or my itchy stomach LOL!!!

I was such a klutz... Went to the wrong venue for my PNM paper.. LOL.. so paiseh leh.. I only realized it after a fellow student came to my seat and said I had occupied her seat. Wahaha!!
It was not in the grand hall lor... It was in a room.. pengz.. Luckily I managed to get there on time.

Gan Jiong Renny will always be gan jiong for exams man... shitty. Renny is so superstitious ok.. was telling Yum I avoided Black clothes and Black undies for all papers! I wore white tops for both papers previously. Nothing but white. The safest colour for good luck!! So will it be this way today.

Well final paper at 2pm! Wish me luck.

Take another 5 from revision for final paper!!

2009-05-02T18:59:00.004+08:00

Pippin hot!! Amber Guo.. Love this song!! Take 5 again!!

2009-05-01T17:17:00.002+08:00

Seriously...

2009-05-01T09:57:00.004+08:00

it took the lecturer 20 days to reply my email...

After ranting here last night, I recd an email at 11.51pm, just 9 minutes before Labour Day. Its a little creepy, could the lecturer have been reading this blog faithfully to be aware of my complaints?? LOL...

"

Dear Rena

Good evening. I am not sure if you have downloaded the solutions to the 2 PE papers, so I attach here again.

Also, please goto: www.analyz.biz and in "HIGHER EDUCATION" look for "Management Accounting"

and you may download some Q&A for reference.

Study hard.

Regards

Lim K S

"

Being hopeful, I went to click on the solution guides he attached.. I was disappointed!! Its still the "NO GUARANTEE" solutions!!!! WTF!!!! And it was not even indicated in this reply that the answers are not guaranteed to be correct!!

I found some calculation mistakes from the solutions last night.... @#$%@$%^!!!!!
How can it be called a guide at all?? Some questions were not even answered in the "guide" (what a 'fantabulous' guide right??) !!!

At least he gave me access to look at the Q&A guides which are not in the student portal at all...

Mind you I am only 2 days away from this paper. He replied a little too 'early' isn't it?

Good grief.. drop your intentions if you think you want to study at RMIT.

Back to muggin.

Bloody Pissed with RMIT's...

2009-04-30T21:56:00.004+08:00

"SUPER EFFICIENT"
"HIGHLY RESPONSIBLE"
"UBER CONCERNED OVER STUDENTS"

Lecturers... yeah... hell like real

Why in inverted commas? Read on...

Sent the lecturer an email and asked him for help. I basically did the practice exam questions which he advised me to attempt and sent it to him from as early as 10April. No replies, no acknowledgment, no pointers from him, no nothing. God knew if he read the mail.

I kinda expected this to happen because he is quite a rude lecturer. I have seen him speaking with a few students in rude tones. There was one time a student went forward to sign his attendance during break-time and the lecturer actually stared and asked him rudely, "WHAT?!"

And he flashes the whole class's results, ignoring privacy of students and dissemination of the results.

Now, sitting in my student portal,

"
Past Exams
This folder has solutions to the past exams provided in the tutorial materials (no guarantee they are correct).
"

WHAT THE HELL... its like as though he is not helping at all!! What does RMIT mean by no guarantee they are correct???
Could it mean that all answers are wrong?
And so, what is the point of posting it??

I mean, come on, we are just trying to compare and mark our own answers against the model... Shouldn't it be so that MODEL answers are being posted, so that we know what kind of mistakes we made for the practices????

I am so damn bloody pissed with RMIT... its so atrocious lah!!!

On top of that, SIM has got rude and irresponsible internal staffs who NEVER call back when they promised, but are simply fond to bug students at the wrong time for wrong things when they really shouldn't call.

I received a home call from SIM sometime last week. You cannot imagine how rude the staff was..

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Rude Staff: "Hi may I speak with Tan Seow Wee?"
(Did not add my salutation and my name was registered as Rena)

Me: "Yes, speaking. Who is this calling?"

Rude Staff: "Ohhh! You finally picked up the call!! We had been trying to contact you for sooo longgg!! When did you change your mobile number??"
(Did not say who he was or where he was calling from. What the fuck, he was speaking like we were friends since 10 years ago..)

Me: "Excuse me, if you didn't get what I said, I asked who and where are you calling from."

Rude Staff: "Oh I am Bryan(Ryan or whoever), from SIM.. We noticed that you still have not taken a photo for SIM student card (or something). How come you didn't inform us of the change of your mobile phone huh?"

Me: (puzzled)"Okay, I changed my mobile no. since last month using the student portal under student information update. Did your system not capture the information, or did you not check for the latest information before calling me?"

Rude Staff: "Oh.. is it? okay, let me take down your new number now... hang on ah..."

Me: "No, you should get my information from your system. I am 110% sure it was updated. Please check again. Anyway, I will go get the shoot done after exams.. I am in the midst of preparation for my papers."

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VORMIT BLOOD, SUCK MY ARSE... RMIT and SIM should just burn in hell...

Do not be deceived by their extravagant and generous spreads from media advertising... Just a bunch of nonsensical messages... Voted as best private institution, my foot... Is it just my luck or what?

Take 5 from Revision

2009-04-22T14:05:00.001+08:00

Moving to 4th day of Stye...

2009-04-17T11:07:00.009+08:00

The only stylish thing is that, I got to put on my large cool shades even though the clinic is in the market area with lots of Ah Peh and Ah Mas...

My eye got sooo teary and the pain and swell got worse.. the whole night of rest was just stinging pain and itch at the same time... Its like a night of unrest and crap...

This was how my eye looked like in the morning.. rushed to see a doctor immediately...
he said its quite bad and prescribed eye drop, painkillers and antibiotics...

I kinda hate the eye drops... I could taste the eyedrop after awhile.. I tell you it tastes like shit... worse then the nasal drops... damn...

But no choice la.. It has to go away soon.. coz its affecting my eyesight due to my constant teary stye eye, its blurry vision most of the time... and the swollen part kept touching my eyeball.. thats why I kept blinking... blur and blink, blink and blur, blink and more blur...

The nasty Porky Poh asked me to put on eye patch in the evening later for our dinner.. coz it would be weird to be wearing shades at night... He said I could be soo special.. Pirate Pig... Bad porky poh, you think its Halloween or cosplay???

-_- But I was laughing over the phone la.. it kinda cheered me up a little.. and forget the pain during that few seconds..

People, don't rub yr eyes too much.. wash yr hands often and DONT TOUCH YOUR EYES with bare hands... Otherwise, you might end up having eye infection like me... its damn sian one..

Renny's got Stye... not Style...

2009-04-16T23:11:00.004+08:00

Its painful and swollen... Yum said I must have peeped at someone who was bathing... LOL... Yumm.. its surely a myth.. officially busted by Renny...

My mum forced and tied a black thread around my right middle finger... Said that it will work.. You know la, the old Tan Family's Tale.. 100% not proven by science.. Trying hard to be a mongolian doctor. Lol..

And this is wad happened aft the black thread.. It got worse and more swollen.. I have to see a doctor tml.. Its hard to refrain from blinking every less den 10seconds and it hurts all the time. Especially aft i clean my eye..

Its already the third day.. I should just see a doc in case it doesn't heal by itself for the next few days.. I dun want it to develop into chalazion.. It wil be too scary for everyone..

How lucky can Renny get.. Flu, cough and now eye stye.. Haiz.. Kami-sama.. Whats next?

PATA PATA PATA PON!!!

2009-04-15T19:01:00.005+08:00

WAhaha!! This game is damn cute lah!!
Played this on Dear's PSP a few days ago... It was so crazy fun... The bus was noisy I had to stick my ear against the PSP to hear the rhythm...

Dear said it was very fun watching me play... it mus be cos I looked pretty retarded and slow at catching the beat on the noisy bus... LOL

SO KAWAII!!! I kept laughing and playing till the bus reached my house from AMK...

Quite surprised Andy asked me about the version.. lol he muz hav enjoyed the game too.. Oh i just asked Dear, he said its version 2, it was in english de... I will find out about the flying thing u mentioned ASAP... MuaahhHAhahah..

FEVER!!!!

Someone, Pls Cut My Nose Off...

2009-04-11T00:01:00.006+08:00

URRGHHHHhhhhh GAWD I am having such a bad flu!!

Caught it from my grandma who refused to take medications or see a doctor after having a cold for the past two weeks!!!

UrrghhHHhhh... !!!!

I am 16 days from my first paper.. urrrgGGHhhHHH!!!

Cut my nose off will you? Well at least breathing through my mouth cant be worse than having watery mucus rushing out of my nostrils uncontrollably ALL THE TIME!!

URRRGghhhHHHH!!!!!!!!!

My sweet little Angela and cutie bubbly Boyboy are coming to my house this Sunday!!!

URRRGRHHHHH!!!!!

So what now.. I feel super irritated because I won't be able and I will be banned from carrying cute Boyboy!!!!!!!!!!!!! Worst... I cant play with Angela unless I do that while keeping a 3meters distance probably?????

I dont want my sweet little darling cuties to fall sick because of me!!!!!!!!! BOO HOOO!!!!!!!! =(((((((

UUurrrGGHhHHHggHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate my nose, I hate the mucus, I hate the sneezing, I hate the nose block and I absolutely hate the tingly itchy feeling up in my nostrils!!!!!!!

ROOOAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woman refused to pay for postage claimed bad service offered...

2009-03-31T08:08:00.006+08:00

this kinda customer also have...

owed 5dollars postage and insists on having her parcel sent out to her... Blamed on the IT system and claimed that there was no postage amount on the electronically generated invoice to her email... We chked at our end lor.. nth was wrong.. she herself overlooked and still shouted at us on phone.. beat around the bush and said that our service is lousy...

WAH LAO PLS LA.. we smsed, called, emailed her nicely for the past ONE WEEK to give her gentle reminders on the outstanding payment. Not only did she ignored them, she accused us of not doing anything and denied receiving the msges..

HALO!! Its only 5 dollars odd la..

Asked her to check the order confirmation invoice sent to her so that she can check at her end.. she refused.

Asked her if she wanted a refund, she refused to reply msges.

Asked her to make outstanding payment, she refused and blabbers about our bad service.. and hung up on me before I could finish what I was saying. (WTF completely rude and childish behaviour.. we din even do anything to her)

She even threatened me on the phone saying that I have to be careful with what I say cause her friends were all sitting around to listen to that conversation, and that the conversation was being recorded down. She even gave her friends my mobile no. and called me asking me private information about the company and all.. how ridiculous is she..

On top of that, she was rude and sarcastic all the way.. calling my bro "Your Dear brother" and asking him to "put the parcel under his pillow and think about what service he is providing"...

Anyway...
1) Disclosing of my private mobile number to strangers without my permission. Not to 1 person, to 2 persons in fact. And spoke to me in threatening tones.

2) Recording of conversation without my consent.

3) Threatening me.

I think these 3 adds up to a sure-win law suit already.
Does she know anything about anything a not... She is so ridiculous.. even asked me for my age, saying I sounded very young.. She is older, so I should obey her requests and stuffs..

WTF again.. I was so pissed that I told her age does not equal to maturity, what has my age got to do with this issue and why should I disclose my private information to a complete stranger?

She got pissed off immediately and beat around the bush again when I mentioned about the outstanding 5dollars.. or if she preferred a refund...

This is only a simple issue.. she had to make such a big hoo-ha and create such a big issue out of it... So what if she is older den us? The things she did and said did not even justify that she is a mature adult who sure of what she is doing.

Her guy friend called and questioned me in a harsh and threatening tone about why can't we offer a refund to settle the issue.. I completely lost it and told him off

"Dear Sir, firstly I believe this issue is between our company and Ms XX, you should not be interfering with it as I do not want any mis-communications and create an even larger problem after this.

And yes, we offered her a refund TWO DAYS AGO. Your dear friend simply refused to respond. Since you have finally voiced out that she would like a refund, please do not delay at providing us her account no anymore because delaying further will not do either party good."

She tot that I would get intimidated by getting a guy to call me up. Eh fuck la.. I will not give in to threats ok? Anyway that useless friend backed off right away after I told him that and smsed me his dear friend's a/c no. I gave her the refund RIGHT AWAY...

Seriously, she told me she will get all her friends to write negative comments about the company in forums. I told her she is free to do that because she felt the anger and it is a fact. But we did nothing wrong to deserve her attitude on phone and her childish actions.

It is so obvious that she tried to "hiong" the 5dollars. We will see how the other readers will criticize her if she ever posts this incident..

Awwww how i missed blogging...

2009-03-24T14:05:00.002+08:00

about my lifeless life...

Not much events recently! Which means good news in Renny's point of view. Nothing really good, nothing really bad. All is good and well.

And of course, Angela did not come over last sunday... :( I miss her so much already.. my little cutie girlie sweetie bun. Im sure she missed me too.. LOL...

Baby Charlize was down with fever... Oh I hope she recovers completely from now!! So she can be the little Sunny Sunshine girl for everyone!! She is one Sunshine that can give me a nice nice tann.. lol.. shes so active.. As what I always tells Er Jie... Going there for a day can help me loose 1kg... lol.. But just seeing that little cheeky sunny girl's smile and laughter is worth every drop of my sweat.. =D

Hahaz.. I have been hearing from friends that I am Motherly.. LOL.. omg.. I tink i just love children so much!! I mean I like playing with them.. but if you ask me to look after them everyday... I tink I will be turned off.. lol.. Having too much responsibilities and considerations can really tire one out...

Sunday is coming soon... I hope Angela and Boyboy will come over!! Little Boyboy is soooooo cute!!!

Havent seen E-Dern for monthsssssss... I hope he and his two naughty, noisy, kaypoh and funny sisters are doing good too!!

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*When can I have a nice afternoon tann with my big shades after all that swimming in the cooling pool?*

I am so yearning for that... no worries and no disturbances for just 15minutes... Ahhhhh...

Adv Mktg Ca5...

2009-03-13T16:41:00.003+08:00

Aiyoyo!! Y is my closing stock negative for Nov 08???

Fed up fed up!!!

Gotta accompany dear later to collect his regalia for gradution ceremony this saturday... Omg I am so proud of him.. But I feel so useless at the same time.. I got retained for a year in RMIT and my grades are just uh so poor!! PLEASSSEEEEE let me get thru the final year!!! I need to graduate already!!!

Its kinda sad to hear people asking every year "How come you still haven graduate huh? Which year are you in now?"

I am not ashamed of the delay... Its just depressing to keep fighting the modules endlessly.. My future seems to get more and more blurred... Haizzzzz...

People supportive of me are looking forward and are sure that I will graduate... I am sure I will.

So please please please allow me to countdown to the day that I am able to touch and put on my very own regalia with tears of happiness and pride!!!!

*** Shut up la Renny... Start working your butt on that negative closing stock can? ***

Sing it!!! Yeah!!!

2009-03-13T09:17:00.007+08:00

沒有如果 Mei You Ru Guo - Fish Leong 梁靜茹

梁靜茹 - 沒有如果
Fish Leong - Mei You Ru Guo

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　
快牽起我的手

有人說　
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前　
你卻不知道我愛你

我常說　
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到　
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　
快牽起我的手

我常說　
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到　
不需要等到地球毀滅掉的那天
別怕太快樂　別怕失去我

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　
快牽起我的手

Da la da la~~

快牽起我的手

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
錯過就過你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那愛是不是有一點弱

如果我說　愛我沒有如果
真的愛我就放手一搏
還想什麼還怕什麼　
快牽起我的手

I'm going to the zoo, zoo, zoo...

2009-03-10T11:43:00.003+08:00

How about you-o-oo?
We're gonna see a monkey
At the zoo-o-oo!

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This song kept repeating in my head on 3rd Mar 09!! Yes!! My bday was spent at the ZOO!
It was so fun!! The weather was sooo cooling, cloudy and there were light drizzles now and then.. Totally like a typical wet rainforest!!

Dear and I were soo excited!! Hahaaz.. poor him had to carry a backpack with 1.5litres of water and snacks!

I was soooo like a primary school kid all the way! Dear was so helpless to see me behave like a child. hahaz..

Anyway the Zoo was sooooo quiet!! Not much tourists.. it was almost empty... We were able to look at the animals at any view we wanted without any "heads" blocking. It was so cool!! The animals could only see me and dear.. Wahahaz.. the experience was just so personalized lah...

I wanna go again!! Its so fun leh!! The white tigers are sooo pretty!! I love the Komodo Dragon!! I liked the ponies.. But they stink too much that I nearly puked.. Dear said I hurt the cute ponies' feelings so much...

Next time I muz ask Yum to go with me too! She corrected me that the white tigers are siblings when I told her that I could identify the males and females (big wife and small wife in chinese). LOL!!!! But most animals mate even though they are siblings right??? LOL...

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Yummie was so sweet too! she brought me to Tao's for our sumptuous 6 course Bday lunch on 4th Mar 09!! Nicey !! the food was great and the tea was so nice!!! OMGG I am fortunate!! Thank you Yum Yum!!
We had so much fun shopping after that.. bought a cute gold kitty necklace from topshop. =D even though I hate cats..

We muz meet up again this wed ok? Chinatown!!

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Thanks for all the birthday wishes from my dearest friends!! I miss you all so much too.. I hope I can meet up with all my friends this coming hols right after exams!!

Baby Charlize's 1st Birthday Celebration!!!

2009-03-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

I had fun! Shes soooooo cute lah!!! Aiyooooo I patted her to slp yesterday.. She must have been so tired.. She fell into deep sleep in less than 10minutes!! That was so unlike of her!! lol...

Dear and I had to figure a way out to put her on bed from my arms.. lol.. we were just too afraid of waking her up.

Anywayz! Her cutie aura made everyone so happy yesterday!!

Click on ME to be blessed by her cutie aura NOW!!

Dear just called...

2009-03-02T16:13:00.002+08:00

to reprimand me for being too excited about tml and overlooked the date today...

yes yes yes.. Happy Anniversary Naughty Porky! Its amazing coz we have been together and gone through ups and downs for 3yrs and 5mths already... But I still think there were more Ups than Downs...

He lost our couple ring sometime back while helping out at the market.. he was flustered and very upset.. Hahaz.. I like seeing him getting all annoyed over the loss of the ring. It showed how much he valued it.
We went to get new ones last week! Finally! =) Cant wait for him to put it on my finger!

Lol... Hmmm.. as usual.. I wanted tml to just be a quiet and normal day... Afterall, March is just a month of tests and project deadlines...

He sure made me anticipate much for tml!

And then on Wednesday, Yummie is gonna surprise me with a 6 course lunch!! Loooll omg.. this girl texted me that shes gonna come up with the most ultimate "grow fat together" plan.
Wahahaz.. skip the "fat" can? Loooll stop overeating lah.. And why am I the only one to put on weight? Its too unfair, Yum. =D

I Love Yum, I Love Dear.

Unhappy...

2009-02-23T23:55:00.005+08:00

when I am told that I would be making a scene when I lodge a complaint to the company or which ever retail shop that fails to deliver the expected service and goods.

I mean, I have the right to feedback and demand for a reasonable compensation for the 100% faulty item. Its not even near to making a fuss.

Demanding for reasonable compensation ==! Making a fuss

Renny is pissed now ==! PMS

Period.

AhhhHHhhh...

2009-02-21T22:46:00.004+08:00

CA 1 to 4 was handed in today finally!! Well, this marks the start of the final submission next month... -_- really gotta start next week... It was pretty rough and tough for the first submission...

Working on Bengawan Solo really is not as easy as it looks... -_- lotsa confusing elements to think about while I was writing the report... having little knowledge on the baking industry was quite frustrating... had to do alot of research and stuffs to get a clearer view of what I was supposed to do.

I was quite turned off by bread, cakes and nonya kuehs while I was doing researches... I mean just imagine, surfing the net and websites for more information and product categories on Bengawan, BreadTalk and Prima for more than 8 hours in a row is really no joke.

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Asked Dear something today as I kept experiencing pains for my old knee injury recently.

Renny: "Dear what will happen if I cannot walk anymore?" (anticipating for a sweet answer)

Him: "Of course buy wheelchair lah!"

Renny: "Huh?? Chey... I thought you will say something sweet like "I will carry you around"..."

Him: "Hmmm... actually hor.. wheelchair is very expensive leh.. If wheelchairs are too expensive by then, I carry you lor."

-_-

>_<

The next combo came while we were on the way to the platform at Paya Lebar MRT Station. He insisted on taking the lift up. So I told him

Renny: "Don't want lah! This is for people who are on wheelchairs or what leh!"

Him: "Aiya almost lah.. you can start getting used by taking this lift first. Haha!"

o_O

=_=

t_t

uRRggHHHhhh... Really speechless.

This cheeky boy gets on my nerves sometimes... but the conversations were in jokingly manner lah.. we laughed over it, but it was just a liiiiiiiiiiiiittle bit irritating and frustrating at the same time.

Stucked in school to Chiong Proj...

2009-02-12T17:25:00.002+08:00

CHIIOOOONNNGGGGGGG... like shit la...

My progress is damn slow lah!!!!! URGGHHHHHHH... Need to drink lotsa redbull tonight!!!

Meeting Dear later at Tiong BR.. My Vday pressie for him will be damn late lor... ordered a polo tee online from RL. Pamper Pamper Pamper...

After thinking over what happened two days ago, I guess I was too ridiculous throwing such a big fuss ba.. Anywayz.. Im glad we are both happy and back to normal...

Oh I also bought a super kawaii RL top for BabyCharlize!! Awwww... I can already picture how cute she will be in my Ai Xin RL top!! LOLLLL...

Why do I always get so estatic over cuties man?? I keep smiling and laughing when I browse through Boyboy and Angela's photos these few days... AIYOOOOOOOOOO I LOVE CUTIESSSS.... I hope they will come over again this Sunday... If not I will die ba... lol

Cuties Forever!!! Yum Seng!!!

MORE PHOTOS!!!

2009-02-10T22:55:00.007+08:00

Now you see why she is the only reason for me to smile on a boring-stay-in Sunday??

The Grumpy Side of Boyboy...

2009-02-10T22:33:00.008+08:00

Boyboy is sooooo cute.. he only laughs after he is being well fed. The pictures posted previously were right after his feed. I couldn't believe how moody he looked the moment he woke up!!

I continued snapping even though it seemed that I was the only one enjoying it.. lol...

Our little sunshine just woke up from his nap!! Awww... he looks so adorable even with this grumpy face!! Just look at his knotted brows! This reminds me of "GRUMPY" in "Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs".

This is boyboy before his feed... he looks sooo impatient... and moody... Boyboy's Mama... Hurry up and feed this hungry little Boyboy!!

Little Boyboy...

2009-02-09T01:17:00.006+08:00

This is Boyboy! He is Angela's baby brother!!

The pictures below were sooo hard to gather!! It took me so long to be able to capture these decent looking photos with his smiles and laughters!! Awwwww he is such a bubbly boy with a cheery mood most of the time!!

Notice that the sequence of the pics shows his degree of laugher in ascending order (from a simple smile to a hearty laugh, and then to uber excited laughter) !!

KAWAII!!!!

Angela's cheeky little mischief...

2009-02-09T00:58:00.006+08:00

Halo!!! Angela is back with more actions, more cutie aura, more adorable photos and MORE CHEEKY ACTIONS!!!!

What you are about to see is EXPLICIT!!! Beware of my shocking performance!!

Aiyo... Now I am so paiseh... But the Lion Dance is cute right? =P

Go Go Go!!!

2009-02-06T13:07:00.004+08:00

Have just completed all the questions in Topic 3 for MA... Its for the submission on next Friday...

I did it calmly and was able to answer the questions!! How I wished that I could perform like I was doing tutorials during the examination...

It would be best if I can erase the phobia for MA completely... ASAP...

I am so hell incompetent when it comes to numbers related modules.. They can never get registered into my brain no matter how many times I practice the questions. Its so frustrating because I am always shocked at the questions during exams.. And my mind never fails to go completely blank before I can even read the questions properly.. The nervousness always gets me. Damn...

I will be attempting Topic 4 at Dear's place on the coming Sunday... I left the Textbook that Brandon lent me (Thanks so much to Branchel!!!) with Dear. I will pass it. I will. As what Rach told me...

Forget whatever that I have learnt for MA. Start afresh.

http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking%2BNews/Singapore/Story/STIStory_334011.html

2009-02-05T20:23:00.004+08:00

Oh My Buddha, Allah, God and all the other gods...

Why can't humans be more wise?? Isn't it common sense to find out where every penny of your investment goes before you dump that lump sum in?? And where your returns are from?? How the returns are made?? Reliability and stability of the company?? Hello, Google the company's name??

It is quite obvious when someone internally tells you that you have to get other investors in order to earn more. You are practically earning someone else's hard earned money...
I have only two sentences to conclude this.

There are no free lunches in this world.
Stop dreaming, keep your butts moving.

Porky & Piggy Poh ...

2009-02-05T16:47:00.005+08:00

Renny is back to shortie shortie hairstyle again!! This pic was taken last Sunday, at porky's 3rd aunt's place. Naughty pork, just how can I make you SMILLLLEEEEE nicely infront of a camera ??!!??!!??!!??!!

We were having din din at block 85 market last night.. We had hearty laughs over his surname on top of the sumptuous meal.. There are really quite a number of bad names to go with his surname... I only remembered 3...

Siglap Poh = Si Kap Poh (Dead frog in Hokkien)

Giselle Poh = Di Siao Poh (Very annoying girl. I really liked this name though!)

Bao Bao Poh = Poh Poh Poh (Translated to Hokkien)

And a few other pretty vulgar names lah.. He came up with so many nonsensical names last night.. Well I guess he was starting to feel stressed over work yesterday. Laughing is always the best remedy to relieve stress.

Hope he can settle the urgent issue at work today! I was also telling him that he changed quite a bit from the first day I knew him.. for the better of course! That must be the reason why I feel happy and satisfied with my life most of the time.

I know I can always depend on him to be right in front of me at the most critical times of my life. I think I slack too much because I depend too much on him sometimes.. This kinda feeling.. Extremely secured and yet... I can't describe it.. But its definitely something worth feeling happy about and being ashamed of at times...

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I was telling Yum how much we haven't been meeting up. CRAZY LONG... and we did not get to go visiting at each others' place for CNY... so sad.. Okasan must be thinking of me as Yum's imaginary friend ba... OKASAN!! I AM ALIVE!!!!! ALIVE!!!!!!!!!

Yum, we need to meet up la. You better give me a date asap. Period.

Tee Gong's Bday!!

2009-02-02T22:39:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to Yu Huang Da Di!

Its 10.40pm now and my family is almost done preparing for the prayers... Hmmm.. I wonder if this tradition will be carried on by the next generation? I think this is a tradition carried out by Hokkiens only.. Yay!! Hokkien people are so cool!! lolx!!

Cheers to all the Hokkiens!!!

Let me jot down the offerings here so that I can refer to them in the future. Our family prays vege offerings at home. It is also needed to paste "Fu" or "Huat" stickers onto the offerings.

1) The paper "Yu Huang Shang Di" Palace

2) A pair of bamboos ( must tie the yellow strips of incense to the bamboos)

3) 6 bowls of sweets
3.1) Rock Sugar x 2 bowls ( wonder if I can substitute 1 of it with yummy chocolates?)
3.2) Candies
3.3) Dried Longans
3.4 ) Ji Bing
3.5) Dried Red Dates

4) 6 bowls of "Cai Wa" ( Mama said its like vege dishes that can be cooked )
4.1) Dried Mushrooms
4.2) Fa Cai
4.3) Dried Tao Kee
4.4) Black Fungus
4.5) Dried Sweet Tao Kee
4.6) Gim Zham ( a type of vege which we need to tie knots before offering/cooking it )

5) A plate of Ang Gu Kways (Mama bought 2 pcs x 3 designs )

6) A plate of Shou Tao

7) 5 plates of fruits (bananas, apples, pineapple, mandarin oranges and snow pears)

8) Shou Mian

9) Incense Papers, joysticks, a pair of red candles.. ( I think just tell the Gim Zhua Diam uncle what kinda prayer it is for)

10) Fresh Flowers

11) 3 cups of Rice Wine

12) 3 Cups of Chinese Tea

13) Huat Kway

14) Nian Gao

*** The table used to offer the offerings has to have red paper/cloth as a base, and the "Ba Xian" cloth thingy should face the house. Placement of everything should be by the window. ***

Prayers... I need to ask Papa again... Will jot down once I get the info!!

Before that, Studies Huat Huat!! Everyone's Health Huat Huat!! HUAT LAHHHH!!!

Fun @ Polyvore...

2009-01-31T22:16:00.008+08:00

Mr Porky was out the whole day visiting his boss and friends... Anywayz Porky juz called and said he would be home late.. keke.. its kinda nice to hear him "report strength" all the time on voluntary basis... =D

Bored Miss Piggy was just too bored and Yum's MIA after the phone call this afternoon...
so she went to polyvore finally... Yes Rach, its super fun! Lol!! Miss Piggy is so sorry for being so S-L-O-W... LOL...

Outta Shoppin' - by RennySeason on Polyvore.com

Work Hard - by RennySeason on Polyvore.com

Din Affair - by RennySeason on Polyvore.com

Power Up - by RennySeason on Polyvore.com

My Boy - by RennySeason on Polyvore.com

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Okay its only 11.50pm but I feel kinda tired already.. woke up reallllllllyyyy early to go pray at "Si Ma Lu" and "Gu Cai Ba Cheng Huang Miao"... Papa drove mama and I today.. it was pretty fun and nostalgic.. It brought back the memories when I was very young... and when Papa owned a lorry to ferry his workers many years ago.. Mama, Bro and I had to squeezzzeeeee into the lorry... But those were really happy times as Papa would drive us around to search for good food, shopping, movies, etc...

Well, Renny is still happy even though both ma and pa are just salary earners now. =) Happiness can be felt more often when Life is Simpler.

Alrightz, gotta go sleep now.. my day will be start rather early tomorrow as well... Gotta visit Porky Poh's Ah Ma for CNY, and then, head to his aunt's place right after that..

I know I sound selfish and evil... But I hope Angela and boyboy will not be coming to my house tml!! Whahaha!

Renny is still in CNY Mood!!!

2009-01-30T11:05:00.002+08:00

Its my year!! Its Yum's Year!! Its our year!! WOO HoooOO!!

I was so excited and busy helping out that I had forgotten to think about my resolutions for this NIU year!!

I wanna grad this year! I wanna go on a trip using my own money after I grad at end of this yr!

The zodiac fortune predictions for those born in the year of OX was not ideal. But whatever the omens portend, for better or worse, I am still the final master of my own fate. So..... CHIONGGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I will surely be able to Chiong my way out and obtain what I want!!!! Go Go GOOOO!!!!

I hope all my friends and loved ones will have a great yr ahead too!! Huat Huat Huat AhhhhHhhHH!!!

CNY - Tan Family!

2009-01-29T17:56:00.010+08:00

Silly Porky..

2009-01-29T12:00:00.002+08:00

Lol.. he made me laughed so hard last night.. wahhaahaz.. I didn't know that dear was that funny man... lol... oh my I can't describe it, coz he impersonated the recorded hotline tele options thingy and female philippino (customer service officer).. And the service was about 'how I would prefer to hang up the call'..

Omg I will remember it forever, the effect stayed till now.. I was laughing while brushing my teeth this morning as I recalled wad dear said over the phone last night.. LOLOLOL...

Dear You better not do it again soon, coz I dun wanna end up laughing while walking on the streets. LOL...

Crazy Cutie and Steamboaty Combos!!

2009-01-28T12:42:00.002+08:00

OMggg.. I lost count on the number of times I totally enjoyed steamboaties... With Yum, SIM Girlies and Dear over the past month...

My jelly fishie and super fresh oysters from coca... My pork belly, dumplings and special sauce from CJ... All dipped, boiled and cooked in the ultra delicious and killer soup bases... OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG...

The steamboaty for CNY Eve was ooooooooooo-ok... Im sorry mama, your soup base totally lost to coca and CJ.. haiz... But it was enjoyable too la.. I was compensated by the special CJ sauce I DIY-ed.. It was different la.. It would hit climax if I were eating with my dearest Yummie Yum. We would have totally wacked the steamboaty with countless amount of gossips and laughters..

I missed the steamboaty session organised by Pinky n Ping.. urrrghhh.. I was so suffocated and drowned by the heap of undone spring cleaning and housework last week...

CNY was great!! I was SOOOOOOOOOooooOOOooOOoo happppppyyyyyyy to seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sooooooOOOOOoOOOooOOOoo mannnnnyyyyyy cutiesssssssssssssssssss..... My e-nynn, e-shane, e-dern, angela, boy boy (baby mark), charlize and some little cuties from Dear's side..... I LOVE CUTIES!!! WANNAAAA SSQQQQUUUEEZZZEEEE THEMMMMM !!!!!!

I miss boy boy lehhhh... my dad selfishly carried boy boy all the time and did not allow anyone else to carry him... =( Boy boy is so cute lehhhh!!! He always smiles and laughs whenever anyone looks at and talks to him... Hahahaz... he resembles Angela totally!!!! Almost like Angela no.2 !!!!!!

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There is a guest at my house now... Mama's colleague.. 16yrs old.. he is blabbering away on how smart he is and praising himself non-stop on how smart he is... how good he is at applying strategies in life... -_- .... Hey boy, there is still a long way for you to go... Poor mama, she is clearly entertaining him.. LOL

Kevin BeautyMaker Q10 Liquid Foundation

2009-01-04T11:47:00.004+08:00

This foundation is really GreaT!!

I have nv used liquid foundation before! But this product really amazed me! Its really cheap and gd la!

The coverage was so good, so natural and sooooooooooooo bare!! You will feel like there is nothing on yr face! NO BREAKOUT!!

I am throwing away my ZA 2way cake... LOL...

IM LOVIN IT~!

CHECK IT OUT HERE --- Http://www.pichuya.com !!!

Quick update for the past 1 month...

2009-01-03T11:53:00.000+08:00

Ok, I faced a pretty big problem in life in december. No, I was not diagnosed with Cancer or whatsoever.

It was as usual, my studies.. I nearly gave up on pursuing this Degree due to lousy results.. Exams are really curses for me.. urghhhhhhhhh

Cried like mad, became moody like siao, and I nearly wanted to quit the program to work using my diploma as the highest qualification.

Ok, that was really silly. I will not give up. I promised Yum and Dear that I will graduate no matter how long it takes, unless I get expelled..

This is really a long battle and I will try my best. I am still so in love with marketing. And it is my dream to be able to work in the hardcore Marketing industry..

Renny is now Happy Renny again with all those thinking sorted out. Although I am still a little intimidated by Management Accounting, I swear that I will conquer it this sem. Renny's best effort may not be the best in other peoples' eyes, but she will seriously vormit out her best for the papers in the upcoming examination.

A big THANKS to all those who gave me support and courage throughout this period. I couldnt have been able to sort out my thinking if it wasnt for the SIM groupie, Yum and Dear. Dear was really patient with me and gave me endless support all these while. Thank you so so soo sooooo much. I love you all!!!

Of course, I managed to catch some fun with them after everything for studies were settled. =) I am so glad that things are this way today. I would have lost everything that I dreamt of if I chose to quit.

Freakin retarded idiotic kid...

2008-11-30T21:44:00.004+08:00

bullied Angela at preschool..

I am so mad at that irritating kid. My aunt nearly died of fright when she was told by the maid that there was something small and shiny in Angela's ear on Friday.. She was brought to a doctor to have the shiny tiny crystal-like things removed. Aunt said those were flat-back crystals, most likely from clothings..

My darling little angela was so frightened while aunt was talking about it. She walked over to me and hugged me. I took her to the kitchen and asked her softly who the culprit was. She told me the kid's name. I probed more and found out that this kid is older den her and bullies her all the time. Unfortunately, she was too frightened to tell me more details.

But my heart crumbled when she said softly, 'zeh zeh, you go school with me tomorrow?'

I was so at my limit when i heard that. That idiotic kid must be a big bully! How dare she. Shame on her and her parents. This is how 'well' they brought up their kid. I told my aunt immediately and asked her for opinions. She was shocked and will surely speak with the school teacher with the medical report tomorrow.

Angela is a very kind hearted and harmless little girl. I dote on her so much that i think i might specially request for an off day to bring her to school and warn
that kid and her parents.

I just hate to c frightful expressions on Angela's cute and angelic face.
I mean, look at the pics of her posted so far.. That kid should be sent home and locked up in a cold, dark and empty room..

life is really full of ups and downs...

2008-11-16T23:25:00.003+08:00

sometimes i really cant figure out who can be trusted.. And sometimes i just feel completely disappointed and betrayed by the one i trusted most..

Been thinkin about wat i overheard accidentally today.. I almost couldnt believe my ears.. Its crazy. This house turned into a dungeon right away.

I wonder many times my intentions were being twisted by her? I would love to pretend that i never overheard that conversation. Maybe soon.. Maybe i should just accept the fact and look forward to graduating.

I simply need to escape from this shit soon.

Im...

2008-11-15T12:38:00.018+08:00

so damn crazy over these songs now.. omg omg omg... Vampire Knight and Vampire Knight Guilty opening and ending.. Its so damn nice and high lah! I love VK & VKG!!!!

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Vampire Knight Opening
(Vampire Knight - Opening Theme)
(Song: “Futatsu no Kodou to Akai Tsumi” by ON/OFF)

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate

Mou nando mo akiramete wa oshikorosu tabi
Ikiba no nai kanjou ga me wo samashiteku
Kegare no nai sono hohoemi zankoku na koto
Tooi sonzai da to wakaru yo

Mienai kizu kokoro mushibamu dake na no ni
Yami no naka ni ima mo yadoru
Omoi wo osaekirenai

Akaku akaku akaku yurete
Yume no yume no hate e deatte shimatta
Unmei ga mawaridasu

Dare mo dare mo shiranai himitsu
Ochite ochite ochite
Mou modorenai

Tsumi wo kizande mo kitto

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Still Doll
(Vampire Knight - Ending Theme)
(Song: “Still doll” by Kanon Wakeshima)

Hi Miss Alice
Anata garasu no me de donna yume o
Mirareru no?
Mirareru no?

Mada atashi
Kokoro ga sakete nagareteru
Tsukurotta sukima ni sasaru
Kioku-tachi

still you do not answer
still you do not answer

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Vampire Knight Guilty = Rondo
(Vampire Knight Guilty - Opening Theme)
(Song: “Rondo” by ON/OFF)

Lyrics:
Shiroi bara no hanabira hitotsazutsa hirakeba
Ano hi no kioku irodzu miteiku
Hikaru toota doori you ni toki wa shizuka ni nagarete
Michi hikui de ni sou nagara hito wa umare kawaru

Anata no hohoemi wa mune wo tokasuru kumori
Ranko kagareta ano yume no yo
Shizuma yuuhi mi ima no kimi tararete mo
Futari no kage wa kasanatte iku

Hateshinaku to wo ku kagiri wa fukaku
Maji wa te unmei no you ni
Nando mo tsukande nandomo ushinatte
Yara to meguri ai tatoto

Sora ga chi wo motome hana ga ame wo machi
Yora ga ashita wo kon you ni
Futatsu no kokoro ga hitotsu datta koto
Kon nani momo to me te ta no

Shiroi bara no hanabira hitotsuzutsa chiru toki
Futari no ai wa eien ni aru.

English:
One by one, the white rose petals open
That day’s recollection is fully cast
Like a road crossed by light, time flows into silence
People who become lost on their short paths are born again.

Your smile dissolved the cloudiness in my heart.
How many pieces are woven like that dream?
Even if the setting sun is enough for you,
Our two fading shadows overlap.

Distance without and limitless depth,
It is truly like destiny in our hands
Grasping again and again; Losing again and again
And so by chance we meet.

The sky longs for blood while the flowers wait for rain.
The night makes tomorrow into tonight,
And that two hearts were one
Was this what you wished so hard for?

One by one, the white rose petals scatter over time.
Our love exists for all eternity.

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Suna No Oshiro
(Vampire Knight Guilty - Ending Theme)
(Song: “Suna No Oshiro” by Kanon Wakeshima)

Lyrics:
Sotto na kareru shiro ni kawaitaku na kato de
Hairo no watashi wa tada jitte kieteiku no

Need to die

Hoshi wo atsumete tsukuru suna no oshiro ni
Watashi no sasayaka na inori
Konorete ochiru sono ashi no oto wa machibusete nagidasu

Negai dareka ga…

English:
In the quietly withering castle
in a thirsty time of change
An ash colored me is just vanishing slowly

Need to die

Gather the stars and building a castle of sand
Where I utter a soft prayer
Ambushed by those footsteps falling into dust, flowing away

Please, someone…

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A Sweet Dream Has Not Ended Yet...

YEAHH!!! YAHOOOOOO!!!!

2008-11-09T12:05:00.002+08:00

Exams are over!!!!! COOOL!!!!

Gonna start working tml! OMG OMG OMG Im damn bloody excited!! YUM YUM!!!!!!!!! YEAHHH!!!! LOL..

This is so unexpected ok.. All along I thought I was gonna be going back to the previous company I worked.. But they were sooooo slow at confirming the date to start!! It so happened when Yum told me the company she's working at is hiring!! Its quite a distance! But I tink its better than sitting home throughout the hols again!! One time is more than enough.

And Im gonna meet up with the SIM groupies after work tml!! Awwww... Im gonna miss that whole lot of crazy fun hippies like mad when they grad lor... :(

No Angela today either.. :( what a way to start my first day of hols..

Will be gg to visit Porky Poh's ah ma later.. Hope she is feeling even better today!!

Lost sleep for the past few nights... Urrrghhhh... my eyes are tired... But my eye finally stopped twitching after two long weeks ok... that was crazy long.. and duper irritating..

I miss cuties as usual... OMGGGGGGG I feel like kidnapping the cuties!!! LOL... AHHH... Finally, I can brg shane and nynn out this dec!!! Afterall, working during hols means having more income!! And I REALLY want to buy something for Dear.. keke..
and of coz.... GD FOODIE WITH YUMMIE YUM!!!

Wonder how Rach's doing for her hol job hunt. Will have to drop her an sms later. Hope she gets a job soon!! Huat arhhhHHH!!!

F-Irritating Oldies.

2008-11-05T19:43:00.003+08:00

She really likes to make the whole family pissed off...

She went to dig the sewage and created a whole big mess in the toilet... to look for her 5mm earring stud which was washed beneath the sewage and buried under the great big Atlantic Ocean two days ago.... Already told her it cannot be found anymore!!!!

Now my room and toilet smells like dirty rat infested shitty sewage!!! The shit things she dug out are all black and disgusting. The residues stained my toilet tiles black. URRRRRRGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! My mum is so bloody pissed now too.. And my dad (gave up with the oldies since a loooong time ago) was shaking his head and tryin to control his blood pressure level...

And me??? MY BLOOD VESSELS ARE EXPLODING!!!! MY HEAD IS 100 degrees Celsius and SPINNING LIKE MAD!!!!!!!

WHY CANT THEY HELP US MORE??? By giving less troubles??? I have seriously tried my best to live in peace and tolerate their nonsense, childish and selfish behaviors for the longest time of my life. I feel so suffocated really. My mum n dad gave up already.. I am still hanging on..

My dad demanded me to wash the toilet right away. I know I have to lor. It was so stinky and dirty. I feel extremely stressed with my papers already.. Why must she always do this kinda stunt and add more workload to me..

Worst thing is, she was monitoring on how I washed the toilet. Standing there and commanding me to wash this corner that corner, blah blah.. I was so Fuckin Irritated that I just slammed the toilet door shut. Why should I put up with her selfish and atrocious behavior?? Just because she is 44years older den me??

I know I sound very very unfilial.. I can only say, you need to live with this kind of oldie EVERY SINGLE DAY in order to understand my sufferings and situation fully.

i think i will die ...

2008-11-05T00:36:00.009+08:00

of over - eating.. Lol kept feelin hungry and 'itchy mouth'.. Wats wrong with me man.. But i cant stop thinkin about steamboaty celebration with yum n dear after my last paper.

I m so lookin forward to 8th nov! No deadlines, no papers til 31st dec.. How luxurious can my life get? Aww..

Dear has started workin, he sounds pretty depressed so I wil cheer him up on saturday! Am planning to pamper him with the 'Renny's Deluxe Package - 40minutes, 150% Shiok Shoulders and Back Massage'. Lol wad a name. Anyway, he is truely blessed. Too bad, no 'special' Lol lol lol..

Hmmm.. Its really nice to see him start working.. I dun really care how much he earns, as long as he is happy with the job scope.. I understand his concerns.. But i just wan him to be happy, confident and sure of what he wants and does.

I miss the children so much. I will die of the 'deprivation from super cuties' disease very very soon if i dont get to even see them this weekend. Urgh.. I just cant be satisfied by lookin at their adorable pictures and videos anymore!! Must visit my dern dern, shane, nynn and charlize this hols! So tat i can be re-energized and inspired to fight the coming new semester!

Everyone, what are your dreams? What are you truely living for? I have also been asking myself these 2 questions.. Hmmm.. I wonder..

Irritating snores...

2008-11-02T23:04:00.005+08:00

its is hell more than irritating.

I am sleepy yet still wide awake because i keep hearing thunderous snores.

Yes Yum, u r right.

YUMMMIEEE YUM!!!!!!

2008-10-31T21:02:00.001+08:00

Im so damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damn damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn exciteddddd!!!!!

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!

I abandoned the job @ Nxgen!!! Im gonna start workin at MCYS with YUM from 10th Nov!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is so damn coooool!!! Although shes only gonna b working there on Mons and Fris... its still sucha bonus to me!!! My darling yum and I are gonna work tog in the same department!!!!!!!!!

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Angela... Back after 2 months!!

2008-10-26T19:53:00.004+08:00

My Angela!! She finally came over after 2 months~ Awww.. She is still feeling pretty awkward with her little brother around.. BUT, that doesnt stop her from spreading the ultimate CUTIE AURA into every corner of the housey!!

She brought so much fun and laughter to all of us today!! As usual, Zhiyong Kor Kor is Mao Mao... she always laugh and escape from his hairy hairy furry hands when he tries to get near her. LOL... She has grown taller, alot heavier and a little more cheeky!! keke... Awww.. this cute little girlie...

She started snapping away with much excitement using Dear's camera phone while I was busy snapping hers... AWWW... She just loves to follow Zeh Zeh!! What a darling cutie!!

I cant wait for next Sunday!!! Need to upload Baby Mark's photo soon!! Could not snap the baby cutie coz he was asleep most of the time despite the loud laughters from Angela and I... LOL.. Yeah!! Cutie RULEZ!!

To Porky Poh:

2008-10-22T14:23:00.004+08:00

Well done and Congrats, Porky Poh!! You will be starting work this coming Monday le!! I am so proud of you and your achievements!! I have to say, you are really a piece of lucky pork!!

We will be seeing and contacting each other less often too.. But its ok lah!! I can see our dream becoming reality soon!! You must Ganbatte ok? I will also work harder to grad n start earning money!! Big money Big money!! So that we can use our pig softies soon!! Woohooooo!!!

Mug Mug Mug Mug Mug Mug Mug Mug

2008-10-17T10:06:00.004+08:00

Managed to finish

2/3 of DC... Calculations.. Im bad at calculations. Luckily im more or less motivated as its sort of related to Pichuya and its current situation.

1/3 of SS... -_- report writing..........................................................................

3 chapts of MA... Bloody calculations again... Idiotic, brainless and screwed RMIT. I stil dun understand y we need this mod man... wait till I grad... will send in an enormous complaint about this..

4 chapts of PNM... MOOrreeee calculations and graphs...

Urghhhhh Im far frm graduation and I still hate exams... oh gawd screwed up. All the time. Bad ass results... SS time management report results was a great disappointment... Blood Sis and I hate Ajit and RMIT now...

Dear has graduated and managed to get into the 2nd round interview @ NCS... Hope he gets the job! He also passed his driving!

But what am I doing? haiz.. I feel so left behind lor... What is wrong with me.. Can I achieve more?? Im so hungry for success in the future, in the real cruel world.. So that no one can ever look down on me and for my family to live better lives...

Urrrghhhh grad grad grad.. this long battle.. will come to an end next yr. I promised myself. I want to grad on time. I want to NOT study for a while after grad. I want to see the world. And I will.

Jia you Jia you Jia you!!!!

3rd Anniversary - Special Edition I =D

2008-10-03T10:39:00.017+08:00

I was dying to find out what was hidden inside since the moment Baby presented it to me....
Pressie Pressie Pressie.... Here it goes!! =D

You don't know how much the softies meant to me when I saw them as the first layer.. I understood the meaning and how you felt while preparing the Anni pressie even without having you to express them in words...
Thank you Baby... Its really a kinder surprise as you said.. LOL
We will be able to use the darling adorable softies in the near future... kekeke...
I love you so so so much...

HAPPY 3rd ANNIVERSARY, PORKY POH!!!

2008-10-02T23:37:00.016+08:00

he just would not reveal where our anniversary dinner would be... I ended up making countless wrong guesses last night... This Naughty pork kept me in suspense till 2nd October 2008, 7.30pm...

I never expected him to choose that place!! It was truely a secret place!! our secret place... our secret romantic dinner... our secret anniversary celebration...

A plain looking 2 storey building sitted along middle road... My brain cells started dancing tango as I walked further into My Secret Garden.. The garden was so romantically decorated that it nearly took my breath away... romantic lightings, romantic jazz, romantic porky seated opposite me, romantic dinner...

I was so surprised when the waiter served the creamy lobster soup with a heart drawn on the surface of it ... and told me that it was Porky's love to me.. OMG OMG... So sweeeeeett.. What a delightful sweet surprise to start our dinner!

Appetizer was Portebello Mushroom.. OMG.. The taste was Superb!!

Our main courses were mind blowing!! He had Seafood Aglio Olio and I had Cilantro Chicken. I especially loved the mashed potatoes.. it had a special after taste that delighted my tastebuds. The taste was at its climax with both the chiken and mashed potatoes sent into my mouth at the same time... Wonderfully intelligent combination!! Perfecto!!

We moved to the outdoor sofa seat for dessert and wine.. It was more relaxed and I was able to sit beside my Porky on the comfy sofa in yet another dimension of romantic outdoor settings... I was superly impressed while inspecting areas around our sofa seat.. NO LIZARDS SPOTTED AT ALL!! WOW!! THUMBS UP!!!!! Dessert was served promptly with a lit candle on our triple choc cake and a romantic love song was played specially for us while we savoured the yummylicious dessert...

I am so in love with Porky all over again... The 3 anniversary gifts you made and bought specially for me will be kept and treasured forever.. Our porky-piggy softies.. kekeke.. so sweet!!!! Yes, they will come into good use as you had wished.. =)

Honey Porky.. Thank you so much for the night... You must have spent alot of effort planning and preparing for it.. I really appreciate your effort to make me the happiest piggy on 2nd Oct 2008... keke... Ioink Loink Ooink Voink Eoink Yoink Ooink Uoink!!!

Sleepy.. and tired...

2008-09-26T18:30:00.002+08:00

The funeral came to an end at 5pm... We are all tired and sleepy.. I wonder when will the next time where all relatives can gather again.. I certainly hope the next one will be on a happy occasion.

The hardest part for me today was seeing my "Gu Gu"s cried so hard and they were practically hugging the coffin while crying.. 1 of the Gugu kept telling her mum to rest in peace while the other Gugu asked her mother to bring her along... It was so upsetting..

It gave me more fears and anxiety of loosing my own immediate family.

=_=

2008-09-24T11:37:00.002+08:00

Sah Jim Bo passed away on monday...

Mama announced that everyone in the family should go help out coz shes our close relative.. Hmmm.. I would say that she is their close relative ba.. My brother and I went anywayz.. There were quite alot of visitors at the wake. And I have been folding "Gim Zuah" for the past 2 nights..

The funeral is done accordingly to taoism.. so preparations are much more complexed than a buddhism funeral.. Haven had time to do up Sales Strat.. I need to complete today by 4pm before heading to the wake..

I kinda enjoy the process of helping out though.. I get to talk to relatives that I seldom get to see and learn more about taoism funerals.. The elders there are really nice and humurous folks.. I mean, they rushed there to help out after a tiring day of work.. Plus this is the only thing I can do for Sah Jim Po now..

Even my Ah Gong went and will be going for the rest of the two nights.. Hes really nice la.. First time to see him concerned about Family thingys.. But of coz he still shoots his vulgarities all the time at the wake.. he even scolded for having so much leftovers of curry chicken.. I think his vulgarities are already part of his speech.

Ah ma is down with flu and was coughing the whole night.. -__- I could not sleep a wink.. Da Bao my blankie, pillow and bolster to my Mama's room and slept with my parents.. I think I caught the flu virus from her.. -_- .. Am having a bit of runny nose and sore throat.. She refused to see a doc.. Whats wrong with her man...

Sorry yum! I jus had to add this photo here..

2008-09-20T12:58:00.005+08:00

I

MISS

YOU

SO

MUCH!!

;D

Anyway, this is the first time that YUM's photo is being posted!!! LOL.. This entry is super classic ok? Not to disturb u la Yum.. Its just that I am always tempted to post our pic here whenever I start writing for my entries...

Finally, I am contented. MuahahahaZZ... You better be back from Jap soon and get my cravings going!!! I am friggin irritated for not receiving any SMS, calls, MSGs in MSN and Gossips from you. LOL...

HUGX HUGX!!!!!!

New Keychains For Us!!

2008-09-18T00:07:00.006+08:00

This is mine!! Baby Piglet... His baby Piguri =P

This is his!! Baby Pooh... My Baby Poku (POH-KU) =D

A Special Request By Poku!! =)

OMG!! Baby Charlize is an ANGEL!!

2008-09-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

lol.. so KAWAIII....

The 2 videos in her blog are sooooo CUTE!! SOOO CHEEKY!!!! SOOOOOO SOOOO SOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOO KAWAIII!!!!!

Shes so smart to be able to respond to her mummy at such a young age!!! Im so amazed again by this little star!!

Why?

2008-09-15T22:29:00.006+08:00

Sah Jim Po's days are numbered... According to the doctor, its either tonight or tomorrow...

I wonder... Why do humans claim that they want to give up on their lives and let go of everything even before their sickness worsens, but then, are persistently unwilling to let go at the brink of death?

She chose to give up the moment she was diagnosed with failing kidneys last month.. She is also a diabetic patient for the past few years..

No control over diet since last month... Refused to go for dialysis... Kept saying that she was waiting and was ready for death...

And now? She lies on the bed in ICU... Unwilling to go..

Sigh... I feel very upset and a little angry over this... Lots of question marks... But everything is too late now... I just hope and pray that she can go peacefully to the western paradise with Buddha. And I pray for my loved ones who are alive, to cherish the happy times spent together and always be thoughtful of their own lives..

We should learn to avoid regrets rather than feeling helpless and miserable for our regrets.

Ohm mani peh mi hum...

~ Happy Mooncake Festival ~

2008-09-14T17:58:00.024+08:00

Kinda miss the good old days when I was at a very young age...

vivid memories passed through my mind at this moment... Carrying paper lanterns.. and getting them burnt into ashes accidentally within 15minutes... Lighting candles with my brother and mum in the mini garden between the PAP and Block 46.

I remembered there was once when my brother and I bbq-ed a big, fat and alive lizard to death outside our house when we were still living in Block 47. And of course, there were times when we were scolded by passing by aunties for playing with fire.. they never failed to point at us and warn their own children to not do the same thing... lol..

Ahhhh... I havent seen children doing all those fun stuffs for lantern festival in the recent years... I can only see a handful of children carrying battery operated lanterns...

And arent we supposed to admire the full moon while enjoying the yummy mooncakes with slow sips of some warm and fragrant chinese tea?
What happened to our Chinese Heritage?

Maybe i should get my parents to do that next year..

Oh poor lonely Mr Moon..

The End Of...

2008-09-13T19:12:00.002+08:00

yet another day of scrubbing..

My saturdays are full of cleaning as usual.. But the funny thing is, i cleaned the toilet rather happily today.. Humming jay chou's song while scrubbing the toilet bowl and walls.. My my.. Perhaps, cleaning can be a method to help destress yourself?

Was talking to rachel yesterday.. We both realised that we have not been doing shopping for so damn long. I cant remember when was the last time I met up with yum and all to have a crazy fun time tog..

Mama was talking to me today about my future career and stuffs after complaining about the sales manager in the company shes working in.. Ma said she wants me to do something I really enjoy.. salary is not as importart for the start..
I wonder.. Sigh..

Anyway little baby Mark wil be celebrating his full month next sunday! Weee! My pretty little boy! Wonder how edern is doing.. Hope Baby Mark wil not be as hyper active as Edern.. YES! Ganbatte on the coming sunday for lotsa cute baby photos! And all my other cuties!

New Tagboard Up!

2008-09-13T14:33:00.001+08:00

oh my. Din realise there is a prob until i visited ping ping's blog. Lol!

The previous tagboard gave me so much problems! Couldnt post anything at all..

Problem solved! Start taggin away!

WARNING! CUTIE UNLEASHED!!

2008-09-11T23:21:00.006+08:00

do not, I mean, DO NOT click on this link unless u r fully prepared to be overwhelmed by a 120% cute cutie! Keke!

Cute little Baby charlize was spotted to run loose in blogspot a few days ago!!

Click HERE to find out more!!

Just A Thought...

2008-09-05T23:18:00.005+08:00

We always complaint about things around us...

How life could be better if we had this or that.. And what others can give you rather than offering what you have to make their lives better...

We should not live like gluttons.. Learn to give more than to take.
Not to take people around us for grunted... Especially those who are dear to us.

Life could then be a little more perfect for you and those around you.

YUMMIE YUMMIE YUM!!!!!!

2008-09-05T22:49:00.006+08:00

Where are you?

I havent seen you for decades lah... Urghh its so frustrating even though we are msn-ing right at this moment... LOL... Better arrange a day for our meetup ok? If not I will stop answering your calls and not reply you on msn.. LOL...

XLB!!! Our juicy, juicy, sweet and fragrant XLB!!!

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WeeeEE PEeee!! Am going to buy a pair of white shorts tml!! And head to IKEA Tampines with Dear!! Believe it or not, I have never been there since it started operations at Tampines. Super Suah Gu Zeng ok..

Ahhhh... Finally going somewhere other than SIM or sticking around at home like a sick "Lizard"... yucks.. mentioning this word simply gives me nothing but endless goosebumps.. Super

deprived of my dear cuties for the past 2 weeks!!!!!! MY ANGELAA!!!! ZEH ZEH IS GOING TO ITCH TO DEATH LAH!!!!! Oops, I sound like a pervert man.. lol.. Its juz dat this lovely cutie little cheeky darling girl is just toooooo adorable that I cannot live without seeing her smile for too long!!! Awwwwwwwww... and baby charlize too!!! She has surely forgotten me already!! BABY E-DERN is worse... He will probably think of me as a total stranger when he sees me next time...

MY CUTIESSSSSSSSS... ZEH ZEH MISS U ALL SO MUCH OK!!! SO MUCH SO THAT I WISHED YOU HAVE ALREADY LEARNT READING!! Come, come read this entry... LOL... MUAHZ MUAHZZZZZ!!!!

New Skin...

2008-09-04T20:46:00.005+08:00

Dats the way uh huh uh huh.. I like it.. uh huh uh huh... =D

Finally changed the skin after sooooo LONGGG... It all happened after Dear's ErJie asked me stuffs about blogspot and the blogskins... Somehow, it inspired me to change the skin.. Its time to do it, thinking about it is just not good enough...

Renny's Secret Diary has been through for almost 4 years!! Now, that is definitely something for me to be proud of!! And everyday of my life, I feel glad and happy to own this blog. Its not just a mere journal, but a place where I vent all my frustrations and record happy moments of my life.

Humans are forgetful. Okay, I am a very very forgetful person. I can even forget about what happened the day before. So it is a must for me to continue writing to prevent my memories from vanishing.

I have been finding myself reading through the archives unknowingly recently, with all the memories flowing through the back of my mind... I guess it was a good way to learn about the mistakes I made in the past, and never to have myself go through the same regrets in the past.

Hmmm..

03/09/08

2008-09-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

I hereby announce that 3rd September is BESTIES day for Renny & Yummie!!

It is a personal public holiday exclusively for the two of us!!

The heart-warming email was the most truthful validation of our friendship and how we value each other to be there all the time, counting on each other unconditionally.

I am really glad to have her around as much as she does.

CHEERS TO 3rd Sept!!!!

Cravings...

2008-09-03T21:13:00.006+08:00

My all time craving for lunch and dinner now..... AWWWWW... damn sinful la...

But I am totally in love with roasted duck rice recently. Just had it yesterday, the day before, last Friday and....

I'm such a chao kuan... I will keep stuffing whatever I crave for a period of time before I stop completely for a loooong time...

Well, I think the only way to stop this chao kuan habit is to see a psychiatrist.

AND!! I have not given up on the cupcake yet... soon... soon... after eating the delicious choco fudge cake which Dear Dear's gonna order for our 3rd Anni celebration!!

CHOCO... choCoooOOoo... MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE CHOCOOOOOOOOOOO...

Fat... Fatttttssss... FFFFAAATTTTTTTTTTTTT Foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...

Sudden urge...

2008-09-01T11:43:00.003+08:00

to ask Dear out for a game of pool. =D

We should do it again ya? It was so fun!! Just the two of us! Haha.. the next time I will surely take photos of us (nearly) trashing the pool table.. lol...

I miss my little Angela so much lehhhh... Can't visit her so often though, according to Mama.. My aunt needs to rest and blah... Awwwww... the little baby boy looks exactly like Angela when she was a baby!!! HONTO NI KAWAII!!!!! This also meant that this baby boy will look just like my cute little Angela when he grows up! I can't wait!!

Ermmm.. The fact is, I cant be sure of his name yet... His father merely decided on his own to call him "He Jing" in han yu pin yin... omg... like those chinese wu xia xiao shuo kinda... -_-''' .... He wants to call him MARK... ermmmmmm... Angela was repeating "ALAMAK ALAMAK hahahhaa" and slapping her forehead when she heard her dad's suggestion...

KAWAII.... and so mean la... lol....

Awwwwwww... She was sitting at the gate when Dear and I were puttin on our shoes to leave for home... She was looking at me with kawaii puppy eyes and asking me,

"Zeh Zeh... you come back tomorrow?"
And then she continued sitting there and keep on "bye-bye-ing" to us...

OMGGGGGG... I was soooooooooooooooooo gek sim ok? She must be so lonely now that all the attention is on her little brother... awwwwwww... This poor little girlie... I must go over this week no matter wad.

Planning for Zoo...

2008-08-31T16:40:00.008+08:00

outing with Dear...

Weird la.. he kept bugging me about wanting to go visit the Singapore Zoological Gardens with me... lol... His monkey friends are calling him too much on his mobile I think..

Been starting to feel more "adventures" and "freshness" during our dates recently... At least its more than just EATING. LOL...

Thumbs up to Dear for making the dates more interesting and keeping the sparks brighter than ever!

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So lethargic recently.. ever since the SS individual report submission... damn sian.. DC report is tough.. gotta work through the night.. so that I can do up my part for SS report tomorrow in school before the project meeting on Tuesday.

Urrrghhhhhhhhhhhhh...................................................

I wanna eat steamboat with Yummieee.
I miss cutie little Angela too.
I cant wait for this semester to end.

Last but not least... this looks FREAKIN' GOOD, doesn't it? :D~

sweet sweet sweet love...

2008-08-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

to be revealed on 021008.

I feel even more excited den ever as I countdown to this day! Renewed couple rings were bought 4 hours ago! :)

LOL Silly Dear Dear...

2008-08-26T22:41:00.002+08:00

OINK OINK POINK OINK OINKKKK~~~~ OINK POINK HOINK HOINK HOINK!!!!!!

This is a sutra / chant he invented to help me cure my knee. LOL Maddiee dear... must recite 3 times some more lor... LOL

Sleeeeeeeepppyyyyyy...

2008-08-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

like hell.. and its only 10pm now...

My right knee hurts when I climb up the stairs... urrghhhh stupid oldie injury... this knee should just burn in hell.

PMS sucks big time.

My eyes are closing soon.. better go do up my tutorials b4 I knock out totally.

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Two crazy days...

2008-08-22T08:19:00.004+08:00

in a row since the day before! Dinner with Stac, ping ping and ping er was jus full of brilliant madness and ultra enjoyment! It was a solid 5hours laugh, almost immediately after my sales strat report submission. Eh i realised we forgot to take picies la! Lol..

Nice din din at crystal jadie and fabulous fondue at hagen.. But i simply love the girls and laughters more than the foodie! We should do that again with all the others too!

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Was supposed to go cycling with Dear yest, but we decided to go ktv instead at chinatown. Cause its 7th month now, we thought we should avoid gg to east coast until next month.

I can only say, its stil crazy fun time even though theres only two of us. So much loud rock and screaming la. Again, i forgot to take pics.. U know, fun comes first before anything else during an outing.. Lol..

After nearly loosing our voices, we went for dinner at CHUAN JIANG HAO ZI. Great ma la steamboat! Abit costly though, almost 30 per person. Still, its worthy to be a Renny's Recommendation. Its within MEI SHI JIE Of chinatown.

The food there is so fresh! I m impressed by their fish slices, pork belly, pork liver and pork kidney! Yes, a great place for pork lovers.

According to the lady boss, the soup base was cooked with chicken, duck and some other ingredients. I could taste some chinese herbs in it. Thumbs up for the service from staff and the lady boss herself. Shes so nice and attentive. Its buffet style, and u are only needed to select the food u want on a piece of menu thingy. Food wil be served by their staff. Sit and relax. The aircon and ventilation made the ambience comfortable enough.

But still, there are things to take note.

1. Never never never go without tissues. They do not serve wet tissues at all.

2. No ice for drinks either.

3. Dont order sausages. Do not be deceived even though its written as 'pork leg sausage'. Lol. Its normal hotdogs lor.

Despite the cons, i will definitely go back for quality chinese steamboaty again!

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A big round up for the day with dear:

Seriously, I really feel that Dear is the best! He never fails to pamper me with super good food and brings me to places I wanna go. Even though he might have mentioned that I put on weight in the past, he still continued to bring me to good foodie and tells me that its alright!! MUAHZZ!! I love you so much and I uber duper love you for loving me the way I am!! Lol..

AH MA TERRORIZES AGAIN...

2008-08-21T09:33:00.002+08:00

My second aunt had just given birth to a healthy little baby boy on 19th August!!

Ah ma is really too much... this is already their second baby and she kept calling my uncle-in-law to terrorize and nag at him. She even told him to pay up with all the expenses involved for the delivery and money needed for confinement, what to buy at the market, what his parents should cook and do... asking him to take good care of her daughther.. blah muz sayang her and all...

I know my ah ma is worried about her daughther who had just given birth, but isn't it abit too much to probe so much about how they are gonna manage the money and all?? This is simply adding on unecessary stress to the couple who are gonna face lotsa stress taking care of a new born and a 3year old kid.

After hearing what my ah ma told uncle Robin, I told ah ma not to say anymore. Cause I could tell that uncle is really stressed lor.. Its like "WTF, I know what is best for my baby and wife."

Seriously, I don't know why my ah ma likes to poke her nose into their family's life.. I will definitely flare up with either my ah ma or quarrel with my wife over this unknowingly if I were in his shoes.

A Nice Saturday..

2008-08-16T15:17:00.002+08:00

for everyone.. But for me, is hell. Housework housework housework. Living room, bedrooms, kitchen. Sweep mop scrub wipe. ~.~

Good thing is, my dad isnt back yet. So i can relax when he comes back. I am almost done. Left with lotsa scrubbin in the toilet..

And tonight.. Burn midnight oil for sales strat proj.. 苦命 (in hokkien)！

Sinful Renny!!

2008-08-11T17:59:00.004+08:00

KYAAAA!!!!

Renny ate 2 cones of Cornetto Blackforest in 2 days!!!!! LOL all thanks to my Mum's kind encouragements...

Someone!! Tell me that I'm not gonna die of fatness!!!!

But its just too yummy!! Even though it tastes pretty creamy, but its a die-for to satisfy my cravings for icecream!!

I think Im somehow hooked to it. Should I stock up more in my fridge??? MADNESS!!!

Happy day!

2008-08-09T17:43:00.004+08:00

with yum! Happy happy birthday yummie!

Met up with yum to treat her to lunch! We went to Tian Jin Restaurant @ Bras Basah, level 2.

Goodie guo tie, sour n spicy noodles, beef noodles and the die die must order steamed buns (hua juan).

Yes, it is also a Ren&Yum's recommendation! Which means, DIE DIE ALSO MUST TRY! No need for pictures. U wil know how good it is when u walk in.. And eat, of course..

The taste uber justified the bill!! Dont go for xlb (xiao long bao) though. Its rubbish at Tian Jin. Lol.

We walked to bugis after the yummy meal to pray. Prayed for good health for the whole family! And prayed to Guan Yin Ma bor bi me for my current semester.
~_~'''

Anyway! Next hunt wil be to taste the best Xlb on fri!

Free Time Before Heading Out...

2008-08-08T16:04:00.017+08:00

to Dear's place... We are going to watch the Olympics opening together with his family later on!! =D His place is so homely. Family activities. =)

While enjoying the yummy VanHouten Choco coated Raisins and reading the IKEA 2009 catalogue.. I have to say that IKEA has really got the greatest ideas for practical storage solutions!! Bad thing is, you need to assemble them yourself.

Been going to school and bumming around.. Still in the holidays mood until tuesday. Gotta get my reports, tutorials and revision prioritized. This is yet another nerve wrecking semester! When can I get to see myself in the graduation ceremony??

"Soon... Soon..." I keep telling myself.

I haven seen YUM for centuries too... Since the last few entries here. Its been THAT long ok.. My Yummiee had been working really hard for her hols job! And finally, we are meeting up tml!! For her BDAY!! WoooHHOOooo!! Gonna bring her to good GUO TIE and XLB!!

Some pics for quick update of my life before my short term memory acts up again.

Fun dinner @ Pizzahut with Dear.. And look at what happened to the coincidentally leftover Starbitez. =)

Little Angela and her superly unexpected candid shots!!

CUTE BABY E-DERN!! Turning 1 yr old in a week's time!!

Drama Mama Acts...

2008-07-21T21:49:00.003+08:00

Oh Pur Leese......

Quit those I-Am-Your-Good-Friend acts lah... I am not blind... Oh or should I say you have got splendid foresight on what is happening?

Don't give me those Renny-should-report-to-you-when-she-has-hols stuffs... Don't be so childish... it only shows that you are acting like a drama queen ok? And don't think that people around you MUST obey your wishes... Yawnz.

AND I REPEAT.

Those going through hardcore years of studying at University Level is not funny ok?
Stop your mindset and stop thinking that University is as fun as poly days... Eat, slack, do-proj-anyhow-also-pass...

Working is tough. Yes I agree. But please lah.. don't be selfish ok? You are not the only one going through tough life as an adult. Grow up and take time to understand what others are going through. Stick to your current teeny weeny selfish mindset if you are prepared to be boycott by others.

Thats all.

Don't expect any apologies from Renny because shes had enough of those nonsense. Renny's got more important stuffs in her head.

Welcome Back to The Crazy Lifestyle...

2008-07-21T21:13:00.003+08:00

Before that, Happy Birthday to Guan Yin Ma, The Goddess of Mercy!!

Alritey, School has reopened..

Plagued by persistent flu virus for about two weeks, and thank goodness I am recovering..

A little anxious over this semester... and a little turned off.. coz its gonna be a real crazy crazy sem!! Nowhere better or worse than the previous semester... Need to go Four-Horse-Road pray for smooth sailing semester soon!!

My sweetie little Angela made me super cheery last Sunday despite of those terrible sneezes.. This pretty little angelic Angela!!! Aiyooooooooooooo I dunno how to say lah... she is just my sweet sweeet sweeeeeeeet sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet antidote!!!

She loves following me around!! All the time!! Her smiles are forever adorable and charming!! Seeing her smile makes me melt!! Awwwwww.... she is another tiny glutton!!

Zeh Zeh: "Angela.. zeh zeh bring you go gai gai.. you want??"
Angela : "No.."
Zeh Zeh: "Eh Angela, zeh zeh bring you out.. can eat MacDonalds and KFC you know??"
Angela : (looks at zeh zeh with enlarged eyes and smiles cheekily) "Want want want..."

This naughty little cheeky adorable imp.. can't wait for this sunday!!

And dear has been registered as "the mao mao kor kor" in her little memory... LOL!!

Shades Lost!

2008-07-09T10:28:00.002+08:00

At dear's place. LOL.. Well, I can't blame him.. I am always loosing my stuffs in my tiny home as well.. LOL

Need to get a pair of new cool BIG shades.. VERY SOON!! The sun is way too glaring for my eyes that it hurts sometimes.. I think I should grab a pair for Ma too.. shes running outdoors everyday. I can't believe she travels from morning till evening hours with her eyes naked.. Ouch..

Bought a pretty big and sturdy bag for school already. Can't wait for lectures to start and escape from the bloody slacking life that I lived for the past 2 freaking months. Am doing the same Mods as Rach!! Yea!! Lets rock the Mods and grad together next June!!!

I need to exercise... Dear, I wanna swim........................................ -__-''' Lets set a CONFIRMED date for it ok?? LOL... I need to watch my diet from this coming week.. Otherwise Renny will become Piggy.

Goodie Foodie !!!!

2008-07-08T21:41:00.006+08:00

Ban Leong Wan Hoe Seafood @ Casuarina Road!!

Had a wonderful sumptuous CRABBIE feast with the SIM Gang just a while ago!! See it to believe how good it is~~
LOtsa fun and laughter, gossips and gossips!! About our dearest, and never-forgotten "friends".. LOL.

Ren & Yum.. DIE DIE MUST TRY!!!

2008-07-07T17:48:00.007+08:00

09.00am - Woke up
09.20am - Showered
10.00am - Left Home
10.45am - Outram Station, North East Line
11.00am - BRUNCH @ Chinatown

WHAT THE HELL WAS RENNY THINKING?? All the way to Chinatown this early for BRUNCH on a Monday??

I can only say... Its the CHAR KWAY TIAO that gave me the drive. LOL...
CKT @ Hong Lim.
Die Die also must try.
If you don't try, you will never realise what Char Kway Tiao is.
Im not exaggerating.
This is one of the best wet Char Kway Tiao ever tried and tasted by myself.
Cockles are a little raw.
Don't eat it with empty stomach if you don't wanna risk upsetting yr tummy (for more good food).
As what See Toh from Makan Sutra says; There is only good food. The rest are just rubbish.
And I love you YUM!!

Stop Drooling. Start Eating.

KTV Outing Pics With Cool Hippies from SIM!!!!

2008-07-07T17:24:00.016+08:00

Poor Lightings, Great Outing!!!!!

cutie Angelaaaa~!!!

2008-07-06T19:17:00.010+08:00

strikes our house again on this nice and windy Sunday!!

My Sundays!! Filled with fun and laughter with Angela around!! Awww this little cutie!!

I woke up REALLY late today! at 11am. Woke up coz I heard her little cute voice looking for her xiao wei zeh zeh! lol.. she opened my room door and came in. She wanted to watch me brush my teeth and wash my face! LOL.. and true enough, I had to keep my bathroom door open so she can see.. she was so smiling all the way and kept calling and talking to me while I was busy washing up.

Mum cooked Hainanese Chicky Rice today!! yumm yumm!!

Little Angela also ate! She asked me to feed her!! LOL cute lazy girlie.. lol.. awwww feel lik squeezing her chubby chubby cheeky cheeks now!! My little sunshine was in such a happy and ultra good mood today!! She 'cooked' chicken rice for all of us too with her masak masak.. lol.. She loved the real chicky ricey!! Ate while watching Snow White.. She can sing all the songs lehhhh so cute!! I asked her why din she sing the part which the Prince sang.. She said she is Snow White!! LOL... awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww...

Caught her in video too.. But cant post it here la.. lol.. My cute little Angela Sunshine!!! My multi vitamin on Sundays!! MUAHZZ MUAHHHZZZ MUAHHZZZ

OH MY HOLY BUDDHA!!!!!

2008-07-05T12:22:00.004+08:00

THIS IS TRULY THE ART OF BAKING !!!!!!!!!!!

http://perfectfairycakes.blogspot.com/

You need to see this to believe!!!!!

Vampire Knight

2008-07-03T13:25:00.002+08:00

SEASON 1 HAS ENDED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGGGGGGGg i have to wait till october for season2!!!!! Awwww... this is crazy...

I can't wait for it to air!!!!!

*SOBBBBB

2nd July!!

2008-07-03T11:57:00.002+08:00

Another monthly anni with dear!!

No pics.. lol..

But it was a day filled with love and joy. =D

Started off with a nice cutesy breakky at Macdonalds, Bedok interchange.. My McGridles!!! YUMMMYYYY!!!!! Dear had his favorite Hotcakes with Sausage.. keke.. He said one of the painted portraits looked like his mom.. which I agreed totally.. I told him to get auntie to come and collect some advertising fee from Mac.. lol

Walked around the Lao kok kok interchange to hunt for some DVDs to watch. Wanted to buy some so that my dad can keep himself occupied at home.. He just quit his 'not fit for human' job finally to rest in for a month.. BUT apparently, he seems to be out.. I wonder where he went.

Bought Jay's "Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi" and "Golden Chicken"... LOL.. He should find golden chicken hilarious ba.. I can't wait to watch it too!

Headed to his place to slack and spend time together.. had lotsa fun and laughter with him! Skipped lunch due to the heavy breakky we had earlier in the morning. Presented him with the Anni gift I made for him. LOL.. he seems rather happy eventhough he din really show the happiness. lol... KAWAII dear!!

Walked around in TM.. wanted to find a sch bag... HAIZ... been searchin for a month already!! And i still couldnt find one which screams out to me... "BUY MEEE BUY MEEE"... Im almost deflated and I guess I will stop the search for this week. I have a feeling I should be able to find it this coming week... *cross my fingers

Dinner was Seoul Garden.. LOL.. too muh meaty foodie these 2 days.. Which means its detox day today.. Need to clear off all the meat frm my bod man... but was fun la.. I am nt good at multitasking.. Was so concentrating on BBQ-ing the meat for him that I couldn't talk or answer him properly.. lol.. It was still fun! First time @ seoul garden after such a super long time.. The spread is still pathetic. But the time spent with him was well worth.

=D Renny is happy and loved.

Funny pics!

2008-07-03T11:43:00.005+08:00

Bday celebration for Jac on 26th June @ Sushi Tei, Vivocity.
Nice outing! LOL.. borrowed her friend's daughter and took this photo.. lol.. the baby is sooo kawaii!!!

Great food hunt...

2008-07-01T21:32:00.003+08:00

with yum today!

Finally! CKT Day mission accomplished! We managed to eat the ckt at old airport road! 老夫子！！万岁！！

Took a bus to bedok aft the yummy ckt.. Yum is reali a food hunter. Very professional! All the way frm cck to bedok! Lol! Walked all the way frm interchange to 85market to continue the hunt. It was a long walk.. A nice happy Stroll rather..

Chatted at a void deck near 85 to wait for the completion of 'project ckt digestion'! Lol.. Chatted alot with yum. We can nv run out of topics la!

Ordered LALA and porridge. So yummy! Best of the best. Ordered 1 bowl of rice cause its weird to eat the lala with porridge :) satisfying day. We r both super satisfied!

Bumped into my brother and jac when we were almost done. Lol such coincidence! But we had to make a move by then. Din wan yum to reach home too late! Walked frm 85 to tanah and then walked back home ok? Its reali a day full of strolls n foodie!

Next stop! TO THE WEST! But before tat.. Need to slim down n burn off all the sinful calories!

GOOD FOODiE DAY TML!!!

2008-06-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

During my date with yum!!

CKT DAY iS FINALLY ARRIVING IN 12HOURs TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CKT CKT CKT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Spoke with ah ben finally on msn. Meeting him up to go back to TP for lunch this thurs! He wanna catch meis while eating.. LOL...

YAWNXXX...

2008-06-28T21:31:00.003+08:00

Started sweeping the whole house at 1030am... right after my brunch... It made me ultra lethargic the whole day...

Went over to Po Po's hse at 12pm today.. chatted with her till my uncle came back.. we were supposed to head over to bright hill together for Wai Gong's Death Annniversary... how time flies.. I think he will be very upset if he knows that my second and first uncle are not on good terms at all.. instead, they quarrel EVERYDAY about EVERYTHING.. I hope they dun end up fighting at the market one day...

Played a bit of wahjong with yum.. made us yawn lik mad ok... It isnt as fun as before.. eventhough I got to Hu... it was stil dry... not much of excitement to perk and motivate us to carry on!!

This coming wed is yet another monthly anniversary for me n dear.. wah so fast leh.. gg to 3yrs this coming Oct... its crazy ok... time reali flies... this silly boy was so silly... I had forgotten to bring my phone out today , and so I tried calling him with my mum's phone.. but he was still sleeping.. he thought something happened to me and thats why my mum called him.. LOL...

Couldnt make it on time to drop by eastpoint today man.. came back at around 5.30 or 6pm... missed MSW.. wanted to catch it coz Fion is in it!! urrghhh

I hope angela will be coming tml... She din come over last week lehhhh... Her baby bro is arriving in august!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAyYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Will he share the same birthday as Singapore and Yum??

I do not want to grow old to become...

2008-06-27T22:11:00.003+08:00

an irritant to my grandchildren...

calculative with every single matter...

a snoring machine...

someone who talks cock all the time...

someone who sits around saying nonsensical stuffs...

senile and bring trouble to my children and grandchildren...

unfair and favour grandsons more...

money minded...

farting ah ma come lao ah soh...

a loudspeaker who talks in screaming/screeching voice...

a persistent person who insists I am right when I am absolutely wrong...

like the oldies who are living with me...

outing with yum!

2008-06-25T21:59:00.004+08:00

yesterday! As usual.. 太好玩了啦！

We were supposed to fulfil the CKT mission yesterday.. But ended up hangin in cityhall due to the Balo collection.. But! Its good ok.. We did a little bit of exercisin by walkin frm cityhall to PS.. LOL..

Before we started the walk, we ate korean foodie at suntec basement.. Lol my kimchi fried rice tasted more lik plain white rice. I had to dig and look for the kimchi.. Lol i liked the bibimbap yum ordered.. Shit forgot to take pics.. Both the dishes were well presented though.. Looked extremely appetizing.. LOL.. I just love outings with yum.

Dear met us at PS.. By then, yum had to run along to tanjong.. Dear brought me to an authentic japanese ramen place for nicey ramen.. I love their clear soup! Although its pretty oily.. But the taste of the soup gave my taste bud a tour around disney land. Not bad at all! :) growing fatter and fatter. Somebody stop me!!

Fav Photo of the day...

2008-06-23T17:12:00.005+08:00

Taken on 8th June 2008...

Its been so damn long since I posted my own photo... LOL.. so I guess this is it..
Taken on the night of my friend's wedding dinner. Recent enough? =D
I hope I will nt have wrinkes and freckles or pimples overcrowding my face the next time I post my pic!! LOL

Freaking...

2008-06-22T21:56:00.002+08:00

headache from last night forced me to have to skip the workshop with Fion today..

I also had to freakin wash the toilet today... Urghhh... I tink I used too much bleach.. Inhaled too much as well.. My nose keep smelllin the bleach-chy smell even at this freakin moment... ewww.. PUI...

Fortunately, the headache is finally gone... I feel alot more better now... Mum said I have been rotting a litte too much and asked me to go help her out tml... Run outlets ok... LOL... ermmm... Im crossing my fingers and hoping I can survive tml!!

Told dear that im gg to hav to go jogging this coming wednesday... can't wait...

Yum.. I wanna go swimming!!!! or sentosa!!! My swimmin costume and bikinis are going to rot soon!!!